Chapter 48

Chapter 48
-Continuation of Flashback-
"Now you want to kill yourself?!" Daddy asked me very angrily. I haven't been awake for an hour, his sermon is the next one if faced.
"Go, away. I don't need you here." I answered him lifelessly, because I was really weak.
"Your mommy and I don't know what to do with you anymore! You are the reason why I have a heartache!" And then Daddy came out of my hospital room, followed of course it's Mommy again.
I am not expecting them to come back, that's why I completely let go of the tears I had been holding back. I am all alone again. "Why haven't I died yet?" I asked myself and then repeatedly wiped my tears with the back of my hands.
"Kylie you shouldn't be driving drunk." Samantha told me seriously. I've been here in the hospital for three days and Selena and Ariana visit me every day.
It's up to me Ariana peeled the apple and I immediately ate it. The nurse must have forgotten me because she didn't bring me breakfast and it's lunch time now.
"What if something worse happened to you here?" Samantha asked again.
"You've really changed." Later Selena said. I sigh. Yes, I know that I have changed forever. If before the four of us were almost inseparable, now I hardly go with the three of them.
"How long do you have get caught up in the past Kylie, a year has already passed." Selena added.
"You can't be forever like this. We thought that when you got short hair you would move on, but you just changed and you've gone worst."
"Everything about me is the same. Same skin, same human. It's not a transformation, it's a movement."
"Movement of getting worst and worthiest every day?!" Selena asked me angrily.
"What can I do? I love Kent so much because you've never tried to love like this, so if you can talk to me, you'll feel like moving on too quickly!" Her answer was annoying. We were both silent after that.
"We're just worried about you, Kylie." Ariana said later.
"Leave you want to be alone." And then I covered my blanket so they couldn't see my crying.
I also bit my bottom lip hard so they wouldn't hear my sobs until I heard the opening of the door. Silence filled the whole room, I removed my blanket and then hugged myself and cried loudly.
But that's how surprised I was when he suddenly hugged me from behind. He smells like him, I already know who he is.
"W-what are you d-doing here?" I asked him between my sobs. I felt his hug tighten, I bit my lower lip again so I wouldn't cry. More It makes me even more emotional because my comports with me.
He put his head on my shoulder and it shattered my heart into pieces, I remember him. I remember how he used to do that to me before but now another man does it to me.
"I was with them Selena, you didn't notice me because they started preaching right away." And then he made me face him. He wiped my tears, using the back of his hands.
"What is that Kenzo, don't you even have a handkerchief?!" I looked at him and he laughed.
"Sorry, I forgot!" And then he laughed and leaned me against his chest to hug me again.
"Don't cry so much, Kylie, you're starting to look like Rudolf the red nose reindeer."
"And you're really still teasing?" And then I hit him on his chest.
"I'm not just making you laugh. Haha."
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"What are you okay?" Kenzo asked me. I nodded and gave him a glass of water that he gave me. He put it on my bedside table and then he stared at me.
I can't help it if he stares at me like there's no tomorrow. I struggled with him so I could avoid looking at him.
"Don't look at me, it's irritating!" He laughed and then he sat down on my hospital bed, now I'm facing him.
He tried to put his hand on my jaw so that our eyes would meet, but he immediately stopped it with one hand and He held me tight so I couldn't take it back from him.
"Kenzo what's wrong with you?!"
"You're really beautiful, now I don't wonder why so many people want to party with you."
"Huh?" That's all I answered him, he smiled at me again and immediately noticed his extremely deep dimples. It's cute. That's why I couldn't stop myself and pinched both of his cheeks.
It feels so nice, because I haven't pinched my cheeks in a long time. I immediately smiled, because her cheeks are so fluffy!
"O-ouch! T-that's right! That's right Ky..lieee.." Kenzo started interrupting me which made me laugh and because of my pity I let go of his cheek, it was red.
"Damn Kylie!" I just laughed. He's so cute to look at. Until suddenly I lay down on my bed and I stopped laughing and my eyes gradually got bigger.
My soft lips on my lips and it moves to deepen the kiss he gave me, he licked the center of my lips and I breathed in, so it spontaneously opened and made his way inside my mouth.
My eyes closed spontaneously and I hugged one of my hands around his neck while the other was on his cheek. Suddenly everything about me feels so hot.
He kissed me deeper until we were both out of breath and that's when he stopped kissing me. We stared at each other with our lips parted laughed.
"Kenzo, I want you to be my fvck buddy. Please.. say yes."
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