chapter 12

Alexa

As I think about his messages that he sent to me like two days ago makes me think maybe I should tell Gabriel and Gabriella about Elijah. I think that's not going to be a problem cause they already seem to like Elijah especially Gabriella. They still kids, so I think that's not that hard for them to accept Elijah as their father.

Currently, I'm taking my day off cause I want to spend my time with my children. I think I've been busy these days and seems like I neglect the twins. I feel bad for them so yeah I take a day off from any work today and decided to bring them out and have fun the whole day today. As soon as I wake up, I pull my hair into a low bun and then walk out from my room to see if the twins already wake up or not. I walk to their rooms and it's empty. That's mean they're already waking up.

I went downstairs to see Gabriel and Gabriella. I walk into the living room to see them playing with Dolly. Then I remembered our conversation about Elijah. I still can't believe she's one of the women who was slept with Elijah. Out of many women in this world why the nanny of my children has to be Elijah's one night stand?

I thought Dolly is an innocent woman who didn't social that much and did the one night stand but I was wrong. I am with the woman who knows Elijah all this time and out of a sudden, I feel weird about her. All this time she didn't know that I'm Elijah's Ex-wife but now she knew. I feel she might do something bad to my babies. I shake my head from nonsense thoughts that playing in my mind and walk to them casually.

"Hey my pumpkins," I said when I see they didn't notice me. They turned around and when they see me, they get up from their place and come to me. I open my arms to let them hug me.

"You want to spend time with mommy today?" I said and suddenly their eyes full of excitement.

"Yes! Yes! Yes! Want it!" They jump in excitement and then hug each other. I smile warmly by their behavior and then look at Dolly who is looking at us now.

"Ummm Dolly, I want you to change their clothes cause I want to bring them out today. And also you can go home today take a rest." I said and she nodded her head then smile at me.

"I will get ready now and both of you go and change your clothes too," I said and they just ran upstairs without waiting for Dolly. I walk to my room back and take my towel to take a shower. I wrap my body with a towel before getting out of the bathroom. Get into my walk-in closet and pick a baby blue rip jeans and wear a white Tee also pair with my black leather jacket. I sit at my vanity table and start doing my makeup, I put a bit eyeshadow and along with mascara. Then apply blusher, and all the thing that women put on their face but I still make sure that my face does not turn like a clown. Just enough to make sure my face look presentable.

After I feel like I'm done with my makeup, I open my bun and let my brown hair fall down. I just comb to make it neat and then I'm done. I take my handbag then put things that I need. After that, I walk out of the room and walk downstairs.

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Right now, me, Gabriel and Gabriella are at the restaurant to eat. Well, Gabriel and Gabriella surely eat a lot cause I just bring them to the McDonald like one hour ago and now here we are again at the Italian restaurant to eat again. Just when we're in the middle of eating, someone just comes and takes a sit on the empty seat beside me. I look at it and then stop eating. What the hell is he doing here?

"Hey, baby." He greets me and kisses my cheeks. I'm shocked by his spontaneous movement. I look at him and he's already smirking at me. I look at the twins and they're looking at me and Elijah now.

"Why you kiss our mommy?" Gabriel asks Elijah with a serious face even though it's turn out to be cute but at least he tried to be fierce. "Yeah, why you kiss her cheek? ONLY me can.." Gabriel join in. I look at them surprised by their action.

"Well, what if I'm your dad?" I just stay silent and when he asked them that question, I feel like my blood pressure is going down. I look at the twins curiously to see how they react about it.

"No! Your not. Mommy said that our dad is so busy that's why he can't come here and stay with us." Gabriella said. Okay, this is not what I expected from her. I thought she likes Elijah. This is going to be hard.

"Gabriella, who teach you to raise your voice like that to elder?" I ask her and immediately she looks down and plays with her fingers.

"I'm sorry." She mumbled but loud enough for us to hear it. I look at Gabriel who just eats his food without even care what is going on here.

"Can we talk for a minute?" I ask Elijah and he agrees. "Gabriel, Gabriella, mommy, and uncle have something to talk so can you guys wait and eat properly?" I just got nodded as a reply. Then I and Elijah walk to the toilet and that's a good thing that there's no one here.

"What do you want actually?" I ask while crossing my arms at my chest.

"I want you." He replied and I sighed.

"Can't you understand that I don't want you anymore in my life. If you want to spend your time with Gabriel and Gabriella then go on. I will give you the permission but the fact that you want us to be a family again, I think that's not a good idea at all.." He looks hurt a bit by my words but then he smiles. I raised my eyebrows at him weirdly.

"I love when you said my name. I miss when you-" I cut him off.

"Don't even think to finish that sentence cause I don't want to hear anything from the past," I said and then what he does next makes my eyes widen in shocked.

HE FREAKING KISS ME

I try to wiggle out from his grip but he still kisses me. His hand holds my waist securely and another one is at my face. He kisses me like there's no tomorrow. I try and try to get out from him but still, he's too strong for me. I hit his chest a few times and push him away. I nearly melted when he nibble my lower lip and then I open my eyes back and push him and this time, it's work. He looks at me in shocked by my movement.

"Don't ever try to kiss me again. I don't like your dirty lips on mine. You kissed lots of women and now you kiss me, what is going n with you? I hate you, Elijah." I said and walk away leaving him alone there. When I got back to my table, I see the twins already finished eating so, I call the waiter and ask her to bring the bills. I put like 100 dollars on it and then walk out with the twins. I didn't even want to know what happened to Elijah back there cause now he just makes me hate him so much.

"Mommy, mommy where is the uncle?" I look at Gabriella. "He has a work that's why he goes back first," I reply and that's a good thing she believes it.

"Well it's late, we should go home now. Let's go." We walk to my car that parked not too far from the restaurant. When the twins in the car, someone turned me around and that's Elijah.

"What do you want?" I ask with an angry voice. I thought I already make Elijah giving up to get me but I was wrong.

"Mommy." I look at the twins and then force myself to smile. "Just stay there for a second okay. Mommy will talk to this uncle." They nodded their heads. I walk a bit far from the car because I don't want the twins to hear it.

"Alexa please I want you back. Don't do this to me. I know I deserve this but you can't be selfish." He said to me.

"Selfish? What did I do huh?" I question him.

"I already told my parents about the twins and they really want to meet their grandchildren. Please..." He tries to hold my hands but I pull my hands away.

"Fine take them and bring to your parents. No matter what they still your blood. I will tell them the truth and then you can take them to meet your parents. When do you want to bring them? You have my permission." I said.

"What about you? You didn't want to meet my parents? They miss you too, Alexa." I miss them too because they're like my own parents.

"Listen here really carefully Elijah. Maybe you can take the twins heart but not me. I. Will. Never. Go. Back. To. You." I poked his chest a few times when I look at his face who look so broken? Pain? Whatever cause he deserves it. This is just a little of my pain that I felt.

I walk to my car and get in. Turned my head to look at Elijah then look at the road and start to drive home. I don't care about his feeling at all because he never cares about mine.

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