Rage

Sebastian


I grabbed a fistful of her blonde hair she bobbed her head up and down, taking me in her mouth and as always trying her best to please me, being as submissive as she had been since from the start.

This woman never failed to please me, or I was never dissatisfied with Celine or her obedience when it came to sexual terms. But today....something was off.

It was not because of her. It was because of that damn burden I purchased from the auction. I fucking hated her. I loathed everything about her.

I didn't need this mate bond, I did not need that woman in my life to stay powerful. She was only here for my pleasure and the damn beast within me that won't remain calm without her presence around me.

Nowadays the only person who'd be in my mind was Athena. She was imprinted on my soul and gave me reasons to fear the outcomes. I fucking hated her.

I did not want the mate bond. I did not want her. She was just another object for me.

There was no way that I was going to feel anything for her. I was never going to get any feelings, it is meant to be like that.

Then why was she affecting me like that?

I couldn't let go of the blessing. I couldn't let go of it unless I was going to fall into a pitfall once again. Emotions were not meant for me. Sentiments only make people weak.

Letting out a frustrated groan, I pulled out from Celine's mouth and stood up from the couch.

"Alpha, did I do anything wrong?" She looked at me, still sitting on her knees as she watched me slipping on my trousers.

"No, you didn't do anything wrong," I curtly told her and headed to the door.

She grabbed my hand, "Come here, I'll help you relax."

I knew the meaning beneath her words.

She certainly was talking about sex, that was the only thing I'd ever come into her room for and she knew it too.

But today it was not Celine I wanted. She was not going to be enough for my urges.

"No, I don't need you today. Celine." I said.

"What?" She sounded a bit surprised but her expression soon turned into something different, "Are you going to Athena's room?"

The tone she used was a bit accusing, and my jaw tightened automatically. The last thing I wanted to do was deal with her questions right now.

"Yes, so what?"

Hurt flashed in her eyes and tears gathered in them, "Are...are you thinking of keeping her as your mate?"

This was it. I lost it.

I grabbed her throat and slammed her body against the nearest wall. a loud gasp slipped past her lips and her eyes widened in fear.

"Don't you fucking dare even ask me questions like that, ever again," I spoke through gritted teeth, "I have kept you with me for more than years and the duration should have been enough for you to figure out that I don't give a fuck about any relation or bond of this world. I don't care about sentiments or any particular to make me change my way of living. Nothing can ever change me or my decisions. Do you get that?!"

She hurriedly nodded in fear, looking absolutely terrified.

"Athena means nothing to me. So stop being fucking jealous and stay in your lane." I let go of her and she greedily took in air, cold sweat covering her forehead.

"I am sorry, Alpha. This will not happen again." She breathed out.

"And if it does it's not going to be good for you, because I'll you back to the same street I had picked you from," I warned, and without another glance at her, I walked out of her room heading to mine.

The rage began to rise with each step I took each step. The beast within me began to get out of control.

My claws tore through my skin, my eyes darkened and my breathing began coming out as pants.

I hated that pathetic woman. Such a weakling, sniveling she-wolf she was!

This bloody mate bond meant nothing to me. She meant nothing to me.

A growl rumbled in my chest in anger. My canines tore through my gums, strange desires began clouding my mind, and the urge to suppress them only made increased the rage and make me lose my restraints.

And before I even knew it, I ran at full speed, aiming at the nearest french window that'd lead the path to the forest.

Breaking through the window, I shifted in the air and drove into the forest. Smashing branches and woods under my paws and running deeper into the darkness of the forest.

I hate her. I hate her. I hate her--My mind, body, and soul constantly repeated these same words.

Yet, the flashes of her face, smallest reactions, and tears began passing through my mind every second.

No! I don't want her!

I don't need her!

My constant urges finally began breaking my control one by one and it was then I realized that this run alone was not going to be enough for me.

But I was not going to make it easy on Athena.

Today, I am gonna prove how much I hate her and where she belonged.

She has to know that Sebastian Valdez did not want her, she was only an object and will be treated like one.

She had to face the real hell. Yes. She had to.