Chapter 11

CHAPTER 11


HAVEN'S POINT OF VIEW



Rogues are the number one enemies of some of the werewolves pack. They were believed to be uncontrollable. They kill. They are always lustful for blood.


And I didn't know why Hadron told me that they're...Rogues, when I have believed for a long time that they cause nothing but havoc in the werewolves clan.


And besides, the way I picture Rogues, they definitely don't look exactly like him! They're dirty in any way. Just thinking about the Rogues...killing their own kind with lots of blood on their body is definitely sending shivers to my body.


I know that I have told myself that I am a Rogue now since I don't have a Pack to call home, but actually, I won't be considered a Rogue since I kicked myself out of the Pack. I am a lone wolf. A lonely wolf, almost homeless...but found home in the middle of the chaos.


A wolf will only be considered a Rogue when it's the Pack or the Alpha that kicked him or her out from the group.


"H—how...?" I asked, uttered confused that he looks so perfectly fine in front of me while he just told me he's a rogue! A King of Rogues rather!


"You seems confused." He slightly chuckled. "It wasn't true that after a werewolf got kicked out from the Pack, he will go crazy and that's when their wolf will go on a killing spree. It wasn't true at all. They just did us dirty. Some of us will turn hysteric after being kicked out but they recovered quickly. Only a few of the unlucky wolves turned completely crazy after being kicked out from the Pack. And the wolves here in my mansion, my pretty mate..." He turned to me and gave me a small smile. "They're all kicked out from their previous Pack. We made a new Pack. We built a strong one. The reason why we decided to adopt from the human's culture is for us not to stay ignorant like how some werewolf clans are. We want a better judgement of something before we decide to kick someone out from our group because we don't want to do the same thing that their previous Pack did. We acquired knowledge and we use that for good things."


"We have been standing stronger for years. We have the reputation of being too ruthless. We have the reputation of being too heartless. Our Pack has been feared by many. I am feared by many. Does my name really doesn't ring a bell, baby?" He added with now a little smirk on his lips. My forehead creased as I tried to remember where did I heard his name before. I know that it was familiar but I just shrugged it off thinking that maybe it was familiar because we're mates, and I thought it was...normal to feel familiar with your mate even though you just met each other.



But I guess not.



"Asmodeus Hadron Vandeleur. I am also known as Hades. Many says I control the darkness just like what Hades does in Greek Mythology because I was too ruthless. Still am though." He shrugged.



Asmodeus Hadron Vandeleur. Hades.


My forehead creased when I suddenly remembered something.


Back when I was in Farrington Pack, I heard Alpha Jacob arguing with his Beta, Arthur, and the rest of the Beta's team for not doing their job correctly. Beta Arthur said something about the Vandeleur Pack being undefeated and that they're too hard to infiltrate.


I remembered that same day, the warriors of Farrington Pack arrived and they're all bruised and covered with blood. Some even died. The whole Pack was mourning that day and then that same day, we were attacked by another Pack of wolves. We weren't able to fight. We were defenseless since the warriors were badly injured.


That was one of the worst event that happened in Farrington Pack that everyone even considered that as a massacre.


The wolves from different Pack attacked everyone, including the pups. I remembered I was crying that time. I didn't know what to do. I was defenseless and all that I could do was to cry and just...watch the whole thing.


I remembered that day where everyone in the Pack started hating me.


Because I was the only one who was left...with no injuries. The wolves who attacked us avoided me like I have some kind of disease, like I was invisible. But I know to myself that they saw me. They had an eye contact with me. All of them.


And I remembered how they slightly bowed at me and then proceeded to...


Oh My God!


I looked at him, now teary eyed as I remembered that painful memory. I was called a freak eversince and I didn't know that their Pack was responsible for the attack that happened years ago!



"Y—you..." I was unable to form the right words to say when he dropped on his knee, hugged my waist and then buried his face on my stomach.


My lips parted.



"Yes. Yes, baby. I did it."



"A lot of wolves was injured from the attack! The pups...the pups were injured too—!" I want to shout at him but I can't. I just can't. There's a part of me that's wanting for his whole explanation. That maybe...maybe it wasn't what he wanted to do in the first place. That wasn't what he ordered his men to do! I was expecting for that explanation!


"They attacked us first, Cerise Haven." He told me and I stayed silent as my tear quitely fell. "They thought they can defeat us that easily. Jacob wanted our rank so he wanted to defeat us. He wanted our position in the rank. He belittled us because we were just Rogues. He thought we're not worth to the position and the rank that we're in that time. So he did all that he can to outsmart us. We might be smarter but that time, we were too laid back. They said they wanted to negotiate with us. Just purely business and I let my Delta handle that. We're open in business negotiation. So we didn't quite expected the sudden attack. They were able infiltrate us."


I knew that Alpha Jacob wanted to be in the rank of the strongest and richest Pack for a long time. But I didn't know that he'll do such...thing just so he could put the Farrington Pack in the rank.



Hadron tightened his hold around me and I knew...for sure that he is feeling angry just by reminiscing all that happened.


I bit my lower lip.


Why didn't I think about this too? Why didn't I think that maybe...maybe there were many casualties in their Pack too when Farrington Pack attacked them.


"They killed almost 50 women, baby. They killed them. Even the pups. There are some who miraculously survived the attack. We were stronger than them, that's for sure. But then it wasn't enough to protect the village. We were almost too late, baby. Almost. We fought back. And then, in the end, they were defeated by us. Everyone was too angry to even spare their lives but we did, we did because that was a warning. A warning for them."


Shivers in my spine ran in every part of my body as I heard his cold deep voice talking. He gripped my waist too tightly that I can't help but to wince with the slight pain that I felt.


I smiled and just let him hold me. It must've hurt him so much that it pains him too be reminded of what happened.


I bit my lower lip. I can't help but to feel guilty, really. It is my fault why he remembered it. I made him do it.


I silently cried while I continue to listen to him. I didn't let him hear me cry. I don't want to add on the burden that he is feeling right now even more.


"Everyone can't rest peacefully without avenging. The Pack warriors were too mad to even mourn for the dead bodies of their loved ones. So they made their decision. To kill the exact number of people that the Farrington Pack did in Vandeleur Pack. That same day, we attacked."



"And I was the... I was the only one who was left unharmed and...untouched,"


What happened was still a mystery to me. And that same day, I was treated differently from then on. I was called a freak and a bad luck in the Pack. I was treated badly by everyone that they even hoped for me to be dead instead of those innocent lives who were dead by the attack.


I tried to bury that memory inside the deepest part of my mind, but I guess, it's just really meant to be revealed again.


"That's because my pack warriors already knew who they should bow down to. They already know who their Luna is before they even attack the Farrington Pack."