Chapter 11: Cynthia Anderson and Bob

I couldn't bring myself to look at him because I was embarrassed and ashamed of myself because of the act last night so I just made him breakfast and left for work, but then there is the feeling and flashback of the incident it couldn't escape my, embarrassed I was but I did enjoy the feeling, the intense passionate kissing, the romance and the sensational movement my breast to my brain (nervous system). It was just something I fathom and can't seem to let go of so effortlessly, it kept lingering in my brain and would want to partake in such an adventure again.
Because he knows how to make a woman feel womanly. I gulped so hard and got cold feet, and there's was this cold shiver down my spine when the thought of how I will finally feel when he will go through my wall and break my regimen a smile was left on my face and I could feel his hands all over body pleasuring me not knowing I was the pleasuring myself in a wonderland.
Hhmm, as I heard someone clears his throat and as I raised my head to see he was, there he is standing in front of me, and I couldn't bring myself to look at him in the eyes in shame I lowered my head to the table looking down.
“Good morning sir, I said.
“Morning miss Anderson, and how are you”? He asked.
“Am fine thank you sir, and you sir”? I asked.
“Very well thank you,” he said as he heads towards his office.
“Hmm miss Anderson,” he called.
“Yes sir,” I answered.
“See me in my office now,” he said.
“Alright sir,” I said.
Then he walks into his office, and I was left confused. After all, I couldn't withstand looking at him or having a conversation with him, because I don't even know where or what to say after being asked any question.
But then after every consideration, I decided to go see him in his office.
Knock knock
“Yes, coming,” he said.
Then I opened the door and walked in but then couldn't still find the courage to look at him in the eyes and my head was still down as a sign of being ashamed of myself and him who has been into women and had understood my predicament sat and watch me as I make a fool of myself.
“How are you,”? He asked again.
“I am fine thank you, sir,” I replied.
“Okay I know and I can see that you are fine, but I mean how are you in you after the last night incident, that's what I meant,” he said.
I felt a cold shiver down my spine I was mute and couldn't say a thing for some moments because I don't know what to say and even when I tried to open my mouth to speak I could feel this heaviness on my lips like it was glued together, no words were brave enough to escape from my lips.
“Why are you mute and why couldn't you look at me in the eyes you have been heads down and I have noticed it this morning,” he said.
Then I tried and tried to utter a word but find myself skipping for words.
“It's... It's...eh, hmm (as I try to clear my throat) I mean I am fine sir,” I said.
“No, I don't you are,” he said.
“How do you mean sir,”? I asked.
“Let me start by saying, first you left without a word this morning, not even letting me know you made breakfast if not that I decided to go to the dining I wouldn't have known you made breakfast and now you couldn't even stand in front of me and say a word and you couldn't look at me in the eyes, why is that,”? He asked.
“It's nothing, sir, I was running late to work already that was why I left in a hurry without a word,” I said.
“I don't think so miss Anderson, I think you are trying to avoid me and that's what you are doing,” he said.
“No sir, it's not like that, I am not trying to avoid you and I am not avoiding you sir, but how can you say I am avoiding you when we practically live under one roof, your roof, so why would I avoid you,” I said.
“Then if you are not trying to avoid me as you said, then why can't you look at me in the eyes 'cause I can remember how you usually get lost by just staring at me,” he said.
Damn fuck me, this can't be happening to me, I was left more disappointed, my legs were shaking hard and my lips were glued together by the hearing of that word, it left me dumbfounded not knowing what to say.
“Are you still here miss Anderson,” he said as he snaps his finger.
“Why would you say a thing like that, I was only having neck pain that's why I am unable to raise my head not because I am trying to avoid you or a thing as such,” I said.
Hearing that, I am having a neck pain then he stood up from his seat to come to attend to me and know how severe the pain is as he walked closer to me.
“You said you are having neck pain, since when what part of the neck and may I check to know how severe the pain is,” he said.
“No, no thank you, sir, don't worry yourself with that, I will be fine sir,” I said.
“Then why don't you go see a doctor examine you and know how serious the pain is and then get medication for the pain,” he said.
“Would have loved to do that sir, going to the doctor and being examined and taking some medication, but I don't have any money left with me that's why I haven't visited the doctor,” I said.
“Then why didn't you come to me,” he said.
“Sir you have already done a lot for me that I can't thank you enough, you gave me a job and you gave me a roof over my head, I eat your food, so I couldn't bring myself to ask you for me that would be so ungrateful of me if I should do that,” I said.
“No, don't you ever think that, you stay in my house and you work for me, that makes you my responsibility, so don't hesitate to come to me for anything,” he said.
“So would you want me to take you to the doctor or you would like to go alone,”? He asked.
“I would love to go alone and that would be after work hours,” I said.
“Okay if that's what you want no problem, but just let me know before you leave,” he said.
“Alright sir, I will sir,” I said.
With my head still facing down and unable to look him in the eyes I walked out of his office to mine and I sat down to consider the implementation of my actions by lying to him cause I knew fully well I was having no neck pain but that was an excuse to help me defend myself from not being able to look at him in the eyes. But then if each time I think about what I have done and the lie which I have told him how do I need to redeem myself. Minutes pass, hours passed then I saw him walk to my office.
“Miss Andersen how are you feeling now, feeling any better, don't you think it's high time you left for the hospital already,” he said.
“Am fine thank you, sir, do not worry I will go to the hospital when I am off from work for there's still enough time to that so that sir, I said.
“Yeah I know, but there is a saying that says a stitch in time saves nine it's better you go for a check-up and now and go see a doctor before it's kinda too late,” he said.
I was wondering why and when he became this caring and so concerned about me and my health, or could it be that he is in love with me. But no I can't bring myself in believing that, how could he love someone like me, a nobody, no surname, compared to his class and calliba. He is so fucking and stinkingly rich why would he stoop so low as to fall in love with the low class like me. I was just lost in my though he never told me he loves me just me imagining rubbish in my head.
“What are you thinking about miss Anderson, was talking to you but you were mute and were not saying anything,” he said.
“Sorry sir, please forgive my manners, please what did you say again,” I asked.
As he deep his hand into his suit pocket.
“Here you go, here are five thousand dollars go see the doctor and here is the key to the apartment whenever you are done from the hospital head home to go get some rest,” he said.
“Thank you, sir,” I said.
As he walks away and a deep smile clinched on my face, and I said inwardly this must be love.