20. Wave of Nausea

**Desiree’s POV.**

My head pounded and my heart beat harshly in my chest as my eyes snapped open, lips parted ways to let out a long gasp of air.

“Calm down, you are fine, everything is alright”, his soothing familiar voice sounded very distance but something told me that he was right here- that something being the sparks that bolted through my body,

“Harrison?”, his arms pulled me closer towards him and I rested my head on his chest, hoping this was not just a dream- a beautiful nightmare that I simply wished would come true.

“Yes, baby, I am here”, his fingers trailed lightly and my cheeks and I felt his lips on it shortly after,

I moved away from him in surprise- the happy kind and used my shoulders to lift myself up, “How are you… how did you get here?”, a weak smile crawled unto my lips,

“The alpha king let me stay with you since you are on your heat”, he had a smirk on his handsome face and maybe it was my heat making me see things, but he looked almost three times buffer than the last time I had seen him and that about two weeks ago. His beautiful eyes glistered brightly and I was tempted to drop my panties right there and then for him to have his way with me- put those newly acquired strong, large arms to proper use.

“I can smell your arousal from here”, my brother’s voice said from the other side of the room, somehow, I had not even noticed he was there the whole time. Seeing him at that moment reminded me of how angry I was with him, “Now I smell anger”,

“I have every right to be angry at you DJ”, if not for my heat, I would be over there beating his ass up last two weeks when he blatantly refused to stick up for me at my time of need, “What the hell are you even doing here? I am on my heat, I need privacy”,

DJ let out a sigh, “Yes, Dez, I know I have been a huge jerk during the last few weeks…”,

“A big fat one”, I pointed out, purposely cutting him off.

“Yes”, he let out another sigh, “A big fat juicy one. But I was mad at you for not talking to me, for shutting me out of a very important part of your life and for lying to me”, his face looked genuine and I knew I was meant to forgive him- he is my brother after all but I just could not. He hurt me, deeply- that scar would forever be printed into my chest or heart or wherever.

“You hurt me, DJ”, I was surprised when a scoff left his mouth,

“Since when have you been so sensitive Desiree Edwards? What happened to the girl who could kill an alpha without batting an eyelid?”,

“She found love”, I said immediately and looked up at Harrison with a smile I would usually gag to if anybody else ever did it- you know, that love sick puppy smile that just comes when you find the one that was made for you?

“I love you too”, Harrison leaned in and placed his lips on mine, earning a loud cough from DJ,

“Okay…”, he clapped his hands together and stood on his feet, “I am supposed to babysit you guys-”,

“I am older than you by two years”, Harrison let out the sexiest grunt ever and I swear that my panties dampened right there and then,

“That does not mean shit… Goddess Desiree would you stop?!”, my older brother groaned and covered his nose with his hands,

“It is not like I can help it Dwayne, I am on my heat you know. You can make it much easier for yourself if you leave”, I smirked, thinking of how I could make staying in this space completely unbearable for DJ. Yes, my heat had subsided a bit but that did not mean that I still didn’t crave some action in my lower region or that my mind was not hazy from picturing all the kinds of things I could do to and with Harrison.

“Our father would kill me if I leave”, he stated, letting out a sigh and I knew that it was time to put my skills of manipulation to use,

“Well, he is not here and he does not have to know that you stepped out for a second or an hour”, I winked at him,

“Yeah, you are not going to manipulate your way out of this one”, he began pacing in front of the bed and I feigned a taken aback expression- now to begin the actual manipulating.

“Oh, okay then”, I shrugged, “I guess you would just have to sit here and watch us”, I adjusted my body so my ass was directly at Harrison’s dick, I grinded against him and watched as DJ’s eyes flew open,

“Shit”, Harrison groaned, his arms went to my waist to hold me unto him. I leaned my head up slightly and wrapped my arms around his neck, pushing his head towards me. His lips crashed unto mine and I could sense the discomfort that rushed through my brother, this was a very awkward situation for him and I knew he only had two choices; break us apart- which was absolutely impossible or leave the room, disobeying our father and alpha king.

“Well”, I could see Harrison walk to my bedroom door from my side vision, “I would be right outside and please, for the sake of all our necks- no mating”, I made a noise signaling that I understood what he said and finally pulled away from Harrison once I heard the door shut,

“That was…”,

“Hot”, I helped him complete while biting my lips in the most seductive, suggestive way I could muster up.

“You little she devil”, he grinned before once again, planting his lips unto mine. This time, I managed to block out everything and forget everything that was happening- I chose to forget the fact that my people were going into war with Harrison’s people, that Harrison’s father had tried to kill my mother, that my brother and his best friend were saggy dicks, my dad was an egotistic cocksucker and my mum had been unconscious for days- everything just seemed to fade away and all I could see was Harrison- my mate.

I was so lost in the kiss that I failed to notice when Harrison left my lips and started trailing his kisses along my shoulders, I let out a loud moan as he kissed the spot where I was supposed to be marked- not that that was ever going to happen since Harrison’s teeth were not half as sharp as what was required to cut through flesh or even skin.

Suddenly, heat rushed into the pit of my stomach and I let out a low moan, the burning sensation this time was so fulfilling, so pleasurable- it craved some extra action and before I knew it, Harrison had pulled off my flimsy shirt, giving him full exposure to my plump chest, “What are you doing?”, not that I did not enjoy all this but my father would kill him if we mated,

“He said not to mate and I would honor and respect that. But he did not say I should not touch you or suck you”, he winked at me with a smirk on his face making my head intensify and my cheeks flush red in anticipation,

“Oh my goddess”, I heaved out, watching him enjoy the view of my chest going up and down as I struggled to breath properly.

He took one of my breasts and massaged the soft flesh gently, “So soft, so beautiful”, before I knew it, he leaned his head closer to my chest and licked my perky pink pebbles right on top of my chest, another lustful moan escaped my lips as my hand went back to his head and pushed him closer. He chuckled at my impatience, the vibrations going straight to my throbbing vagina and soon, half of his breast was in his mouth but I wanted more- I needed more.

As if hearing my silent plea, he began trailing hot kisses down my stomach and once he reached the hem line of my jeans, he looked at me, asking him whether it was okay and even if it was not, I was too far gone in my sexual heat to even tell right from wrong so all I could do was nod at him, urging him to carry on with his sinful ministrations.

He pushed down my pants and underwear before spreading my legs wide open to reveal my sex deprived and probably juice dripping sex. I felt so exposed, I was completely naked and he was still wearing all his clothes- I thought I was meant to be the dominant one.

I could not ponder on that for too long as he dipped a finger into my tight vagina making me let out a small yelp at the amount of pleasure and pain it brought me. He began pumping it in and out while I moaned out his name like a sex crazed bitch in heat- which was what I was.

He put in another finger, allowing my tight walls clenched around his large fingers. I felt my insides churn in satisfaction as I reached my climax, spilling out warm liquid from my vagina. “Fuck, I wonder how you taste”, shit.

“What are you…”, before I could finish my rhetorical sentence, he placed his lips on my lower lips, kissing it before he began licking and sucking on my delicate folds, “Holy shit”, my legs spread apart involuntarily to give him more access- to let him go deeper somehow. This felt insanely new to me and as much as I wanted to go further, even in my state of utter irrationality and heat, I knew doing that came with a deadly price to pay.

His tongue hit a spot, the most sensitive part in my whole body, it had me screaming his name and heaving out, trying to regain my lost breath. How was he so good at this? It was like he knew all the right places, all the right spots-

Wait, had he done this before?