Fighting my lust

“You want me to give you a bath again?” I repeated. My flushed face resembled a beetroot by now. What did he exactly mean by me being in the tub to scrub him? I wasn’t a child who couldn’t understand indirect flirting. However, when the person doing it was Nathan, there was little room for misinterpretation.  
Also, the previous time, he was serious about receiving a bath and slightly annoyed at my inability to properly hold a loofah. I cringed when the memory of dropping that on his crotch flashed before my eyes. He must have gotten the wrong idea of my non-existent lust for him from there. That mistake alone made me look guilty as hell! 
“What do you mean by being in the tub with you? Do you want me to exfoliate your skin, or are you looking for something else?” I confirmed innocently.  
Nathan moved his lips closer, and I instantly closed my eyes to receive the answer from the tender power of his lips. I puckered up and moved upward to lessen the distance between our mouths. My bubble burst when his finger landed on my lips. 
“I want you to finish a simple task,” Nathan began. “I want my future fiancé to be the one only who gets to bathe me when my health doesn’t allow me to do it myself.” He gazed into my eyes like he was about to whisper the naughtiest secrets to me. “You didn’t wash me properly and dropped the loofah in an intimate part of mine. I am beginning to think that you were the one who wanted more in the tub.” 
I fought the urge to defend myself again. I wasn’t there to prove my chastity. Nathan wanted to see the naughty girl in me. If I kept hesitating, he would never accept me as his fiancé.  
“Uh, I promise to perform my duties properly this time. You shall not be disappointed at all, sir,” I reassured him. Nathan smiled like the handsome devil he was. Even though I was being serious, everything seemed so sexy, lying so close to each other on the bed. Was I seducing him, or was he seducing me? His intense gaze, gentle touches, and his smoking hot body pressed against mine had more of an effect on me than any of my attempts to seduce and excite him. 
Nathan wordlessly got up and began to walk away. He glanced back at me twice, asking me to follow me with his eyes. 
Nervously, I watched him walk up to the bathroom. His gait had an alluring dominance. He lingered at the door, waiting for me to join him.  
“Are you playing hard to get?” Nathan spoke. “If you are, I have already told you it won’t work on me. Play by the rules or leave.” 
I moved my lazy ass from the bed and got back on my feet, straightening my dress. Nathan certainly had little patience, but he was lying about not being attracted to rejection in sex. My hesitation had turned him on more than anything else. I didn’t know why such a dominant man was not asking me to play his submissive in the bedroom. Did it have something to do with his health? Or did he enjoy playing with his victims before devouring them? 
“Shall I grab your clothes and a towel from the cupboard?” I asked. “I know I irked you with this question the last time. But I need to know your choice of clothing, sir.” 
Nathan nodded. “Grab a fresh towel. That’s all I need for now.” 
I happily complied with his command as I tried to decipher his words. Was he planning to let me see more of him, or was he expecting hot and naked sex? Both ideas made me bite my tongue. Gladly, I was facing the cupboard when I did that, so Nathan couldn’t see that my body was already thirsty for him.  
Holding a towel, I entered the bathroom with Nathan. I wasn’t sure how to proceed or where to look. I had forgotten how to stand and walk when I heard an unexpected sound. It was the sound of his clothes dropping to the ground.  
Damn, he was so eager to disrobe himself in front of me. I was too shy to look directly at him. However, I couldn’t properly tell how naked he was via my peripheral vision. A part of me was shamelessly dying to look and secretly hoping to see all of him. 
“Today, I can get into the tub by myself, but I still need you to fill it with water,” said Nathan. 
My eyes got the perfect excuse to look at him, so without wasting any time, I acted on my desire. I felt both excited and disappointed. I was excited because his torso was a sight to behold and could momentarily vanish all my sorrows. And disappointed because his crotch was still concealed behind his shorts. Was he planning to keep them on that time as well? 
Since I couldn’t boldly ask him that, I silently reached the bathtub and opened the tap. While waiting for it to fill, Nathan and I played a quiet game of lust-filled glances. I am not sure what was on his mind, but all I could think about was when he would take those shorts off.  
Nathan put a hand on his crotch and laughed audibly. “You are eating my thing with your eyes, Amelia. If you want it so badly, then say it.” 
I coughed. Nathan repeating my shameful thoughts out loud every time was annoying. Why could he not give all of him to me like a regular man without blaming me for wanting him again and again? 
“I am here to give you a proper bath. I am not here to make indecent requests,” I replied with a straight face.  
“I see! You only follow simple instructions.” Nathan raised his eyebrows. He bit his lip with amusement. “So you don’t mix business with pleasure. I see you are in no hurry to pass the initial tests of becoming my fiance.” 
I lifted my eyes in surprise. “You are okay with counting this as the second test?” Though I acted innocently, I wanted to hear a yes.  
Nathan walked up to the bathtub and entered it without waiting for it to fill to the top. He put his arms on the sides and closed his eyes.  
“You didn’t answer my question,” I repeated.  
He opened his eyes and reached for my hand. “Come inside and bathe me if you want to find out.” 
My heart pounded so heavily that I was afraid he might hear it. That was it! If I entered that tub, he would have sex with me right there and then. Did I want that so soon? Yes! I screamed inside. My lust for him was slowly consuming my rational mind. “Let me grab the loofah.” I rushed to find it, almost slipping on the way. I could hear him snicker at my impatience, but I no longer cared. All I wanted was to join him in the water and see where our thirst for each other would take us.  
I dipped one leg into the water and quickly put the other inside. Nathan moved his long legs to give me space. In less than a few seconds, I was in the tub with him.  
The water was unexpectedly cold, but the heat between us would quickly turn it into steaming hot if we didn’t release it onto each other soon.  
Nathan poked my leg with his toe. “Scrub me!” he commanded.  
I moved closer to him to put the loofah on his body. As soon as I started scrubbing him, I felt a surge of uncontrollable desire. My private parts were already wet and aching for him. I had seen similar situations in adult films, and I suddenly understood why people had meaningless sex. Although not everyone could set your genitals on fire, the presence of the right person could make you lose your sanity and become the slave of your most sinful thoughts.  
“No, Amelia!” I said to myself. “Stay focused on your work. You must not do anything to his body.”  
The inner talk worked a little to keep the lust monster inside me, and I also avoided looking into his eyes. However, I was well aware of where his eyes were. They were all over me. He wasn’t holding back from tasting me with his eyes. 
After scrubbing his upper torso, I carefully moved to his stomach. There, my eyes accidentally fell upon his crotch. His manhood was standing in all its glory. He was so hard that it felt like I was looking directly at it and not seeing the shape of it through his shorts.  
I gawked at it like an idiot for a while, not realizing when I let go of the loofah in my hands. It dropped exactly where it did the previous time.  
“I am so sorry. I am so stupid,” I panicked. 
“Yes, you are,” Nathan spoke with a slightly annoyed expression. He grabbed my waist and pushed me towards him. My breasts pressed against his chest, and our mouths clashed in a hungry kiss.  
It all happened so fast that it took me a while to make sense of things and kiss Nathan back. He kissed me with so much power as if he were about to release all the heat that we felt the moment we entered that room.  
Nathan broke the kiss, and we both gasped for air. “I want you now, Amelia. The second test is all the tests combined. I want you to do it all and let me have you in whatever way I want. Are you willing to proceed knowing this?” 
“Yes!” I answered mindlessly and attacked his mouth again. We would have to bathe twice after that to get all the filth of all the things we were about to do to each other.  
My body was craving sex from him, and it was finally getting it.