67 - Beer

Five months have passed. Nothing had changed in Marie's treatment of him. It became even colder to him when they moved to Manila and he was still one after another. He looked like a dog next to the girl. YX also advised him but he did not listen.

He gave her a few months off and asked her to fix herself but it seemed difficult to do what she said. It was quick to say but with each passing night, he was slowly consumed by his own loneliness.

Like today, he was in his own penthouse in Manila and drinking alone while looking at the sky that night. He had a few bottles of beer and he was right.

He laughed as Marie's beautiful face repeatedly appeared in his mind. He laughs but the pain he feels cannot be extinguished by a few bottles of beer he drank.

"Marie !!!" He shouted loudly. She is on the terrace and no one can hear her even if she goes crazy. "I love you! Can't you see my love ?! ” He swallowed again a bottle of beer left over. He ate half of it and shook it.

He looked up at the sky. There are many stars but it seems to be raining. His eye is wet. He smiled wryly and reached for the rain -stained eyes. He laughed and shook.

“Puta! There are tears. ” One after another they collapsed. “Tangina! I just cried for a woman? Whore! ” He laughed out loud but the rain kept flowing in his eyes. “It's just a woman but I love the woman I hurt. I love the woman who doesn’t feel love for ‘me. Damn! Why is it hard to love someone ?! ” He almost dropped the bottle to one side and opened another.

The beer was still good with him, understanding the pain he was feeling. He also couldn’t think clearly for five months! He neglects his Restaurant, and himself. He was teasing Marie every day. He did everything. He has given everything. He asks for forgiveness every day but the woman he loves is numb because of what he has done and he understands it.

But last month, he was not even allowed to enter the gate. Fidel also couldn't do anything because that was Marie's order and he just followed it. He also tried to enter Marie's room once when she was asleep, but he also stopped when the girl who was staring at him caught him.

Instead of scolding her and scolding her for her presence, she simply looked at him and penetrated her soul with the look Marie had given her. With just the girl's stares, he got the meaning. She didn't want to see him and there was no hope for the two of them.

From then on, he did not dare to enter her room. Gallagher would rather shout, insult and physically hurt her than see every twinkle in her eyes without emotion.

"Hey, Gal!"

He looked at Magnar. He smiled at his friend and threw a bottle at him. It immediately caught it without difficulty.

“What took you here? I thought you were on another mission? ” He looked back at the sky.

It just shrugged at his question. It opened the beer by the teeth and quietly gnawed the flesh. It sat next to him and joined him to stare at the sky.

“You are ruining your life, Gal. It’s not you at all. ”

He just smiled wryly and didn't say a word. The sky cried again so he closed his eyes for a moment.

"Its raining…" he whispered softly.

“Gal”

“Drink more. I still have a lot of beer. ”

"It's my fault. You wouldn't be like this if I didn't always interfere with you. "

He just smiled wryly and opened his eyes. He stared endlessly at the sky. Even there, he could see the maiden's beautiful face. Even if he drowns himself, he does not deceive himself. Marie was still the cry of her heart.

"I forgive you," he said.

"But why can't you forgive yourself if you've already forgiven me?"

"Ah, myself?" He sipped the beer again. “How can I forgive myself? When it was because of me, Marie also walked away. I'm hard to love. I could no longer bring back the Marie I had met. What I see now is hatred and anger in the woman I love so much. ”

“Damn Gallagher! Don’t say that. I regret always interfering in your life. I don’t intend to mess up everything you’ve worked so hard for. I just didn't think you really loved Marie. ”

He just smiled. “Let's just have a drink. For my love for Marie, she is still the flesh of my heart to this day! ” He lifted the bottle and swallowed all the meat.

He staggered to his feet and headed for the swimming pool. Gusto he would bathe and soak under until he ran out of air. Maybe in what he does, he can go back in time.

"Tell Marie that I love her."

"Gallagher!"

"I will just take a shower. Get the two cases below first. ”

“But—”

"This is my house and we'll have a drink!"

Magnar could do nothing but obey his orders. It stood up and turned away.

I fucking love you… but I don't know how and what I can do to forgive you.

He faces his reflection in the swimming pool. Even in the water, he could see the girl's emotionless eyes.

He closed his eyes and went down into the water. He will rest for a while. He felt his body sink under the water. He smiled when he saw Marie next to him and her eyes were still blank.

Marie

He reached for its face but he got no response.

I love you, huh? I'm just resting…

Gheron

He smiled when he heard Marie's soft voice. He closed his eyes and included in their training in Dark X was how to control the wind underwater but due to the whisper of alcohol, he intentionally drowned himself.

Gheron, don’t do this. Please? Don’t do this!

Shh… it’s okay. I’m just resting. What’s the purpose of my life living without you?

Please? Don’t do this!

But he did not answer. His lungs were gasping for air. He was just under the water and drowning himself.

“Gallagher! Putangina! Don't die! Gallagher! Start dude! ”

He smiled wryly. He does not commit suicide. He just wants to be numb and rest for a while…

A powerful blow hit him in the face as Magnar lifted him under the water. It screamed angrily and shook his shoulder violently.

“Dick head! Are you trying to kill yourself ?! Are you really stupid, huh, Gal? Tangina mo! You really start! ”

He opened his eyes and saw Magnar furious. It sat next to him and was soaking wet. He slowly got up and grabbed her jaw. Now he tasted the blow again.

"It hurts," he whispered.

He sniffed it and punched him. "Tangina mo Gallagher!" Then it wipes away the tears.

"Where do I get your beer?"

“Your refrigerator is out of stock. Someone will bring it here soon and come. ”

He shrugged and wiped the edge of his lip. He tasted his own blood from the powerful blow Magnar had given him.

"What's on your mind?"

“I just want to rest. Even just one night. ”

Magnar did not say a word. It looked up at the sky and prevented him from shouting in anger.

“From now on, I promise Gal, I will never interfere with your love life. I swear coz I don’t want to see you like this. It's not you, eh. You are not like this. I didn't expect you to be like this and my guilt is killing me alive. ”

"Let's just have a drink." He just tapped the friend on the shoulder, he stood up as if nothing had happened. He went back to his seat earlier and picked up a bottle.

He easily opened it with his teeth and straightened up the wine. He feels nothing now but emptiness. Gallagher is thankful that the sky will never rain again.

Magnar sat down next to him and handed him the cellphone but he just looked at it.

"Call her."

"Who?"

It breathes. "Call her, Gal."

He was shaken. He drinks alcohol freely. They were like that for a few minutes when Magnar left him, someone called his phone. He left the friend. He said he would just take the ordered beers.