Alpha Jaxon Alexander Diaz
~Alexiana's POV~
I slowly got up, still in shock on what this gorgeous man said, until I heard my wolf, confirming what the guy said, 'mate?'
How is he our mate when we already have a mate, well ex-mate? I thought to myself. Unless... Realization struck of the possibility that this Greek God-looking man could be my second chance mate.
No, it is impossible!
Honestly, it is not impossible; it's just rare to have a second chance mate and I'd never thought to find mine this soon - matter of fact, I'd never thought I was ever going to get one.
The Moon Goddess must have found pity in me and decided to grant me a second chance; however, what are the possibilities that he rejects me too?
I honestly do not want to think about that.
"Shift, my beautiful mate." Said the man in front of me, in his deep smoky voice, pulling me out from my reverie. His voice sent pleasureable shivers run down my spine - it is heavenly and making my knees go slightly weak. I could definitely listen to his voice all day and not get bored.
I walked towards the tree where I discarded my clothes before shifting; I closed my eyes and envisioned every atom, every cell, each nerve endings connecting to each other. I envisioned every bone structure, connecting to one another to form a human being.
After I shifted back to my human form, I quickly put my clothes back on and walked out from behind the tree. I walked a bit closer to my second chance and stood about ten feet away from him. His upper body didn't go unnoticed by me, my eyes roamed over from his facial features down to his bare hips where his v hids from inside his jeans.
His dark brown hair is combed back messily, as if he ran his fingers through multiple times with a lock or two slightly curled, brushing over his eyebrows ever so gently. He has beautiful eyes, light brown and almond shaped; his jawline is chiseled and somewhat sharp with a nice low trimmed beard - which makes him even more gorgeous.
His upper body is very well sculpted, built, toned and muscular; you could see how toned his shoulders are to the muscules in his bisceps and trisceps. His chest is definitely well-defined while his torso is toned with a six-pack adorning his abdomen and the nicely shaped V line going along from his hips to down south. My eyes kept looking down until it landed on his crotch; I could definitely say he is packing because he has a nice bulge.
Then his voice pulled me out of my dirty thoughts.
"Are you done checking me out, sweetheart?" He chuckled, making me blush. I blushed even harder in embarrassment, making my face turned red as a tomato from the naughty thoughts I was thinking a minute ago, but I quickly regained my composure and I scoffed, acting like I wasn't pleased.
"Please, I wasn't checking you out; I was trying to figure out who are you and why are you on Silver Moon Pack territory?" I lied and he knew I am lying due to the redness on my face.
Of course, I was checking him out, who wouldn't? He is a gorgeous looking guy, but he doesn't need to know that – yet.
Honestly, I don't think Kyle comes close to being this gorgeous. Yes, Kyle is attractive, I give him that, but even with the mate bond, I don't think I would be completely happy with him.
"My apologies let me introduce myself. My name is Alpha Jaxon Alexander Diaz from the Blood Moon Pack." Oh shit I totally forgot about the Alpha from the Blood Moon Pack coming here to find his MATE! Oh shit!
"What's your name, mate?" Asked Alpha Diaz.
"Alexiana Marie Cortez." I replied.
"What's your rank Alexiana?" I shivered with pleasure when he said my name.
"I'm the former Beta's daughter. Carson-" Jaxon interrupted me by his loud, angry growl. He quickly came over to my side and embraced me with his arms incasing my body and shouted out "MINE!" He then placed his nose on the junction where my neck and shoulder meets, inhaling my scent to calm himself down, including his wolf.
I gasped from the tiny sparks around my body. The sparks are tiny, but it'll get stronger - as long as I accept Alpha Jaxon as my mate.
While his face is in between my neck and shoulder, I softly told him to calm down and that Carson is my brother; he nodded his head and finally calmed down. He looked into my eyes, apologized and I accepted his apology while stepping out of Jaxon's embrace.
When I was about to speak again, my brother mind-linked me asking if I am all right and wondering where I was; I told him that I'm fine, I am with the Alpha from the Blood Moon Pack and I'll explain everything to him later in private.
He said okay and told me to bring the Alpha to the pack house; I said okay and I cut off the mind-link.
Jaxon was looking at me, asking if everything was okay and I said yes and told him that my Carson mind-linked me telling me to bring him to the pack house.
Jaxon nodded his head and his eyes glazed over – he was mind-linking somebody. Two minutes later, I see four muscular guys walking and standing behind Jaxon; I guess they're Jaxon's warriors.
After the warriors arrived, all six of us started walking, with me leading them the way towards the pack house.
While we were walking, Jaxon and I started talking about random stuff and getting to know each other. I found out that his favorite color is green. He likes all kinds of food. His favorite movie genre is action, drama, comedy, a little bit of romance and fantasy.
While he was mentioning all the stuff he likes, I noticed that Jaxon and I have a lot in common. However, there is one thing that is somewhat bothering me in the back of my mind – is Jaxon really my second chance mate?
For now, I pushed that thought to the back in my mind and bring it up when the topic arises.
Right now, we are about less than seven minutes away from the pack house, so I decided to mind-link Carson that we are close by.
He said okay and that he would meet us at front door; I said okay and cut off the mind-link.
Jaxon, his warriors and I continued walking and talking, until we heard a loud growl from behind us, but I already knew who it is by his scent, Alpha Kyle Greyson.
We all turned around with myself in front, seeing Alpha Kyle standing about seven feet away from us looking very angry, but he is looking at me angrily.
Honestly, I do not know why he is angry with me, I did not do anything wrong. Further, everything I have said to him several hours ago, is the freaking truth and I will be damned if I let him hold me back any longer.
I gave him enough time, opportunities and chances to change his mind, to apologize for all the pain he has put me through; to change his ways to prove that he does care and that he truly loves me, but he threw all of that away. I was left a broken soul, my heart shattered into a billion pieces; I honestly do not know how my wolf stayed with me and didn't disappear, leaving me to wither in pain and depression.
It took me three years, three fucking years, to realize that he is not worth my time and tears. It took me three years to hit the lowest part of myself, to look inside and ask, "Do I really want to continue chasing someone that doesn't want nor love me?" No, I did not want that.
What kind of life would I have had if I continued chasing him? I would not have any life, because I would be labeled as the 'desperate rejected mate' and I would be living a life of pain and torture; pain from him having sex with another and torture from not just Kyle, but from myself.
I would've gone insane; I would've let my animalistic instincts run rampage, letting rage course through my being and destroy any and everything in my way.
I don't want to live like that, and I refuse to, life is too great and beautiful to let it be damaged by one guy that do not want me.