I Am Not Jealous

Lee Chun's POV

Coming out from the bathroom wet, with only a towel covering my loins I walked slowly to the direction of the wardrobe.

All the while inside the bathroom I was in deep thoughts even now I am still in thoughts and it all revolves around Ji-a.

I couldn't help but think about what my sister Kia said, when she implied my sudden lack of interest in sëx was because of cripple monkey.

That's not true...can it?...I really don't know.

To be honest I was in the mood for sëx then, I am still in the mood for sëx now_ in fact I am always in the mood for sëx... then why? Why didn't I have sëx with my sister's hot friend when I clearly wanted it.

What made me stop? What was that strange feeling that made me decline the offer when I had a desire for it?

I don't know what it was, but does it have anything to do with cripple monkey?

No it can't be, it can't be because of her.. wait... maybe it was, maybe she is the reason course I just realized that was much more thrilled and satisfied with the feeling of having cripple monkey's breaṣts resting on back than having sëx with Kia's hot friend.

And I don't think it's only because of her breaṣts were resting on my back, it was everything really.. the fact that she was close to me.. I really didn't want to let her go.

What is this? I don't really understand this feeling, it's strange to me.

I love sëx with a passion yet I rejected it because of a girl who doesn't even like me?

What the hell!
What's that supposed to mean?

“ Ji-a. "
I called softly and just then I had a crazy urge to see her face.

Her pretty cute face.

So I hurried to the wardrobe to pick up some clothes, any clothes and hastily I wore them like I was late for an important meeting or something.

It's not that I like her or anything... I just want to see her face.

Hope she is still asleep so I can have enough time to watch her and also she won't pick up a fight with me...even though in a strange way I kinda like our fights except for the parts she hits me.

Her hands are so painful! I don't like that.

Proceeding to leave the room.

Wait, am I really doing this? Lika I am going into cripple monkey's room just to watch her sleep?? Isn't that what a creep does?

What's really wrong with my head? What am I thinking??...I guess I am not really thinking.

I smiled inwardly then left the room heading for cripple monkey's room..

Byung-ho's POV

As I walked to the passageway leading to Ji-a's room a call entered into my phone, I reached for my phone where it rested inside my pocket.

Bringing it out, a frown formed on my face when I sighed the caller ID.

Da-eun, my ex.
What does this stupid girl want again!

Tapping on the end icon I denied the call, but she kept calling even though I kept ending the call.

Arrgg!
I was left frustrated, I felt like smashing the phone really, as my whole face had heated up in anger.

But I wouldn't ruin my property for that worthless girl so I switched off my phone instead.

She just made me even more agitated, how can I calm down now?

I was now standing in front of Ji-a's door still trying to calm myself down but it was proving difficult, so I decided to go in like that.

Knock! Knock!

“ Come on in. "
I heard her sweet voice say from the other side, and just by the sound of her voice alone I could feel a change in my spirit.

Opening the door.

“ Byung-ho! "
She screamed out excitedly and my sadness faded away as soon as I saw her pretty face, a wide smile forming on my face.

Lee Chun's POV

Walking down the passage, a bend away from cripple monkey's room.

As I came out from the bend I saw my best friend Byung-ho at the door of Ji-a's room and I didn't know why but I hid away from him, withdrawing into the passageway.

“ Byung-ho is here? "
I muttered inwardly surprised at that.

And it seemed he came specifically to see Cripple Monkey.

But he's my best friend, why then am I hiding away from him? I didn't know why but it just came instinctively to hide away when I saw him standing at Ji-a's door.

I decided to spy on him - peeping with only one of my eyes in the open while the rest of my body were being blocked by the bent passage wall I watched as a broad smile appeared on his face as soon as he opened the door then he made his way into the room.

“ He came to see Ji-a?"
I muttered resting the back of my head on the wall.
“ He is right there with her. "

I don't know why but the thought of them being together alone in a room kinda got me upset or should I say jealous...but I shouldn't be right?

She doesn't really mean anything to me and she is more close to Byung-ho than me.

She has even told me countless times that plus Byung-ho.. Byung-ho is more than a friend to me, he is even more than a brother.

He has done so many things for me beyond counting, he has tolerated all my nonsense even when I had a little fling with his girlfriend he forgave me.. so I don't have a right to be upset with him.

It seems he cares about cripple monkey a lot, I have seen the way he looks at her, those ain't normal stares... I think he likes her.

Why am I even getting worked up about this? It's not that I like her even, so Byung-ho is free to be with her right? Yeah.

I spoke with my inner self trying to convince myself everything is all good and that I am fine....but why then do I still feel kinda sad and upset still?

I glanced at the door and sighed weakly before turning around with my hands tucked in my pockets and my face buried downwards walking up to the direction of my room.

Ji-a's POV

“ Byung-ho! "
I exclaimed in joy as I saw Byung-ho even though my cheeks were fully stuffed up with chicken flesh.

I have grown really fond of Byung-ho, I like him a lot. I can say he is my new best friend or my male best friend.

“ Ji-a. "
He called softly, giving out that his charming sweet friendly smile, as he came in.

“ Wow! "
He exclaimed when his eyes drifted to the table.
“ is a party happening here or what? "
He asked, staring at the lot of food on the table in amusement before fixing his gaze on me in a curious stare.

Chuckling “ Nope. " I said in a head shake.
“ Byung-ho, come!..come eat with me. "I invited, he smiled with a nod of the head, then came to join me in the table, sitting on the floor were I sat.

“ How are you? "
He asked warmly as he sat down next to me.

“ I am fine. "
I replied smiling, he smiled back then picked one chicken lap.

“ looks delicious! " he started staring at the chicken lap.
“ You know I planned on taking you out so we can eat and have lots of fun but it seems someone beat me to it already so tell me. Who brought all this stuff? "
He said taking his eyes off the chicken to me.

I am thinking it's Lee Chun but I am not really sure about that, it might just not be him so I decided not to give an answer to that.

“ I don't know. " I said in a shrug.
“ I woke up to meet these wonders in my room. "
I explained further.

“ Oh..I see, you have been sleeping since. " He said and I nodded.
“ Okay..so tell me how was your session with the therapist today? I can see you have been given your crutches already. "
He said in a happy mood taking his gaze to where my crutches rested close to the bed before bringing it back to me.

His question made me recall what had happened earlier today, I can't really believe Lee Chun hit Dr Son.

What a psycho.

Not only that he carried me up on his shoulder like I was being kidnapped, then it was scary but thinking about it now was making my tummy feel all excited.

Just in one day he carried me on three separate occasions and it was sweet.

I didn't realize I was blushing already.

“ It seemed something exciting must have happened in the hospital, mind sharing? "
Byung-ho's voice brought me out of my thoughts, I really didn't know what he said. I just knew he was staring at me curiously like he was waiting for an answer.

“ Huh??? "
I had a confused expression so he repeated himself.