11 - Crying

He was almost pale at what he saw and his trembling hand seemed to have a brain of its own that quickly pressed the elevator close button before it recovered. He prayed fervently that it would not reach him. He squeezed many floors so that he would not know that he was at the top. Jusko! If he only knew that they would meet people here when his grandfather did not come down but how did he know he was here? Goodness! I hope it doesn't catch him, he's fed up with his prison. He doesn't want to go back to the mansion! She doesn't fit in there.

In his confusion he ran inside the household, he collided with a sturdy body. “Please don’t take me back to Don Jukka! Ayoko na! Stay away from me. Stop me! ” he was hysterical. He began to tremble with fear and even his body suddenly froze like ice.

He got a strong shake from the person he collided with. “Jackylyn? What’s wrong? It’s me Theon. ”

Exactly raising his gaze was the sunlight hitting the man's face. Suddenly her tears flowed. This is Theon, he thought before that Zerus had caught up with him and would take him to his criminal grandfather. Not on her own she hugged the man and cried on his chest. The fear he felt was intense.

"What's happening? Hey calm down, calm down! I’m here, okay? I’m here. You’re in my territory. ”

He just calmed down when it caressed his head. He looked up and apologized to the man then quickly entered the house. As if he felt much safer he ro’n even though he knew vaguely that would happen.

Jackylyn still couldn't figure out what had happened. He was upset to think that they had met his grandfather's staff. What if it caught him? What if Zerus tells old Don that he's here? She trembled with fear and was restless in the room.

He would walk around and sit down while thinking about what to do. The first thing that came to his mind was to run away now before it caught up with him but he had no money to use. What will he do now? The money in his bag came from his allowance which he was saving for his escape.

He hurried to the door and just as he opened it the man who was about to knock came up to him. Its look was solemn given to him.

"Theon!" he was slightly surprised.

Only one entered his brain, to ask for help from it. He will just pay one day as long as the important thing is that he gets stuck.

"Yeah?"

He has thickened his face. After all, it was he who offered him help, he did it completely. His wound has healed even though it has not totally healed.

“W-can I—” He didn't finish what he was going to say because his cellphone suddenly rang.

"Yes, Zerus buddy?" It moved away from him for a moment when he answered.

Frightened he recoiled when he heard the name mentioned by it. It is possible that they will know each other but it is also possible that he is talking to someone else and not the person he is running away from. By any chance, please don't catch him! Not only would he be locked up in the mansion, he knew Don could hurt him.

It apologized in front of him and signaled that he would come back, only nodding his answer and closing the door. She sat up in bed and forced herself to calm down despite the fear she was feeling. Suddenly an idea entered his mind when his eye hit the center table. Right!

He immediately stood up and ran to the library. He needs a computer or laptop with a connection. He knew something when it came to the cyber world but when his grandfather found out about his ‘that’ ability when he once entered the dark web and saw what kind of person he was, he was banned from all kinds of gadgets.

He was devastated to see that there was no computer in the library room. With a shrug, he returned to the room and sat down. He's confused!

It was evening when he left the room. He doesn't feel hungry or to put it bluntly, the fear is still there. He plans to leave this morning. He knew it was bad to use other people's money in a bad way but he could think of nothing else. All he needs later is a computer and he will go into a bank account to steal money. He will also return someday when everything is okay.

Ready to leave, he placed his cellphone on Theon's bed with him. He was wearing a white t-shirt and sweat pants again. She matched it with the shoe the man had sent her the other day. He saw a hood jacket in his room so he took it too. She smiled wryly, she knew this was the last time she would see the man. Just now he apologizes for why he left without saying goodbye and taking no goodbye in his jacket.

He was about to walk out the door when he was surprised when Theon entered exactly. His breath caught, wait, will it give him to his grandfather's staff? But he immediately frowned when he saw her red eyes bulge. Its whole face was also red and it smelled of alcohol.

“Hi, am I welcome here?” it smiled and was very scratchy at the nape.

He was dumbfounded for a moment at its gestures and nodded quickly. "Of course this is your house, come in." He gave up space and supported it to enter because it was staggering and it looked like five more shots, it was rocking. He was struggling with its excessive weight. She's just a little girl and maybe if she makes a wrong move, it will make her run. "Why are you getting drunk?"

"I just want to forget something."

"Who?"

"Shh… No asking." It winked at him.

She smiled at what it said. It's talkative, not obvious. Its word is always as refined and always serious.

“You know, when I was young there were so many people chasing my good looks. Theon — handsome all boasting to ‘me! Gosh! ”

He kept laughing at its gay art in the end.

“They are all still shouting; Theon marry me ma-love! ” it moved like gay and screamed like thrilled.

Jackylyn just shook and breathed when they reached the sofa. He made the man sit there for a while, he would just brew coffee to reduce his intoxication.

“I flirted with the others, dated. But this heart— ”He pointed to the heart. "Loved a woman he never loved."

He was stunned. She stared into his eyes and he could clearly see the pain he had just seen. Suddenly his heart pounded for some unknown reason.

From a sad voice it spoke, "My wife Amara never love me."

It was as if his heart was being pierced by what he heard. She could not believe that the man in front of her now, who was so sensible and handsome was deprived of destiny and love. Tears welled up in her eyes but she quickly wiped them away. She cried at what he said. So maybe it’s getting drunk, maybe its husband is the reason. Before his heart betrayed him to embrace it, stand up na him to mix it with coffee.

“Don’t go!”

"Ha ?!" He was startled by the sudden pull of it on his hand while hugging his waist.

The strength of his heartbeat. He could not understand! What will he do? First to enter his brain is to remove its hand. It may be even harder for her to leave when she lets it hug her.

“T-theon”

"Are you too, will you leave me too?"

He didn’t know what to answer in those moments. Is Theon aiming for him to leave his house or is he just brewing coffee for a while?

"I-I'll just make coffee to make you feel okay," he said softly.

"No!" he said like a child and tightened his grip on his waist. I don't think he really intends to fire her.

He looked at the clock on the wall, quarter to two in the morning. He was about to remove his hand when he felt the man's shoulder shake.

Theon ...

She knew in these moments, the man was crying and it was crying over the woman he had not seen in person but he was secretly angry. Her husband is very inconsiderate of Theon’s feeling! He gently patted the man on the back and decided that he would leave tomorrow, he needed him and he was the only one there to sympathize with the pain he was feeling.

“God must really hate me. He let me love the woman who can’t love me back. I own Amara in everyone’s eyes but in my heart, no. I’m stuck! Fucking stuck. I only loved Amara like this because of her so I slowly changed. Am I too bad? ”

Words for words. The pain of the words he said and seemed to choke his heart. Slowly tears fell in her eyes and she just realized she was crying for the man.