Chapter 26
I thought and wished that my father could know and understand that I wasn't much into men and that I rarely had feelings for them. That was then becoming a difficult task for me. I didn't think I could handle it.
I stood for a moment, my legs froze, and I lost energy as I watched myself over the mirror, everything to me was now turning to be mild and weird. Even as I stood in the bathroom, the environment was wanty, a place that I had been using over the years, and that had never been the case before. The place was stinky to me that morning.
"I can't believe I am pregnant! But to who? I would never imagine that monster is the guy behind this shit! But if not him, who then?" I cried and said to myself in a low soft voice, that raised alarm and emotions in my inner self, and tears started breaking through my eyes.
All had was a feeling that I had a night with some monster that I can't even remember, but I was not ready yet to get married to that man of her father's age, I was too young for him. Just as I thought, there was a sudden knock at the door that saw Vicky leaving the house another man entered in a black tuxedo suit carrying a briefcase in his right hand, and along him stood a bodyguard with a black suit and black sunny glasses.
I heard the knock, and moved towards the bathroom door, opened it at an angle, and watched Father welcome the man to our living room. My heart jumped and my pulse increased unusually, it was the same person my father had shown me a picture of, my eyes were wide my nose became wider, and fluids of tension came off my nose striking through down to my mouth.
I quickly rubbed them against her dress and keenly listened to the two. "It hasn't been an easy way to convince her. I thought that you would use the night to make her yours, to use all meáns to convince her!" My father welcomed the unfriendly visitor with a charming say but in a whispering voice as he leaned towards the person, who sat next to him in a Baby coach and in a very comforting pause.
"I did my best, but still I couldn't hold her long, I was dizzy and I slept off. I didn't know how she got out of bed yet." The person responded in a breaking voice, removing his specs and cleaning the lens against his coat.
"Uh- don't mention it, since that night she has however been behaving weirdly and I have been unable to handle her!" Father said as he rose towards the fridge, pulled it open, and grabbed a bottle of Champagne.
In addition, he grabbed two glasses and had them with him. Picked a glass and handed it to the visitor and he held the other by his left arm. Poured The champagne into half of the visitor's glass and into himself too. "Where is she? Is she in?" The person asked, raising his arm to cheer up with father as if they were in a celebration of something. "Yes, she is in, right in the bathroom!" He responded quickly even as he raised and walked towards the bathroom on his left.
I saw my dad coming my way to the bathroom, I quickly collected my mind and moved out, meeting him on his way. "Ooh poor little Jessica, how are you feeling right now?" He asked as he held my left arm to feel my pulse.
"You will be alright. However, there is a visitor and I would hope you prepare something! I was leaving to finish up some work. I hope you will take care of him!" He hurriedly said between his heavy breaths and he whispered into my left ear.
I blinked and reduced my eyes, raising my lips towards the lower side of the nose, I felt losing my mind and energy when I heard that I was to remain with the monster in the name of serving him.
I had a thought that maybe si would bury him alive, only if I could confirm that it was him, that broke my virginity the other night. "But dad.."I tried to raise my Voice before I was cut out quickly." I said you will, no negotiations on this!" His voice was commanding as he said quickly and led his way toward the monster, who was busy enjoying a glass of champagne.
I knew that I could not defend myself, although, my father knew that I was to attend a meeting with my new sponsor, and he couldn't let go of the monster. He knew and really wanted to marry me off to him, and he never wanted to lose him at all.
I however never understood the reasons why my father insisted much on me being married to this arrogant cower, who couldn't understand that I was too far younger. I wasn't sure why not any other person, my thoughts failed me, I had had several attempts to spy on him but failed to know him.
I went to the kitchen without having my eyes on the monster, I couldn't even want to give him greetings, I only wanted to make my dad happy and I went directly to the kitchen to prepare the monster something to eat, my cheeks were pale and swollen, I looked closely to someone with Swollen glands.
My eyes were pale but I couldn't hold them, I just let them be. "I met the new boss of your company at the door as she made her way, wasn't she? I had not seen her before, but does it mean you are living together? I first saw her with you at the hotel celebrating your daughter's birthday and today again I have seen her coming from your home.
Or does it mean you are sharing something? " The monster, with some little sense than he appeared said as his voice disappeared slowly in a low tone.