Open Your Mouth

“ But..I remember telling one of the maids I won't be having dinner tonight. " I said.

“ Do I look like one of the maids to you? " He said then sat down on the bed
“ Please sit down properly. "
He said afterwards.

Huh
What is he doing?

“ What for? " I asked.

“ So you can have your dinner. " He replied.

“ I am not feeling hungry. " I said.

“ You have to eat. " He insisted.

“ No, I don't want to. " I insisted back.

” Why? "
He asked, staring deeply into my eyes.

“ Why?..Don't I have the right to decide if I want to eat or not. " I said and he smiled.

“ Of course you do. Okay if you ain't eating then I won't be eating either and I am really hungry. " He said.

What! Why won't he eat?
How not me eating affects him from eating?

“ You have to eat if you are hungry. " I said.

“ No, I won't eat unless you eat. " He said.

” What?.. alrighty then don't eat, I don't care. '' I said but I really don't mean that.

I do want him to eat, I do care a lot..

” Ahhhhhhhhhhh! " he suddenly screamed out holding on to his stomach.

” Hey.. what's wrong with you? " I asked, really worried.

“ I am really hungry, my stomach hurts a lot. " He said, rubbing his hands on his stomach and squeezing his face.

” Then eat something, what's wrong with you? Do you want to fall sick! "

“ You have to eat too unless I am not eating. " He said and he looked like he was in serious pains.

“.. Okay, okay I will eat but you have to eat now before you die. "
I said then hurriedly open the food bowl.

It was rice and lots of chicken meat.

I dish out the rice and some meat inside a plate, then take a large quantity of rice grains with the chopping stick.

“ Open your mouth. "
I said, but he shook his head.

“ Eat it first. "
He said and I put it into my mouth and started chewing.

“ Now open your mouth. "
I said and his mouth went wide open.

I fed him with my own hands, I really didn't know what I was doing, but just couldn't stand seeing him in serious pain...

Lee Chun's POV

” Come on open your mouth, you have to eat some more, unless you fall sick, so open up wide.."
Ji-a was saying, her hand that was holding on to the chopping stick that is full of rice grains close to my mouth.

This would be like the tenth time she would be feeding me with her hands and I couldn't help but smile inwardly.

She is so sweet, so sweet and caring.

I know she was angry with me but as soon as I faked being in pain she became really worried. I came up here to feed her but it was the rephrase that is happening now as she is the one feeding me. I ain't even hungry, but for her, I will eat plenty, like a madman...

I opened my mouth wide again and she emptied the rice grains in my mouth. I chewed on it.

“ Your turn. "
I said squeezing my face slightly while holding onto my stomach.

I was still keeping the pretence going, I was still acting like I was dead hungry and I am still feeling much pain in my stomach.

That was the only way I know she will eat and like I said earlier on, I am ready to eat for her.

She fed herself again then took a big chicken lap.

“ Here, bite. "
She said, bringing it close to my mouth.

I bit a medium chunk from it and chewed on it.

“ Have another bite. "
She said, I haven't even swallowed the one I am chewing. She is already asking me to have another bite.

I obeyed the queen and took another bite, this time a small chunk but my cheeks were filled with chicken flesh.

I struggled a little before I was able to swallow them down but she still wanted me to have yet another bite.

“ It's your turn to have a bite remember? "
I reminded her, and she stared at me for a while before taking a bite from the same chicken lap.

The way she chewed the chicken flesh, I found myself staring at her lips.

I don't know how she does it but everything about her is a total turn on, I bet anything she does can turn me on.

But no matter how I am turned on, no matter how I want her, I will never and can never do anything selfishly, I can't harm her.

I care so much about her to do anything she doesn't want to do...

“ You are staring. "
Her words brought me out of my thoughts.

“ Sorry... I was just thinking. " I said, taking my eyes away from her lips.

“ Thinking about what? " She asked but didn't wait for my reply
“ Let me guess, you are thinking about how the kiss was a mistake right? " She said in a low sad tone.

Huh?
Is she still thinking about that?

I didn't know that would hurt her feelings, if I had known I wouldn't have said that.

Although I can't have her as my girlfriend, I don't want her to ever feel sad. So I am going to try to cheer her up tonight, maybe for the very last time.

“ You know the best things in this life mostly happen by mistake. "
I said and she stared at me like I was saying nonsense.

“ You don't believe me? Alright I will prove it to you. What is better than winning a lottery ticket? Isn't that done by mistake? "
I said and she stared at me again.

“ That's not a mistake. It's luck, dummy. " She said and I chuckled slightly.

“ Really? Isn't luck achieved by mistake " I said.

“ Nope, it's not. Someone that wins the lottery ticket didn't buy the tickets by mistake, he/she bought the ticket hoping to win and if that person eventually ends up winning, it's not by mistake cause they expect to win and luck was on their sides. So luck isn't the same thing as mistake. "
She said and it was hard to argue with her logic.

I smiled “ Okay, maybe, just maybe you are right in this but you can't fault this my next point. " I said.

“ Okay then, let me hear it. "
she said and she was gradually becoming more jovial.

“ Tell me, what's more beautiful than life and this universe? "
I asked and she had that confused look.

I bet she doesn't know where I was going with this.

“ This life is beautiful and lovely. But you know it all came about by mistake. A mistake known as evolution brought about our amazing and beautiful universe and life itself So you see the best things in this life does happen by mistake. " I said hoping for an applause from her instead....

“ Ouch! "
I cried softly as she tapped the side of my head.

“ You really are a dummy. This life isn't by mistake and evolution is trash logic created by proud men who want to take God's praise to themselves. This life didn't come about by any mistake or evolution but was created by God silly "
She said and I almost laughed but held myself from doing so.

Is she really siding creation over evolution???

“ You understand these men are really wise men, the scientists that brought about these theories are really super smart. They must know what they are talking about. So..."

“ It's like you want me to start calling you by your special name again. Flowerhorn. " She said, rolling her eyes.
“ Yeah true scientists are smart, but tell me why do they study really hard? Sending many years in school? Why do we learn different skills? Since this life and this universe came by mistake, we should all live by mistake. So if I should dump a million broken glasses in one location and then come back in 50 years time would it have built itself up into the glass house? Like this building?
Can it even build isn't into a small glass cup? "
She said and she got me seriously thinking, cause what she said made lots of sense.

“ My father once said, men have not even been able to know how many fishes are living below the sea, that is close to them. How then do you expect them to know how the universe came about? Or the one who made it? But just listen to the birds sing...the animals play and you will know someone way wiser than man is seated up above and is making everything move and function at it's time. "
She said and honestly I didn't have anything else to say.

“ Okay, I give up. Nothing best comes by mistake. I know nothing at all, you win "
I said already weak and she burst out laughing, she laughed really hard.

I frowned my face but later on I started smiling. I was glad she was happy....

“ Thank you " she said afterwards.

“ What for? " I asked.

“ For making me eat and laugh I needed that. " She said.

“ Which? "

“ Both. " She said and I smiled.

“ You're welcome... I should get going now. " I said then stood up carrying the tray I brought to the room.

Walking to the door.

“ Lee Chun. " she called out and I stopped, turning around.