CHAPTER 31

"This is the moment Shana Johnson. You can still back down," Shana told herself but instead, she nodded to Asher's question.
There was not going to be any change of heart. She wanted what was about to happen as a woman, not just because it was an assignment.
He had to explain to her what came next but all he could say as he looked into he eyes was "I need you kitty."
She went willingly into his arms, as she knew what was to come. She allowed him divest her of her clothes. Asher's gaze travelled down her body in the moonlight, moving from her face down to her ample boobs. Her hands moved up to cover herself. She was well aware she was in no league of his ex lovers. They had all carried the perfect weight around, not extra curves like her own. Her boobs were a bit on the large side, hips were bigger than he cared about.
"Don't hide yourself from me. I want to see all of you," he said as he dropped her hands from her chest. "I want to see every beautiful part of you," he added.
She could barely see the expression on his face in the moonlight but his words and the tone in which he said them made her feel beautiful.
He kissed her, then trailed his lips down to her breasts. He kissed the valley between them and she moaned, loving every sensation the mere touch of his lips on her skin elicited. When Asher took a pouting nipple in his hot, wet mouth, she wanted to faint from the dizzying pleasure. She held onto him, feeling his member jotting hard at her belly.
Then he laid her down in the clearing, under the moonlight and proceeded to debauch her. His hands were everywhere at once and the sensations were overwhelming. She felt him parting her leg and she realized she was dripping wet between them. Then his hand was at her fold. Her back arched off the forest floor in amazing surprise.
"Asher....," she moaned his name weakly, not knowing what she wanted to say. She was not even thinking right to say anything.
"You like this?," he asked looking at her glazed eyes, his hands exploring her feminine parts.
"Oh yes," she groaned loudly as a finger delved in to slip inside her hot welcoming fold.
"Jeez, you are so freaking tight," Asher growled, trying to control the need to replace his finger with his penis and drive into her immediately. She was so hot and wet for him and it was going to be so easy but he needed to prolong the foreplay. It was her first time and he did not want to take her like a beast. He was going to be having her around for forever and he didn't want her first sexual encounter with him to be marred in any sort of way.
Before, Shana could not even bring herself to look at his naked form. She had averted her eyes but now, her hands were running all over his sweaty, muscled back as his finger continued to move in and out of her body in rhythm to their earthy kiss. She felt so lost in all the sensations dancing all over her body but one thing she was certain about was that she needed him closer. She wanted..more.
Her hand travelled down to take his erection in her hand and immediately, she started doubting it was all going to work. He was going to put 'that' in her body but it was way to long; she thought as she felt with her hand, and way too wide. Her fingers barely encircled him.
"Shana," Asher moaned as she continued to touch his member, enjoying her light touch and mentally wishing she could grip him harder. He pumped his finger faster in and out of her and then he noticed she had tensed up. He stopped and rolled her on top of him so he could look into her eyes.
"What is it sweetheart?," he asked her gently, holding her tightly across his chest.
"Why did you stop?," she asked not meeting his eyes.
Then he guessed what the problem was. "Shana, look at me." He put his hand under her chin and forced her eyes to meet his in the moonlight. He was well aware she could not see him as well as he could see her; thanks to his super senses. "You were made for me and I for you. I promise you this is going to work," he said reassuringly. "Do you trust me?"
It was the second time he was asking the question that night.
"Yes," she said for the second time but in her heart, she knew Asher should not trust her but he had.
"Then let me show you how well we've been made to fit," he said and then there were no more words said as he took her mouth in a kiss and rolled her under him again.
He kissed every part of her, paying extra attention to extra sensitive areas Shana never knew she had. She kissed him back fervently, loving the way his hands moved over her body like an expert pianist playing around with the keyboard.
She was a jumbled bundle of nerves when she cried out for him to take her "I need you," she whispered holding his gaze.
At that moment in time, she had forgotten all about an assignment. Her words had been whispered from her heart and she could not hide the love shining in her eyes for the man above her.
Damn the long foreplay and his self deprivation. She was too much of everything in wanted in a woman from her sexy boobs and wide hips to the tight juncture between her thighs. She was too much for his self control.
Asher did not wait twice for her invitation. It was taking a toll on him to hold back. He positioned himself at the entrance of her body and linked his fingers with hers above her head, then entered her in a long sure stroke, breaking through her virginity and making her gasp momentarily in pain. He stopped and waited patiently for her to adjust to his girth. It killed him to wait but he knew he had to for her sake. He was not monstrously big but big he was. He was shaky and sweating above her, knowing he could not hold off much longer when he felt her legs wrap around his butt cheeks in a tight hold, the action driving him to the hilt.
"Fuck," Asher swore as he moved out of her almost all the way then drove back into her again. The pace was slow and testing his patient but he tried to go even slower.
Shana realized the pain had been nothing but a sacrifice for so much goodness as wave after waves of pleasure soon assaulted her senses as he began to move in and out of her slowly. He continued kissing her and it was all too much for her to bear. She was reaching and craving for something she could not name. She wanted him to.. "Go faster," she moaned the words without even consciously registering she had said them out loud.
That was all the cue Asher needed as he started to pump in and out of her so fast she saw stars. She was so damn hot and tight, he though as her body gripped him in her wet fold. He continued to jerk in and out of her for a long while, their loud moans and slurping sound as their bodies slapped against each other mingled with that of the hooting night owls and the chirping crickets. It was wild, passionate and and almost animalistic through and through as Asher stared at Shana through his passion laden eyes like he was about to gobble her up. The look in her own mirrored his as she looked ready to be his meal whenever he was ready to eat her up.
Shana wanted something even more she could not name as she kept up with Asher's maddening pace. She knew that after their vigorous act, she was going to feel more than aches but she did not care. If anything, she wanted the roughness and bittersweet pain.
Asher's movement became erratic on top of her as his gaze held hers. He was going to mark her and claim her as his; forever, till death do them apart. She probably had no inkling as to what he was about to do but the trusting acceptance in her eyes was all he needed as he bent his head and lifted the hair off the column of her neck and without breaking the fast rhythm of their lovemaking, his teeth pierced her delicate flesh.
Her mouth opened soundlessly in a gasp and she felt the heat rush through her as his teeth pierced her skin and he drank from her blood. The energy of the primal act ricocheted through her as she found herself unconsciously mimicking his actions; her teeth latching unto his own neck to drink from him.
Then the euphoria hit her, making her crash down the cliff, finally knowing what she had been wanting. Asher, following right behind her gave an unholy howl as he spent himself inside her over and over again.
Then for a long moment after, they both tried to catch their breathes as all was quiet again. For Shana, it was the most beautiful experience of her twenty three year old life and she was going to cherish it forever; her motives notwithstanding.
For Asher, he was sated and he felt whole and happier than ever before. And he knew for the rest of his life, the memory of the night was forever imprinted as much as his mate was forever his.
"Mine," he managed to whisper into her ear.
"Yours," Shana whispered back weakly, still trying to catch her breath.
The mating was done, the moon and night creatures their only witnesses.