Chapter 43

Chapter 43
"I want to die." I whispered to myself and then I smoked the Marijuana that I made like yosi again. I'm in my room and I have no intention of going out, it's hard because our housemates might smell it and get high too, I'm angry with Daddy.
After my imprisonment a week ago, daddy told me that I am grounded. So that we don't fight again, I didn't answer him and I just agreed as he wants. I'm so bored here, internet surfing, movie marathon, I've also tried to make sounds all day and there's only one ending, boredom.
Until I reached into my bag and saw the small bag of marijuana stuffed with my credit cards. So this is what I'm working on now, but it seems like I'm missing it.
Ah.. I wanna get drunk. I heard earlier while Mommy and I were eating that they were going to clubhouse in John Hay to check the place for Aria's welcome party. Perfect! I can get drunk.
It wasn't long before I heard the honking of the car where Mommy and Daddy were riding their on the way. Good. I looked at the wall clock its nine thirty in the morning.
I can get drunk and I'm sure that Mom will come home at night. At that time, for sure I was fine. Johnnie Walker, Jack Daniels and even the sling hanging on the top of Daddy's mini bar in the kitchen I also tried.
Its past lunch time and here I am now lying on the sofa in the entertainment room, I can smell the foul smell of mixed wines. I even laughed at myself, I actually tasted all of Daddy's wine one shot at a time.
"Señiorita, are you alright?" Joanna asked me. One of our assistants.
"Can you come up to my room with me?" I asked him and I also heard how drunk my voice was. He immediately agreed.
"Okay thanks." I said and staggered to my bed. I even put the phone down when there were too many text messages and calls. From Selena, Samantha and Ariana.
It's their graduation day today but I didn't show up I still promised them. Anyway, I just deleted their messages without even replying. I know they are used to me being like this.
I lie down, where is the big mirror opposite my bed. I grabbed my hair. It's been two years since I cut my hair this short and I've never grown my hair long.
They say that when a woman gets a haircut, it means that she's going to be with me and that she's moving little by little, but in my situation, yes, I got a boy cut (like Miley C's) but that's about it.
I am a little bit drunk and I feel so horny. This is probably the effect of walking on me, feeling so horny. Kenzo is gone and I'm grounded, I can't look for someone else. I slowly stood up and went straight to the bathroom of my room.
One by one, I removed all my clothes until there was nothing left and then I went down into the bathtub which was full of cold water. New day same bullsh.it. I immediately felt pain on my left cheek after the old man slapped me.
"Is it over? Are you not going to say or do anything to me?" I asked her coldly and then I stepped away from her and Mommy. As always, if I do anything but Mommy will make them angry, I disappoint them.
I joined a drug racing last night and of course my bet. I bet my Black Sedan, that's my crossed dog of course even though I'm bad now, I still can't kill even if it's just an animal.
I dodged my car from the dog and I lost the race so now I don't have a car. Mommy found out when I got home by taxi. I was tired, awake and not in the mood so I told the truth that my car was no longer mine. That's right, Daddy slapped me.
That's his gift to me when I turned eighteen. If it used to be too much for me, now I don't care.
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"Baby, are you still eating? It seems like you're making it too sexy eh. I have a feeling you won't pass America's Next Top Model. A-araayy--"
I immediately hit Kenzo and then I tortured him. He immediately hugged me.
"Baby, it's just a joke." He said laughing. "You're really a sadist, that's why I love you so much." I pinched his waist now.
"Aaaayy!! Baby! I'm really going to kiss you."
"It's Kenzo! I'm serious! Why did you buy your car?" And then I pointed to my black sedan parked in front of the gate we. He sighed.
"Baby, even if you don't say it, I know it's important to you." He answered me and then he gave me a kiss on the top of my head.
"I've only been gone for two days, whatever happened to you." He added sadly.
"I'm bored because you left me." I answered him angrily. He messed up my hair.
"Don't do the drug race again, Baby, maybe if you're so drunk, you'll end up taking a selfie with someone else He's still in jail." I laughed at what he said and then I hit him on the arm.
"It's you?! You didn't like that picture on Instagram, you're online!"
"My baby is so sweet, are you really going to cook me lunch?" Kenzo asked me in disbelief while we were in the kitchen. I smiled at him and then nodded one after the other.
"I told you, didn't I, I really want to thank you." He came closer to me and kissed me on the lips, of course I kissed him back.
"I love you Kylie." He said to me while our foreheads were touching. I nodded and gave him a peck and then I continued preparing what I would cook for him.
"What are you going to cook for me?" Kenzo asked me and then he stood next to me. I'm dying for malungay right now while waiting to see if the chicken runs out together.
"Tinola."
"Never heard of that." He answered me. Kenzo is half-German and half-Filipino. I looked up in the air.
"How about it because you only eat pizza, pasta and burgers." I'm wondering why her body is still beautiful even though she eats only healthy food.
"The best thing is for me to learn a Filipino dish, you can sleep with me."
"Alright." He answered me. That's why I pinched him with my tongue and I wanted it He plucked the leaves one by one. I finished shredding the onion and ginger in the chicken, I also added saute and chili leaves and now I'm boiling it and I'm just going to add knorcubes.
"Baby! What you are making me do is so bad, look at me, I am so sad." Kenzo complained to me sitting at our dining table here in the kitchen.
Because we have two dining tables, one in the dining room and one here in the kitchen that is only used once. I laughed when I saw it the way he looked, he was frustrated just because of removing the malungay leaves one by one.
That's why I laughed when I only pinched the malungay and only a few leaves were left on the stem. Kenzo grabbed his head which made me laugh even more.
"That's possible! Why do I have to remove them one by one?" He asked me.
"Haha.. I knew you would really stick to my order. Haha." Until the end of the cooked meal and it's good to go along with it I'm also cooking in the rice cooker, which is why Kenzo and I ate at exactly twelve.
"Yes Kenzo, we need to find something to wear to Jiro's welcome party, it's next week." Mommy left one of her credit cards and asana said to look for a dress for Jiro's welcome party.
Kenzo nodded as if he didn't care, because he was more busy eating. I can't blame him my cooking is so good. Mehehe! :3
Anyway, It's better that he doesn't care, at least the topic is less about Jiro and those who are going home with him. But that's how nervous Makita is to see if Kenzo is drooling, I immediately got water and then made him drink.
"What happened to you? Yes, I know that my cooking is delicious, but you don't need to tell me that you are starving." If I told him seriously, he glared at me so I immediately made the peace sign and laughed.
"Why are you I asked him while rubbing his back. His face and ears were still red from coughing earlier.
"Bakti, you just told me that they are coming back?" Kenzo asked me seriously and Nook frowned. Like what's the big deal, right? Okay they will come back and that's it.
"That's not important." I answered him and then I returned to my seat which was just in front of him. He didn't answer anymore, he probably didn't have anything either interest in Jiro's return.
I haven't bought anything from Kenzo in the past two years. He knows everything that happened to me, to Jiro, to Aria and of course to Kent. It's also one of the reasons why every time he says he loves me, I can't answer him back.
"What are you going to do when he returns?" Kenzo asked me which made me lose my thoughts. My full attention was on him because of his question.
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