Chapter Twenty One

Shael
I woke up, wearing his black T-shirt. It was showing I belong to him. I was alone in the room, he wasn't here. I heard the vibration of my phone. I picked it up, It was a new text, almost seven texts and five calls.
" Who may be this? " I thought.
I clicked to open the text.
" Hello, It's me." First message.
" I wanna talk to you. " Second message.
" Who was that guy with you? " third message.
" Answer me. " fourth message.
" Pick my call. " fifth message.
I was going to open the next message, My phone vibrated in my hand and it scared the hell out of me.
" Who is this?" I thought.
I answered it,
" Who is this? " I asked.
" Why didn't you pick my call? " I sucked in my breath hearing his familiar voice. I was crying. I wanted him to talk to me once which he did. She was seeking his happiness in my pain.
I didn't reply to him as I have nothing to do with him now.
" I know you are hearing me. I wanna meet you. I'm standing out of your house. If you don't trust me, come near the window. " he said.
I got out of the bed and sauntered near the window. I shivered with shock. He was standing near his SUV. He waved at me. I hid myself behind the curtains.
" Woo, Shell, You're hiding from me, Whom you used to claim love most in your entire life. " He said through the phone.
I hanged up on him and looked out at him. He was smiling.
I fisted the hem of my T-shirt. Tears started to flow down my eyes. My phone vibrated, It was a message from him.
" I'm going to the near restaurant to have my breakfast, till then get ready. When I will be back, I want you beside me. If you're not coming, I will come inside. By the way, Looking hot jaan. " He texted. ( Jaan= Love)
I looked back at him, he was still smirking. He boarded in his car and speeded away.
I couldn't understand anything. I don't wanna see the rude side of Guru. If he gets pissed off, I can't take rudeness from Guru. I've to go and tell him to stay away from me.
I cleaned the tears from my cheek and went to the washroom. I bathed with hot water to activate myself.
I went out of the washroom. Nance was waiting for me, " Good morning, Shael. " She said.
" Good morning. " I managed a smile.
I chose white trouser and white crop top for me. When I dressed up, I saw my reflection in the mirror. My eyes were looking sad. In this world, only momma can read my eyes. It was the first time in my life, when I put on a crop top. In fact, Guru takes care of me. It's showing my shoulder and arm from one side. If someone will see it warily, I can see my gun shot mark. Someone opened the door, I know, it's Guru. I can recognize him, with my closed eyes. I saw him through the mirror. He was wearing white shirt, light brown coat pants. As usual, his wrist watch was on his wrist. He was looking like a magazine male model. His face relieved me. He cleared his throat and I turned to see him.
He beckoned Nance to leave and she left us alone.
He came closer to me, " Are you ok? " he asked .
" Yes " I nodded.
I wanna tell him about Jas, but he will not allow me to go. I don't want him to fight over me.
' I'm sorry, I've to lie to you. ' I thought.
I heard him saying something, but couldn't catch it.
" D.... did you say something?" I stumbled.
" No. Just sit in front of me for a while. " he instantly said.
" Ji " came out of my mouth instantly. Why would he want this? I wanted to tell him.
He made me sit on the couch, " Did I make a mistake? " I asked him suspiciously.
He put his finger on my lips, " No, it's not. Just do what I say. " he said in a low tone.
I moved my head up to down, " Ok " I whispered.
" Hm, Good. " he said.
He did not say a word. He made me sit on the couch and himself stand five and six feet away from me.
'Should I tell him. No, he'll not stand with me. It will upset him. What if he gets angry, I can't take risks. I have to be very careful. I can't let him know that I'm going out to meet him. Oh God! Why don't I have a friend? I don't even know the name of this place.' I thought.
" Notting Hill. " he suddenly spoke.
I couldn't get it.
" Shit " I heard from him.
" KK has arranged a meeting in Birmingham, but I want it in Notting Hill. '' he said.
I kept quiet.
" I need to call KK. " he said.
" Are you going to the office? " I asked.
" Yea, I have a meeting to attend with my business clients. " he said as he's hiding something.
" OK. " I said in a low voice.
He covered the distance instantly with his long strides and kissed me on my cheek. I smiled at him and he returned it back to me.
Abruptly, my phone vibrated in my hand, I shivered with fear. I glanced at the display. It was from him.
' He must reach outside of the house. I have to go. Sorry, Guru. But I promise you, I'll not allow him to even come closer to me. I respect this marriage. ' I thought.
He waited for a minute, " See you. " he said and left me in the room's Solitude.
My phone quivered. I touched the green button, " Coming. " I said and ended it.
The hall was empty. I quickened my pace and reached out of the house. On the other side of the road his car was waiting for me. I crossed the road and got in his car. He hit the engine and drove me away from my happy world.
" Where are you taking me? " I asked him rudely.
" No Hello, No How are you? We're meeting each other after three years. Well, never mind. But don't be so rude to me, Don't you trust me, Shell? " he huskily said.
" No, I don't trust you. My name is Shael. Shell is my pet name, Only my parents can use this name for me, not a stranger and a cheater. " I snapped.
I know he's short tempered. He tightened his grip on the steering wheel, " You used to swear that you loved me the most in your life. Look at you now, wife of Richie Rich. " he said controlling his anger.
" I have nothing to do with you, just leave me alone. " I snapped again.
" Did you tell your dear husband, you are hanging out with your boyfriend." He smirked.
" For your kind information, You left me three years ago, because you wanna come here to earn money and sleep with your girlfriends. " I sarcastically said to him.
He vigorously banged his hand on the steering, " Did your bloody husband find out that..... " he trailed.
" Mind your language. " I am annoyed.
" What is hurting you, huh? Tell me you slept with him. I'll kill that bastard. " He was enraged.
" Go and deal with your girlfriends, You haven't any need to worry about me. " I snapped.
He strongly clutched my wrist and pulled me toward him, " Tell me, Shael. " He fiercely asked me.
" Leave my hand, you're hurting me. " I retorted.
He pulled over the car, " Answer me. " he shouted in fury.
" Yes, I did. What will you do? " I firmly answered him.
He tightened his grip on my wrist and twisted it behind my back. I screamed in pain.
" You haven't any idea, who am I? I will kill him and make your life hell. " he said through his gritted teeth.
I hit him on his chest with my free hand, " You are hurting me. My husband will kill you. " I finally said to him, tears were falling down from my eyes.
He caught my hand, " I can't see your wedding ring. " he frowned.
" None of your business. " I said.
He gave me an evil smile and laughed aloud.
He held me from my second arm, " I'm gonna annihilate you, I'll make your wedding hell for you, I'll make my words at any cost. I promise you. " He was enraged.
" Like you kept your promises to me, marrying me, being loyal to me. " I was sobbing.
" You shouldn't do this to me. " he aggravated.
" Do you really think, I'm blind? " I paused, " You shouldn't be here with me, Your girlfriend or girlfriends would take it offence. Thank you for leaving me. " I said loudly.
He tightened the grip of his both hands on me. He growled.
" You can do anything, I can't be glad without your permission, Great han! You're no one, NO ONE. " I snapped.
Before I could listen to him.
Someone knocked on his car's window, " Let go of her. " A female voice said.
I turned my head to see, " Nance. " I whispered.
My Heart fastened it's beating. ' Is Guru here? ' I thought. I ran my gaze around and behind her. She was with three muscular huge bodyguards.
" Do you want these men to break the door of the car? " Nance asked him with her normal tone.
He didn't say a word. He glared at me and let go of me, " It's not over. " He whispered.
Nance came to my side, try to open the door, but it was locked.
Before she asked, he unlocked it. Nance opened it for me.
" Best of luck. I hope he'll leave you now. " he smirked.
I got out of his car and he went away with his car.
" How did you get here? " I asked her, rubbing my wrist.
She opened the door of her SUV, " Please, ma'am. " she nodded at me to sit in.
" Leave me alone. " I told her and started to walk in the opposite direction , where he drove away.
" Ma'am, please. Boss will fire us all. " She humbly said.
" Take me to a park, I don't have any desire or intention to go home right now. " I told her.
She didn't reply. I ignored it and got in. I wanted to spend time alone.
My arm was brutally painful, he twisted that one, where I got a bullet. I'm unable to pick my own phone with my hand. He had yelled at me a hundred times, but he didn't hurt me physically. This time he crossed his limit.
Nance asked one of the muscular one to drive home.
I clenched my teeth in anger, " I don't wanna go home right now. " I was annoyed.
" Sorry, ma'am, it's an order. " she replied.
" I don't care, pull over. " I almost cried.
" Sorry, ma'am. " she said.
I snatched her phone from her hand, " Stop means........ I began to say but halted.
Guru's call was running on her phone. It's mean, he was getting whole info.
I threw her phone in her lap, " I'm not a prisoner of your boss. " I angrily told her.
I rested my back on the seat and closed my eyes to calm myself down. Tears dropped from my eyes. It outraged me. I threw my phone with full force on the windshield of the car. It cracked a bit, where it hit and my phone shattered in pieces. The muscular one hit the break. I took this opportunity, and unclosed the door and stepped out of it.
" Leave me alone. " I shouted, so that Guru could hear it through the phone.
............
The sun was setting down, I was sitting on a bench. Tears faded from my eyes. I opened my handbag and took out my wedding ring and put it on. I couldn't take Jas out of my mind. I perfectly remember the first time, when we met. He was so nice to me and caring and loving. He never hurted me, not like this. I've teased him a lot, when we're together. He was always calm with me. Before coming to London, he promised, " He'll come back within six months and we'll marry. " But he didn't come back, indeed he didn't send me a message. Now here he is, full with exasperation. There are marks on his fingers on my skin. I can't move my hand, it's unbearable pain. More than this, he had wounded my feelings and heart. I will never forgive him for his doing now and in the past. I will never forget how he treated and behaved with me in the past three years.
" Hey, Beautiful." someone said to me. I shivered with sudden change.
" Hey! It's me, Nyle. I didn't mean to scare you like this. I'm sorry. " He felt guilty.
" Did he... send you here? " I choked.
" He was coming himself, but I insisted on coming and taking you home back with me. " He said.
" Is he angry with me? " I sadly asked.
" As I told you before, He will never yell at you. I know him very well, after Mom, you are the second female of his life, whom he cares for. " he said with a smile.
I thought for a minute, " Let's go home. " I told him.
He offered me his hand and I took it.
I didn't say anything during our ride home. I don't wanna face him, I don't know how he will behave with me? I can't stress myself more. I've reached my limit.
I closed my eyes and inhaled a steady breath.
" We're home Shael. " Nyle declared.
" Yea. " I didn't open my eyes.
I listened to the noise of my door opening. Someone Scooped me up in his arms, " Nyle I'll wal....... I couldn't say a word when I raised my eyes to see him. Guru did not ask me any questions. He carried me in our room.
" Will he yell at me? ' I thought. But he did the opposite of it. He gimme a glass of water. It dithered me, I hesitantly seized it from him.
" I didn't mix anything wrong in it, it's simple water. You can drink it, if you trust me." He tried to not show me his anger but failed.
I drank a sip from it, " I'm sorry. " I apologized.
" Why? " he asked in a low voice.
I didn't answer him.
" I'm fine with that if you don't wanna reply to me, but at least don't lie to me. " he said.
Tears escaped from my eyes. I erased them with my good hand.
He clenched fist of his both hands. " I'll not invade your personal space. Good Night. " he said and deserted me in the room.
I plopped down on the bed. I wailed, I covered my mouth with my both hands, so no one could listen to me. It began to rain heavily, thundering aloud in the sky. I wanted to go in the garden and wash away all the worries with the rain water. But my arm had tormented unbearable. Somehow, I went out in the garden. I let rain wash me. I sat on the ground. I was weeping badly. I closed my eyes and after some time sleep overpowered me. I was so exhausted with all this.
. ...........
I awoke in the morning. My Eyes were hurting, my arm's pain was hurting more. I found myself in the bed. A wet thick cloth was covering my forehead. I removed it. My clothes were changed, it was warm clothes. It was showing my cleavage, I hate it. Guru was sleeping beside me in the sitting position. He had put ointment on my wounds. I don't know how much, but I've hurted him and I hate myself for this.