Chapter 52

"Sometimes crying is better than holding it."
~ Chapter Fourteenth ~
~~ {MILLER EVENT} ~~
I was sitting from the outside bench of the event while weeping secretly here in the back where near the window after the hurtful words said by Daemon earlier I immediately said goodbye to going cr but the truth of that is I went straight here out to release the the same feeling that I have been harboring before. I gently wiped the water droplets dripping from my eyes as I sniffed.
I don't think I'm so sensitive when it comes to what Daemon says I should get used to it!
Bwesit na kasi Daemon yun kailangan pa ipamukha sakin na repulsive akong omega aba hindi ba niya alam na nakakasakit na siya ng damdamin he's such an imprudent person!
Not porket I do not speak he will embarrass me in front of the guest,
As in he's a really bad person, How could I have crushed him? Where am I so he liked!
Annoyed, I got up from my seat and at the same time went to the outdoor of the event. I was greeted by other guests outside the hotel who were having fun talking while he and his partner looked like a couple.
What an eyesore!
I hung out next to the staircase while watching the sea drifting in front of the hotel because the sea we went to so I was free to watch the water drifting.
The night is cold and the color of the moon and sky seems to be icy due to the cold coming out.
I barely looked back at what I had released earlier and at the same time I was stunned when Daemon suddenly caught my attention, smiling and talking to the woman in front of him.
And I was also surprised when I realized who the woman Kausp ni Daemon was.
It was Selina Wilson.
Is that woman so important to him that I can't show her smile?
Ugh he's such a stingy man, Damn him!
And i also watch how Daemon smiled gorgeously at Selina like he never did to me.
What the heck?
I'm so fucking jealous right now!
Maybe I even passed by the woman that Daemon was driving crazy that girl was shining again because of her beautiful so called fair skin, not only that, because the beautiful non smile also grabbed attention, which really attracted the charm of the men here at the event.
No wonder why Daemon is also obsessed with Selina because her smile is beautiful and her body is attractive.
I just gently touched my chest when it suddenly ached.
Kalma self hindi pa sila kasal kaya hindi mo need mangamba, I cannot bare to see my own alpha smiling to other woman it's like he's cheating on me we haven't even divorced yet, Wow big word for me huh!
I let out a deep sigh
That's how my lovelife goes on.
Did the Hunters catch the Imposter ?. "
No they haven't catch it yet and i also heard the Imposter was already here inside the Kiera !. "
I heard two people talking in my back facing the sea but I didn't know there were people hanging out here.
Then what're your Squad planning to do? Won't you find the hiding Imposter! "
By that we're still searching for it, we also can't find the disguised omega because it's a long process before we can discover who the imposter really is! "
I couldn't hear much of what the two people in the back were talking about because a cellphone suddenly rang.
Zel I gotta answer this it's from my boss !. "I heard the girl voice saying.
Suddenly there was silence all around, the only thing that could be heard was the drifting of the water in the sea.
This is tedius!
Take your time Sarah. "I heard a voice man respond.
I was suddenly depressed when I inhaled cigarette smoke.
Ugh this kinda suffocate me!
Zel I gotta go I have something discussion from my boss !. "The woman spoke suddenly.
I turned my back so I couldn't see what the faces of the two were talking about.
I didn't bother to pick up the two people saying goodbye to each other from behind me because I had no interest. I still barely felt drowsy at the same time as I yawned in emptiness.
How long are you listening to us ?. "I was shocked when I turned to the speaker suddenly.
I even taught myself.
Me ?. "I replied In my innocent voice.
Maybe the man in front of me raised an eyebrow at me while stepping on a cigarette on the floor. So he's a smoker!
Who else I'm talking to? Did you see someone here beside you !. "The man answered philosophically at the same time as I was surprised.
Did just someone misinterpret now?
I even looked around and checked to see if the man was really talking to me!
Do you know eavesdropping is a crime. "He Immediately retorded as I flinch.
I almost laughed at what the man said, suddenly I couldn't understand what that stranger was saying and why he treated me so badly.
I can't believe this someone has just misinterpreted me now maybe because this man think that I'm spying on them or listening to what they were talking about those colleague of his doesn't mean that I listened I understand what they are talking about I actually didn't hear much about the woman before!
I laughed mischievously as I stared straight into the man's eyes.
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His eyes were the color of dried leaves his hair also has the Dark brown color and there's nothing i can see Intimadating about his face because of this arrogant face that is a bit imbecile as well as the style of its shape has vexation because of there upon arrival look.
Done checking me ?. "My eyes got widened as I dozed my head in the other direction.
W-hat? I'm not checking you. "I replied in my lied voice but this stranger face didn't show any affection as if he is not interested talking to me.
Really ?. "He also replied back as if he is not believing me as he comb his hair with his right hand.
What the? What's with this man all of sudden? Is he somehow exaggerating or what a very assuming because he eh!
I was even shocked to speak it.
You look familiar have we met before ?. "My forehead suddenly frowned at what the stranger said.
No we haven't met before and I'm leaving !. "I replied annoyed as I was about to walk out but suddenly I stopped talking.
Isn't it rude to leave someone who's talking to you gently ?. "I quickly turned to the man and angrily faced him.
I have no business to talk to you and another thing I did not listen to you and your colleague that were talking about earlier I just happened to hear what you were talking about but I didn't understand what you were talking about when you were your female colleague !. " My explanation was long and I was a little taken aback by what I was saying.
He smirked.
So your telling me you didn't understand what me and my colleague were talking about earlier ?. "The man's response suddenly seemed to misinterpret me.
I nodded.
Exactly !. "But I was even surprised to see that man grin suddenly.
You didn't get much of what we were talking about earlier but you still heard what we were talking about !. "I thought we understood each other when we were strangers9 but not yet.
That"s not what I mean !. "I snapped.
What"s the difference that you didn"t get and you hear ?. "What the hell is he mumbling about!
You don't get it. "I didn't continue what I'm going to say when he shut me off.
I understand if you still don't admit your action but you know eavesdropping is not a sort of bad thing to do but lying is not a good denying to act especially if the person you are trying to lie is not quick to decieve !. " Ugh there's no point explaining my side to this man.
So what are you still going to deny that you were eavessropping or admit your action ?. "
Bloody hell It's really useless talking to him he's trying to make me going crazy while not letting me finish my own sentence I should take my leave here before I can say anything bad.
Omega !. "We were quickly distracted when someone called me suddenly.
Oh God thank you for bringing Chiyo here, You just save me from a nonstop talker man!
C-hiyo. "Excited, I suddenly called Chiyo's name so that the man's attention would turn to me again.
What is it Chiyo? Do you need something? "The man suddenly asked Chiyo while he was coldly focused on him.
Chiyo suddenly shook his head as he walked in my direction.
Nothing Sir Zehel I'm just here to fetch this omega. "There was a surprise on his face when Chiyo called the man Zehel.
You are omega ?. "His forehead was suddenly creased as he surprisingly look at me.
So what if i am? Do you even have a problem with my status ?. "I didn't answer that because I was seriously committed to him.
Perhaps our stare was cut short when Chiyo suddenly entered.
Ehem sorry for interuppting you two Sir Zehek but we're gonna take our leave here bcus General is waiting for us in the car. "Chiyo suddenly said politely while bowing his head in front of the man he called 'Sir'
I even watched the way Zehel reached into the pocket of his coat while lighting a cigarette and at the same time exhaled into emptiness.
Do i need to watch that now?
Alright then Bye !. "Zehel didn't seem interested in speaking and didn't look away from us.
I just felt Chiyo suddenly pulling my hand and we walked away from there. I even looked at the person named Zehel who was still not leaving the place.
That person
It's like I meet him somewhere.
You don't talk to him again !. "Chiyo spoke suddenly and raised my eyebrow.
What ?. "
I said don't ever go near him again if you don't want to be punished !. "I didn't immediately understand Chiyo's response because he spoke fast.
That person is impulsive and General Daemon's enemy so don't ever path your cross to him again if you don't want to be involved by their quarrel !. "I feel like I'm deaf and haven't heard what Chiyo is saying.
The speed with which he spoke was so weak that we quickly reached the parking lot and were greeted by other guards.
I have a walk, it's important that you go first! "Daemon immediately told us that when it arrived, he left without caring about me as he stepped into the Driver Seat of his expensive car and there I caught someone sitting in the passenger seat of he car looks like an unknown woman.
I clenched my fist hard as I followed the gaze of Daemon's moving car.
That bastard!
Most of all, I hate you
because i think of you often.
It's disgusting and I can't stop. "
We went straight home from the mansion while Daemon was with the woman he had ridden in his car earlier and until now Daemon has not come home yet!
Sadly I hugged my knees as I sat up from my bed.
I'm still thinking about the woman Daemon rode earlier.
If maybe I'm not omega will Daemon treat me the same as Selina in a good way also?
Would I be as important in her life if I were just like Selina!
Will he treat me differently as he treats the other people in a different way too. I feel like I'm different.
Different from this cruel world!
The feeling that I am different from the people I used to meet and now because since I was a child I have never received a good treatment from other people. The others instead of treating me well will choose to oppress me!
Sometimes I wonder why I live in this world, what's the reason for me to live if the world I live in is also cruel to me.
Did I do something wrong? Am I a sinful person to experience this kind of situation. When I was a kid I always wished that I could meet someone who would treat me well not as a low class but as a respected person!
And there i saw and finally found my man or should i say my mate. His none other than Daemon Grayl Abraham he was so confident and strong, he's also gentle and cool kid.
He's my knight shining armor especially my alpha!
10 yrs old when I first met Daemon, he was so quiet that he couldn't break dishes. He was Beta Alkalde's trainer when he was young. I've once watched him play soccer ball with kids like him who are also alpha children.
He was pretty cool and dazling quiet he always looked around sometimes when the kids called him to play skanila he just refused them. I remember when Daemon first defended me against the boy who was bullying me, the beta trainer of the Mayor. Daemon was the first creature to protect me from young flames who judged me because of why I had strange colored eyes and then my colored hair was also irritating because it was so distracting from other people's eyes that I even cried. when I was pushed suddenly when the child was oppressing me, I really fell to the ground. And there I saw Daemon who's behind the kid's back with a stick he just defended me from the kids so from then on I kept admiring him especially until we stepped fourteen I still kept watching him from afar and i didn't expect him to be so brave and good at fighting until i didn't realize that i was falling in love with him. I still keep an eye on it in the fight whenever there is a competition going on in Albania. And how great he is!
Sixteen when I heard from my fellow omega, one of the ones who admired him was that Daemon was no longer in Albania, he left for Yemen and there I lost my appetite to live forever.
What's the use of me living without Daemon, my life is like an empty can without him!
I was a kid when I realized he was my mate and first love 'that love first sight I was with him when he first stepped on Kiera for this son of the prince while I was called "Duckling maid" secretly in love with the dear prince. Funny isn't it!
He is the only one I cling to strength and make me an inspiration because he is the only one I have in life and it will disappear so easily. I know he's not dead or what but you can't blame me I just love you. Is it wrong for me to love him!
I know we're not close enough or talking to each other we just meet every time I clean the place they practice. But i know in myself he is kind and it is not like other people are oppressive or judgmental.
He is the only alpha who has made my dead heart beat since I live in this cruel world and I have experienced nothing but cruelty to the people around me. Because I'm just a low-class, weak omega, no strength, nothing to be proud of, and another of the most painful I've heard of other people criticizing from my personality is to say hurtful words I say omega has no right to complain or get angry because it's just a pastime like me or just going to bed!
I was hopeless that time.
So since the beta Mayor told me to sign the fake marriage contract that Daemon put in the envelope, I was very happy to hear that. Who wouldn't have thought that what I used to admire only then has now become my fake husband. I thought then that I would be able to leave Kiera forever, I also thought that my life would be happy when I was away and with the person I had long hoped for but all that was just my imagination. It was just my imagination with full of expectation, it's a fucking hella assumption!
I peeked my head out of the window while hoping Daemon's car case arrived for my fool waiting for nothing.
This is how I always wait for nothing like when I was young. I always or often wait for my parents to pick me up or visit me in case I'm just hoping for nothing. I hope that my parents will introduce themselves and take me and take me away from the cruel place I lived in in case there is no padin.
I grew up orphaned by my parents who never met the woman who gave birth to me in the world. Sometimes it haunts my mind if I was the one who accidentally got pregnant by my mother and father!
I wish someone would save me from this cruel world!
I also wish someone will accept love me for who truly i am.
I heard suddenly engine stopped as I stood up and goes to the window the emotional I felt earlier seemed to disappear in a flash as I saw Daemon's car below the mansion. I quickly ran out of the room and down the stairs I almost tripped in my haste. I greeted the person who had just entered the house with a smile and joy but it disappeared suddenly when I saw Daemon not alone but with a woman.
Worst is the woman he rode earlier is still with him until now. I was looking and watching while they were kissing hungrily and each other almost tore the woman's lip in the way Daemon's kiss seemed to pull it off.
It"s like I"m watching live porn because it"s so painful I see now. I felt nothing emotional before from what I see now it was so fucking hurt and painful it felt like it was crushing my heart!
I want to shout and hit the woman that is kissing my husband but I don't have enough strength to do that all I could do is cry my nose is almost blocked as well as my throat hurts from holding back I can't make noise. I can't help but cry. Will you see your husband kissing another woman? Won't you be hurt? It was as if lava had fallen on me from the volcano because what the two were doing from in front of me was scorching my eyes.
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I just cried softly as I went up to my room and here my resentment that I had been suppressing came out.
This is the first time he brought woman in home i was like air he didn't see or notice even my heart is tearing me apart from the pain i was feeling right now!
This is how love for me gradually destroys me in reality.
I lay myself in bed while hugging my body not padin stop crying my eyes i just let it all out to relieve my feelings.
Can I just want you not to go through the painful work Daemon!
~~ {HER DREAM} ~~
I woke up from the sunlight hitting my eyes I barely block my right hand from the sun hitting my face.
I got up from lying down and frowned and looked around my eyes were not very awake but I could feel the roughness from the bottom of my bed when I tried to open my eyes I was shocked to see the place where it was. ko.
I barely looked around while recognizing the de familiar place.
I'm in an unfamiliar place!
I was surrounded by grass and different flowers but there were more red roses all around and I even looked at my clothes that were the same color as the roses.
I stood up from the rough lawn once again looked again at the towering trees.
What is this place?
I even heard a humming voice as if it was whistling and i realize it was a bird who was humming.
I had intended to follow the source of the noise but my attention was caught by the butterflies flying around.
I feel like a princess lost in the place where I stand, I don't care where I have to walk because I'm still confused until now.
I even heard the whistle of the bird.
The bird was whistling something random but it was relaxing to the ear and it was also nice to listen to. I noticed the quietness of the surroundings, only the breeze could be heard around and the trees and flowers were in sync with the fresh air.
I remained in the standing position while feeling the peaceful surroundings for I was not going through any trouble.
I tried to turn around but I suddenly freeze when I noticed a man standing in the distance he was wearing all white and i couldn't believe from what i saw.
Daemon ... "I mentioned his name at the same time I did not expect him to smile.
~~ {NOW: START PLAYING} ~~
Die For You
I smiled suddenly with the joy I felt.
I was so happy to see him smiling at me at last and for the first time in my life he showed his handsome smile to me as if I was the woman he was inlove with.
Daemon .. "I called him again his smile widened as if he was happy to hear me call his name.
This man is like an angel, he looks very far away with his always cold face
Yes my princess ... "was his soft answer that suddenly made my cheeks turn red.
He had such a strong effect on me that just one of his soft words would break me right away!
Daemon your smiling .. "I said staring at his face I could not take my eyes off the smile on his lips
He even chuckled.
Is this your first time seeing me smiling ?. "he said happily.
I nodded.
Yes !. "I answered once feeling embarrassed.
Daemon stared at me for a long time but there was still a beautiful smile from his lips because after a few minutes the smile on his lips suddenly disappeared.
I shrugged before.
Say Lucid do you love me ?. "I was shocked by his question which made me smile even more.
Yes !. "I answered with all my heart.
But his face remained expressionless.
I was a bit surprised by his distance i tried to approach but he suddenly shouted.
No stay there !. "Daemon shouted softly which surprised me.
Stay ... "he ordered me to stop.
I didn"t notice the shock I stayed in my seat.
His adam apple slightly move he seemed to have something to say.
Lucid .. "he said calling my name and seems to be music to my hearing.
I stared hard at Daemon as I waited for what he would say next.
Do you love me ?. "He suddenly asked.
Yes !. "I answered quickly.
How much do you love me ?. "
I love you with my whole life as I will risk myself to death just so you can see how much I love you Daemon ... "I sincerily respond as I focus my attention on it.
He suddenly bowed his head and long before it spoke.
If you really love me then are you willing to sacrifice your life with me even it will cost you to death ?. "his meaningful litany surprised me.
I smiled sweetly as I nodded.
Yes !. "I answered hesitantly.
Then can I have your soul ?. "and that's when I was surprised he said suddenly as if he couldn't believe it.
Huh ?. "I was confused.
You said you love me Lucy so it means your willing to give your soul to me, isn't that right !. "he murmured in a strange tone which make my face frown.
I don't get it !. "I only answered but the truth is that I still can't believe what he's saying.
What's wrong with you? I want to ask him this in case I just choose not to say anything.
Perhaps he blew out air in his mouth as if he is irritated.
Do you want me to repeat what i said ?. "he suddenly spat in a serious voic3 that surprised me even more.
He was looking at me sharply as if he was going to do something.
I gulped when he suddenly step his feet in a few centers then stopped. I can clearly see Daemon's whole face meet the eyebrows almost sticking to them.
His forehead creased even more out of frustration.
His acting strange!
I ask if you're willing to sacrifice your souls to me and this is my last ask for you. Can I have your soul Lucod !. "he said in a serious tone while his frightening aura prevailed. I also notice the change of his voice it seems that it is no longer Daemon's voice but someone else's.
I"m back to the reality of speaking it out loud this time is feathery!
I'm asking you again Lucy will you willing to sacrifice yourself to ne? Will you give your soul to me. Can i have it !. "he said sharply as he gritted his teeth.
And shockingly i realize this person standing in front of me is not Daemon!
I'm asking you !. "he shouted loudly as butterflies and birds flew.
I'm asking you Lucy !. "this time it wasn't Daemon's voice that shouted but the voice of the possessed demon.
No !!. "I suddenly yelled back as i step back.
His eyes suddenly turned red and even his hair was replaced by a long red and the bigger I was surprised when it suddenly changed form Daemon's face was erased once it was changed into a woman's form.
I stepped back when I realized the class of creatures in front of me.
Dominant Vampire !. "
The demon woman was staring angrily at me with an eager hunger look in her facr as if she would steal my soul.
Give me your soul Lucy give it to me I need it, I need it! "The woman shouted in a horrible tone. to my seat and I did not expect the approach of the two of us woman's faces at the same time as I shouted loudly.
Ahhhhhhhhh !!. "
I suddenly turned to get up while rubbing my head.
My brain suddenly throbbed so hard that I almost screamed in pain.
Ugh !. "
I did not notice the opening of the lock I felt the entry of isqng presence as it stood on the side of the bed where I was sitting.
Roger, I'm not feeling well, can I just do my job later! "
But I didn't receive an answer to this. I barely looked at it and I was shocked to see that it wasn't Roger but
Daemon! "
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