Chapter 55

Does he feel how much pain it hurts?
He is my Mate. I feel that. Even with his back turned, I knew it was him. In its voice, in the hair, and everything.
But I"m not sure if my mate and the white haired guy I met are one. But very impossible ....
A pair of black shoes appeared infront of me. I slowly looked up and saw his worriedly face. It made me sit up and wiped away my tears.
"Crush" I cried out and hugged him immediately. He was surprised, but he just hugged me and stroked my hair.
I sank even deeper into his chest and cried. It feels really heavy.
"I .... shouldn't ..... be crying ....."
"Shhh ...." he hushed and hugged me more.
"But .... it ..... it really ...... really .... hurts ....... so much ......."
I woke up feeling heavy -headed.
I sat down with my forehead furrowed and looked at the wall clock. 12:00 A.M. in the midnight.
I couldn't eat before because I fell asleep crying. Crush has been here before and is watching over me. My colleagues are also asleep.
I couldn't change my clothes either so I got up and got a change then went to the bathroom.
I only took a half bath because I was menstruating. I only have my period once a month.
Wearing a white off shoulder long sleeve with a slit on the right side that rests on the carpeted floor. It's just my sleeping bag.
My stomach immediately boiled, saying I was hungry. I quietly left our dorm and teleported to the dining hall, but frowned when I saw it was closed. I teleported out of the building to find someone else to eat.
But I slumped my shoulder sitting on a bench here by the side of the aisle.
There is no more snow but the climate is still cold. But what I wonder is why the snowflakes that are floating and not moving are still not disappearing.
They are shining brightly when some lights hit it. They are glimmering and it's beautiful.
I stood on the bench, good thing I was wearing white doll shoes. I was about to touch that red one, but was just surprised and turned around when everything fell which resulted in the noise.
I almost got hit and fell on the bench. I heard some footsteps. In my confusion, I jumped on the lawn behind the bench and hid there. I keep blaming the trees for making them float.
I sighed in nervousness and squeezed even harder on the lawn behind the bench. The footsteps I hear grow louder.
It's up to you to get dirty-wait, am I hiding? I almost slapped myself for what I was doing. It was as if I had sinned in what I was expecting.
I was about to get up when I saw two people walking. I quickly sat down again and closed my eyes tightly.
Geez. Hayst ....
"What are you trying to say?"
"The war will take place early, that's what I heard at the meeting earlier. Maybe day after tomorrow"
"What ?! We need to act and tell this to Leader"
"Also, I heard the ruler of the Heaven Kingdom is going to be here tomorrow."
"Unbelievable. He can fight the war but still wants to come here"
"They'll still talk to the headmasters. And when that happens, everything planned will be ruined"
"We need to tell our leader and those spies here."
"All right."
"What with those snowflakes scattered?"
"Dunno"
They walked away while still talking. They were walking slowly so I could hear them talking. I peeked a little and confirmed what was on my mind.
Councilor Amber is one of them. I booed him, but the one I don't know or he's not from here to be exact.
I no longer wonder why spies can get in and out so easily because they have a councilor with them. Little did everyone know, the real protagonist is also here, playing innocent and flawless.
I can sensed that Lunaphiles from the past can't recognized her. It's because the size of it has changed and aged. It was far, far away from the girl's face.
I came out of hiding and took a deep breath. Earlier, I was out of breath. Hayst.
I sat at the bench again. I have already discovered two of them. And little by little, I will know who they are.
I had the guess that I've encountered or talked with them without knowing that they are spies. Well, their acting were good. You can't really guess who else they are.
My tyan boiled again so I was caught there.
"Sorry tummy, let's put up with the hunger first" I said and caressed it.
I gasped when everything went pitch dark. I didn't faint, because someone covered my eyes, or someone put a blindfold on my eyes.
Geez. Am I going to be kidnapped?
Did they find out I was here on the bench and accidentally eavesdropped on their conversation, so they would kill me to make me shut up, and their plan and my accusation wouldn"t go awry?
No way ?!
I immediately stood up and was about to remove the blindfold but I couldn"t remove it and it seemed to stick to my eyes.
I sharply sighed and feel the presence of my surroundings. The speed made me do it without me being aware of it. I let my guard down. Now, I must be alert. I don"t know if they are many or one, who they are or he is.
With the help of my training, I can sensed my opponent's presences without looking or blindfolded.
But the presence of what I'm feeling behind me five meters away is different. It's awra shouts danger and .... death.
I can sensed it's only one. But a stronger opponent.
I sighed and prepared myself. I know he knows we feel for each other.
The wind changed. It's making a move!
I immediately bowed down when I felt something hit in my direction and faced it then waved my hand to make an Ice dagger and hit him. I feel like he just easily avoided it.
I stamped my right foot to freeze his foot but I heard him jump with the help of his footsteps.
I was even more in control of the ice following the jump and avoiding it through his presence.
I made a ball of Ice and hit it in his direction but suddenly he lost his presence there.
I sighed and was almost out of balance when I felt it appear in front of me and it immediately caught my waist and squeezed then took my left hand and stood up. I feel it's big and cold hands. It's a he.
Our position is like a dance. I was about to push him but he turned me around with his hand holding my right hand and turned me around.
It was as if we were hugging, but I just turned my back on him.
I kicked it to get away and it was a victory but he held on tightly. So when he backed away, I also went with him and sank into his chest.
His masculine scent stuck to my nose. Smells good.
I heard him chuckled a bit in a sexy and husky tone so I realized. Geez. I'm sniffing him! Shame!
It immediately grabbed my waist with its left hand and covered our right hand again. Tighter.
"Let go" I command in a warned tone.
"Let's dance" again. I heard his voice and it was enticing. It's nice to hear-wait, what am I just thinking!
"I'm not in the mood to play with your jokes! Who are you and what is your purpose with me ?!" I sighed here while we were still in that position.
I'm just strengthening my heart because my knee is getting a little weak. I can't stand his presence.
"You ....." I frowned at his answer. His voice has a tender tone now. "Mate." I was even more surprised and pity the lip at a word it left out.
We started to dance-no! He started to move so I got hurt. It was as if the feet and body of the person carried away by her dance had a mind of their own.
Slowly but flawless.
I can't find a words to stop what we're doing. It was as if I had gone blank and lost everything we had fought before. He's ...... m-my m-mate? B-but .....
It"s like we have our own music that only we can hear. He turned me around and went back to his previous position and resumed the dance.
Until I was nervous. It looks like something strange is going to happen. I don't know but my instincts telling me that I should get rid of h-him.
We stopped dancing, my heart pounded more when he caressed my cheek which gave hundreds of shivers to my body especially to my face.
"Let me ...."
I gulped. Apart from the fact that its voice is seductive and fading, various imaginations enter my brain.
"W-what?" I do not understand. I don't know what he meant 'Let me'.
I stiffened by his fast move. Time seems to slow down.
My eyes widen even though they are covered. I never thought that this what he meant 'Let me'.
It was as if all my blood had risen to my face and I could feel the heat and redness. My ....... 5th ..... kiss.
He just sealed my lips by his soft lips. My brain went blank and I lost my escape plan.
I was alerted when his lip moved so I pushed him as far as I could. But he was like a wall because he couldn't even move. Instead, it broke away from kissing me and gently pushed me and sat me down on the bench. He took both of my hands and covered them with his cold hand then held them on either side of me.
He tried to kiss me again but I averted my face, so what his soft lips touched was my cheek.
"Let. Me." He's voice was almost begging, to kiss me again.
"No" I declined, almost whispering. "I have a lover.Even your my mate, we can't do this."
"We can. I can feel you. I know you want me, too"
I held my breath as my lips parted. His breath and lips touched my cheek that gave me chills.
"I-It's .... not .... that I w-want you. I ..... I .... I'm just c-curious about y-you ..." utal at nahihirapan kong my answer.
"I. Want. You." I suddenly faced the reason that it kissed me again which surprised me again.
It was hard but soft. My heart was beating faster, not in a normal beat. I close my eyes even though I am blindfolded.
I don"t know but, slowly, I was responded to by losing myself. I was not aware that I was carried away by his soft lips. His lips are soft as marshmallows. Our kiss deepened. He leaned me on the bench and put my hand on his neck which I immediately clung to. In keeping with every rhythm and relish.
No one cares around. Just what matters is what we do. That got worse. I just realized that I was hugging his lap and he was kissing and sucking my neck.
I bite my lips to stop from moaning. I was out of breath and was still taking deep breaths.
My forehead is already sweating.
He claimed my lips again to which I replied. Its right hand clasped to my supportive waist took my right hand and played with my ring. I just let it go.
Breakfast. That"s how I feel. This is my first time. I feel. I feel like someone wants to get rid of him too.
Its hands twisted, traveling to different parts of the body. He's tracing his fingers on my back until I feel it open the zipper of my back.
He entered his hand inside of my night gown, and pinched my belly, while continuing to kiss and bite my neck up to my shoulders.
I looked up and tilted my face to give him more access on my neck
I moaned softly when he caught my weak spot. My collar bone. I heard him chuckled sexily, and continued to romance.
And then, I felt that he unhooked my strapless brassiere that came back to my senses.
"Stop!" I hysterically command and stand immediately. I immediately hooked my brassiere and zinippered the back. I adjusted myself and left.
"We shouldn't be doing this. This .... this is wrong" I talked to him and teleported back to our dorm. I immediately removed my blindfold which was immediately removed and quickly entered the dorm and locked it.
I leaned against the door and closed it tightly. Almost. I almost gave up! Fortunately, I was able to stop it.
I frowned and almost slapped myself. In what I did, I betrayed Crush! If I hadn't just licked his soft lips nothing like that might have happened to us.
I want to belittle myself. My t*nga! Sobrang t*nga! I neglected too much!
I took a deep breath and calmed myself. Just calm down, Devon. Kalma.
But my heartbeat, does not agree. Geez!
I can't believe that his my mate! But why? What was his motive for what he did to me ?!
Didn't he hurt my feelings yesterday and now, he'll just show up, and even cover my eyes to kiss me ?!
Why don't they just go with his woman ?! Total, he preferred that caterpillar?!.
Wait- what ?! Why am I jealous ?! Nooo !!
"Devon I love you. Stop thinking of what happened" I whispered to myself and nodded.
"Right! I have Crush. He's the only one I love" I whispered to myself and smiled. I must thinked of Crush.
His soft lips, husky and sexy voice, the way he begged me to kissed me, the way he pleasured m--
"D*mn!" I cursed and slapped myself hard. I immediately woke up and frowned as I was hurt by the slap on myself. It hurts.
Why is that on my mind ?! What am I thinking ?!
He just shook his head and pulled himself out and then took a deep breath.
"I think you're really going crazy, Devon"
"Yeah. I thinked I'm going to be crazy thinking of my mat-HOLY ICE!" interrupted what I was saying and cried out in shock when I saw Savannah sitting on her bed and weirdong looking at me. The chandelier light is on here which I forgot to turn off earlier.
"S-Savannah" I was embarrassed to stand up and adjust myself.
"Where did you go? It's late ah" he asked when I looked at him.
"A-ah. Looking for something to eat, case closed" I answered which is true and approached my bed.
"Oh why are you acting like that? It's like you're the one who almost ate everything on the way." I looked away and blushed. It's as if what he said was wrong.
"O-oh, you? Why are you still awake?" when I change the topic.
"I can't sleep anymore so I read a book first. Then you came anxious" he replied as I just nodded and went to bed.
"Ok. P-please just turn off the light when you go to sleep" I said simply and set aside the handkerchief covering my eyes on the study table and would have gone to bed but ....
"Devon?"
"Hmmm?"
"Why is there a red spot on your neck? It looks like a big mosquito has bitten you"
I rolled my eyes at what he said. WHATTT? !!!
D*mn you mate! Because of you, I can curse in my mind! You actually left a souvenir around my neck, you p*ste! Grrr !!!!
#RBP!
A/N: The boat is sinking! Group yourselves to #TeamCrush and #TeamMate !!
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It's only now haha, the next one is pure crush !!
Sorry for keeping you waiting !!! I have a headache in this chapter.
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Again, sorry for the typos and grammars if ever !! I'M not a good writer so bear with me, ok? I will keep bleeding !!
"Rumor has it"
"Which one, Emerald?"
"The leader of the Heaven Kingdom is supposed to visit here, isn't that weird?"
"Yeah. What is he up to?"
"Maybe he just wants to say goodbye to our former Headmaster"
"As if"
I just stared at the ring worn on my index finger while listening to their conversation
We were inside our dorm and no one was allowed out of his building. Especially girls.
I sighed and tried to took it off but it didn't work. I also froze to break it but it didn't work either. It's like this new ring had a curse.
Yes. NEW. This is no longer what Crush gave me because when I woke up, here is what I was wearing. It's a gold ring, and has a diamond at the top.
Then I remembered last night, on how he played my hand and my ring. Couldn't he have taken a chance and changed my ring? I lost my blue necklace also.
Couldn't he have taken it? Unbelievable.
"You're smiling there again, daredevy. Care to share what's on your mind?" I suddenly turned to them who were talking in front of me and were looking at me. Their eyes are critical.
Daredevy?
"What?"
"Your smiling while looking at your ring-wait! Your ring is new again ?! It's nice!" Emerald said and took his right hand. They reviewed it and made their own comments. As I was thinking about what they said.
Is it true? That I smiled. Why didn't I notice? Weird
"Where did you get this very beautiful ring? Infairness fits the gold on your finger" Savannah commented while looking at my ring. I looked at her. It's as if we didn't talk to him last night.
"Oh, who did it come from? Yesterday you wore silver and now it's gold" Courntey also commented.
I frowned and cast spells.
"Kay secret admirer 'no?" Heaven's prophecy mixed with teasing. Good thing he thought.
It's as if I have an excuse.
"Yes" I sparingly answer that they shuddered and screamed.
"How's status? Are you married yet?" Savannah's teasing raised an eyebrow at me.
"Advance too much, Savannah? Maybe just given because Devon's birthday is near" Heaven guessed. I'm really grateful and Heaven is there to answer the questions.
"Ows? When's your birthday, Devon?" Courtney asked.
"April 30" I just answered. Suddenly they became silent as my forehead furrowed.
"April 30? Really? Do you know it's the day of our war?" Emerald's questions made me feel sorry for him.
"R-really?"
"Oumm. So let's celebrate your birthday early. We know, we won't be together anymore" Savannah's voice had a tone of sadness. I felt sorry for him and his situation. So I held his hand which startled him.
"Nothing can break us up, okay? Aren't we friends? Nothing will be left" I said sincerely and lightly. They all gasped in shock which made me wonder again.
"I-Is that really you, Devon?" Savannah's words were unbelievable. I laughed a little and nodded.
"DEVOONNNNN !!!!!" I was surprised and sighed when they hugged me tightly. I can't breathe!
"I cried with joy, finally, you called us 'friends' too" Heaven's voice broke down. I smiled. Even I can't believe it. Because now, I can say that I am a true friend.
During my stay here at HB, I felt a real friendship with them. Even though I was with the others sometimes, they were the only ones there next to me.
No matter how much I speak to them frankly and do not go with their walks they are still here and I will never forget.
I thought I would feel real friendship with Blessary. But ever since he found out that Crush likes me, his heart has moved away from me. We talked but it didn't last long.
To be continued...