Chapter 20

Looking at me I know he expected to have an answer because obviously, he knew I woke up in the middle of the night to work and also to read through the envelope it was a laid on my headboard and it showed it had been opened.
"So what is your take on my proposal," he asked me
"I am happy to try new things but what are butt plugs?' I asked with my mouth full of whatever I was eating at the moment.
He smiles and told me to please google search " Submissive" and I would have all the information I wanted I got angry but then again what was I supposed to do he had already said what he wanted to say and all I had to do was get my information on the Internet so we could start this experiment of his I was scared to try it but lord the look in his eyes when he spoke of this new version it was scary and sexy.
So she went in to check her phone after she was done eating her breakfast.
What I saw frightened the hell out of me it was as though those who were the submissions in the relationship were in for suffering and it was uncomfortable for me, I was trying to swallow and digest what I have gotten from the net search engine when he texted saying he was growing impatient and wanted to know what I thought about the dom and sub.
I told him I was on it in the meantime and just needed to chill for what he was expecting and should not be bothered I was going to respond eventually.
I continue scrolling through and hell I have stroked out almost half of the paper from all the things I saw which frightened me.
And I picked up my phone I texted him "it was nice knowing you have a nice life" and sent to him that aaa how scared of what I had just seen I was one to try things but this one was more than I could comprehend I kept asking myself how my girlfriend could go through so much pain and call it pleasure honestly I wasn't expecting a text from him replying to what I had to say about it.
So I left and went to work that morning to check on things we my branch.
When I returned home I was taking off my clothes so I can get a shower I had not heard from him the whole morning and I knew he was pissed or disappointed I had turned down what he wanted me to try out but it was my body and I accepted whatever I wanted to be and he had no choice but to convince me if he wanted us to try it.
On turning, I saw him leaning on the door frame and I was surprised because I did not know he was back home yet he had not called me or anything. He began mimicking what I had sent to him on the phone when he told me he was getting impatient "It was nice knowing me and I should have a nice life?" he repeated what she had sent to him through the text message.
Is that all you have to say to me? he said walking close to her and looking all serious she loved him being serious because the sex was always good when he was in that serious mood.
"Well, I was saying, ... I was saying and then she began was moving backwards slowly but then he held her hand and began touching her in the places she loved him touching.
" How about I touch you here and there" and just like that and I was done for wet and almost dripping he had that effect on me so good and I began kissing him slowly and he reciprocated while taking wine into his mouth and pouring it into my mouth too and I swallowed telling how yummy he tasted.
He sent his finger into my Vijay and fingered me going in and out and I began moving my hips to the rhythm of his hands.
"Say that you are mine," he said at first I state quietly not saying anything and before I knew it he spanked me hard taking me out of my God-forsaken thoughts.
"Say you are mine" he repeated and I said it but he said he did not hear me and I had to repeat it this time a little louder and he pumped in and out making her almost climax when he removed his fingers and licked everything he was fond of doing that he said my juices were like protein in a milkshake whatever that meant but I know he lapped everything that was down my laps.
Before he pinned me to the wall and carried me up and he entered me from under I don't know how he did that but he fucked me from that stand and he went on in and out continuously hard, harder and hardest if that was when possible and when we were done he usually went on me and cleaned me but he got up and was going out the door I asked if he wasn't going to spend the night in my bed and he told me till when we had come to an agreement we won't share the same bed anymore well that only meant I had to study the contracts again so we can get to this recent development.
I was in charge conditionally with the way he was talking because I knew he wanted us to try these things.
I went and took my bath too exhausted to even have dinner that night so I lay in my bed and just continues thinking about what was about to happen maybe the fear was just in my head and I had to change my mentality about the things that were happening.