Chapter 15

CHAPTER 15


HAVEN'S POINT OF VIEW



"How is he? As a King?" I asked Racie as we slowly walked on the pathway. I saw some kids who were playing around. They were laughing like what normal kids does. And there were even cute pups who were chasing each other. They were very playful and I can't help but to smile gently with the scene.


I hope that nothing would change in this village. I hope that it will stay as it is before. Lile this. Happy, peaceful, and safe for the pups, the kids, and everyone who's living in this village.


"Well King is King. He acts like the real Boss. That's how he should be. He is strict and usually cold to everyone. He couldn't even show any tiny emotions with anyone else. Even with his own family. I mean yes, he must've laughed with them and the likes, but like showing his smile in front of the Pack? No. He never did that. But that doesn't mean he care less for this Pack. He cares more than anyone could ever imagine despite of him, showing nothing but coldness on his face." Racie turned to me as she held my right hand. "Today, I saw another expression from him. I thought it wasn't our King who just joked and laughed with you, but he is. He's the King. He just looks more brighter than before. That certainly is your effect on him, Queen and I am more than happy to see our King that happy."


I can't help but to pout when I heard her called me Queen. That word again. I know that I should be used to it already but seriously? I can't. I still can't do that. I cannot adjust at things easily that I am not extremely used of. I was used to be a commoner, just an Omega in Farrington Pack.


I was the woman who got bullied for being a freak and a weirdo. I am still the same woman though. At some point, I know that I am still the same weak woman who gets bullied by her own Pack a lot, but there was a slight change. I know my purpose now. And that is to serve this Pack everything that they deserve. They don't need a Queen, but they made me feel welcome already. And that's enough reason for me to stay.


And I remembered, the soldiers knew that I was already their King's mate back then, just before they attack my previous Pack. They knew that I am their Queen, the reason why they didn't harm me in any way.


That made me utterly confused.


I am positive that I was still mated with Tristan Farrington that time. He was my mate even before the attack happened, so how come they knew that I was their King when in the first place, I was mated with someone else?


My forehead creased. Now, that is a problem already. I haven't able to entertain such thoughts because I was too preoccupied with something else. And now that Racie reminded me, it only made a huge question mark on my forehead.




"But how? How did y'all know that I am your Queen? The mate of your King and your future leader too? That was quite impossible. I knew that I was still mated with Tristan Farrington. And I didn't even felt a pull towards someone else but him." I asked. I am not even sure now if I am really Hadron's mate or he might just mistook me as his mate!


I mean, it was impossible to have two mates at the same time! It was impossible to happen! I didn't reject Tristan Farrington that time so how come, how come they all knew I was mated to their King?!


And we all didn't even met! So why would they know I am their Queen?!


What the hell? Is this a huge problem now?! Is this some kind of a mistaken identity thingy?!


Racie laughed so I looked at her. "Oh, that? That was because of our Oracle. One of these days, I'll bring you to her. She's living in the middle of the woods. Still part of our territory. She's going to answer all your questions regarding to that topic. For now, you have to focus on our tour." She smiled at me so I just nodded in agreement.


I tried to focus on our small tour in the village as much as possible and I am glad that I was able to do so. Racie introduced me to some of the pack members that she knew. Some of them even approached and introduced themselves to us first.


I was overwhelmed, that's for sure. Who wouldn't anyway?


I stayed in a place where I feel like I don't belong. I stayed there all my life and yet, I didn't even feel comfortable even though I have lived there for so long. I wasn't always just laid back. I am guarded. I guarded myself but I think, it was too much. Too much that I still got hurt in the end.


It was because I trusted him. I trusted Tristan who was supposed to share the same feelings with me because we were mates, but then, he didn't want me like how I wanted him to accept me fully. He didn't even spared any glance at me when he have known that I was his mate. Instead, he dated a lot of girls in the Pack, making me feel more insecure of myself than before.


I...have watched him have sex with other women before. I always caught him in the act. And I remember doing nothing but running away like a coward that I am. It always hurts me to see it. It pierced my heart to the bone. But what can I do when he didn't want me? I can't do anything but to submit, thinking and hoping that he'll have a change of heart too. But then, it never came. He never did tried to make it up on me.


The Pack made me feel extremely insecure, unwelcomed and unwanted. But here? I am feeling more than what I should truly feel. I am comfortable despite of the fact that I am still trying my best to familiarize everything around here. I am comfortable even though the place is far from what I am expecting. I am getting comfortable with their way of living. Their modern way of living and I guess, that's enough reason for me to stay and serve this Rogue Pack like a true Queen that I am.


I know to myself that I am slowly building up the confident for myself. And I am glad that the people here in the pack are giving me the strength to do so. They give me motivations to continue what I was trying to build because they didn't made me feel unwanted like what I felt before. They opened their arms to me, fully embracing my existence and accepted me for what I am in this Pack.





"How's my baby's day?"


My eyes slightly widened when I saw him came inside the room later that night when I was preparing to sleep. Racie told me that Hadron and his Beta which is her brother Zero, is currently busy. She told me that they might be doing an overtime right now so I didn't expect for him to come inside the room before I even slept!


"Hade!" I exclaimed and I didn't know I was so excited to meet him not until I saw him!


His face looks so tired but when he saw me getting all too excited with his presence, he smiled widely too.


"My baby," He greeted. I was sitting on the edge of the bed so I waited for him to come and get me. I swayed my legs as I raised my arms, telling him to carry me.


He chukled. He wasn't even able to close the door as he immediately took a quick stride towards me and then carried me in his arms.


I smiled and giggled as I wrapped my legs around his waist. His other hand supported my back while the other stayed on my buttocks.


"I missed you today. What did you do?" He asked softly while gently swaying me with the song that we both can't hear. My heart warmed. I buried my face on his neck as I smelled his scent in.


I missed him. I missed him too. That's what I'm sure of.