Chapter 32

Lug Nut

“ Let him bleed out then call the cleaners. Fergus, you handle my gear. Sirius, send two men to guard Emiline. I will call when I’m ready for you to bring her to me. Check their accounts. Take the money he got and give it to the victims. Quinton, have anything they own put in Emiline’s name.” Ailee orders. “ Yes, my queen.” they say. Ailee turns and we all follow. When we get outside Ailee goes back to the SUV. Finn asks “ Lug , a word?” I stop torn between following Ailee and talking to Finn. Finn wouldn’t have stopped me if it wasn’t important. “ Sure.” I say. “ Ailee is going to be silent on the way back. We will go straight to the condo. I can take you back to the club after I settle Ailee. If you want to leave now is the time to do it. If not, she is going to need you. Follow her lead and she will let you know what she needs.”

I admit watching my girlfriend tear Mike apart was a bit disturbing. But I also know I would have done the same if I were in her shoes. He was kidnaping teenage girls to be sold as sex slaves. I don’t look down on Ailee. I’m damn proud of what she did. If Finn says she is going to need me, I’m going to be there. This isn’t going to chase me away. “ Let’s go.” I told Finn and loaded up next to Ailee.

Lug Nut

I was sitting beside Ailee in the truck, Finn on her other side, Callen was up front. Noone spoke a word. Finn grabbed Ailee’s hands and started wiping them off with antiseptic wipes he keeps on him. Ailee never moved while Finn worked on her hands. She just stared straight ahead but I don’t think she was seeing anything. She was deep in her own head. I want to comfort her or help her somehow but I don’t know where to start. Finn finishes her hands and sets them down on her lap. I’m watching every move he makes. I can tell he is moving by routine. So I don’t interfere. I'm so focused onFinn and Ailee that I don’t notice that we have returned to the condo. Callen gets out and opens the door allowing Finn out followed by Ailee. I follow and I notice Ailee’s movements are almost robotic in nature.

Callen says “ Lug, I can take you back to your bike if you wish.” I shake my head “ It is fine where it is. I’m going with Ailee.” Callen nods and I swear I see a ghost of a smile on his face before I head inside. I see Finn and Ailee in the living room. She is sitting on the couch and Finn is sitting on the coffee table taking her boots off. “ Come on princess. Let’s get the vest off you.” Finn says. Ailee stands up and turns her back to him. She sees me and her eyes that had been blank before shine. She offers me a small smile and I give her one back. I feel she needs to see that I’m still with her after what I say. Finn places her vest over his arm and grabs her boots. “ I gather the rest when you are done. I’ll bring in your meds and juice. Lug can help you tonight.” he says. Ailee just nods. I’m worried about her silence. But I’m still taking my cue from Finn. And he isn’t acting like there is anything out of the ordinary going on.

Ailee walks around the couch to her room. As she passes me she tentatively grabs my hand to follow her. I hold her hand tighter letting her know I’m not going to let go. We go through her room to the bathroom. She opens the glass shower door and turns on the taps. She takes over her shirt in one yank and tosses it as far away from her as she can. She repeats the move with her pants, bra, and panties. Then she takes a deep breath and slowly blows it out. I can see her relax just a smidge. It isn’t much but it was better than her rigid stance before.

Ailee pulls her hair out of it’s holder and gets in the shower. If she hadn’t brought me in here I would have thought she didn’t know I was there. For a few minutes Ailee just stands under the water letting it run over her. I followed the drops with my eyes as they slid down her face to her neck, over her tits and down her stomach. I want to trace the same path with my tongue but I know now is not the time. When Ailee lays her forehead on the shower wall I have had enough. I don’t know how they usually handle things but it is time to do it my way. I strip down without a second thought and get in the shower with her.

I grab her body wash from the shelf and squirt a generous amount into my hand. I begin by washing her shoulders, kneading the muscles as I go. When I get to her neck I can feel her loosen under my fingers. I work down her back before Ailee speaks. “ I love my family and everything we stand for. I wouldn’t change them for anything.And I would do anything for them. Becoming the ice queen is the only part I hate. I know I need to do it. And unfortunately I’m good at it but I don’t enjoy it.” I don’t say a word, I just listen. I can tell she just needs to get this out. “ They call me the ice queen because I show no emotion. Only a few people know this. I show no emotion because in order to do the job I have to shut my emotions off. It is the only way to do it. Finn says that's what makes me so good and so dangerous.”

I quickly wash over her ass and legs. If this was about sex I would have taken my time and enjoyed every inch of her. This is about bringing Ailee back to me. I work down her arms “ I never wanted you to see that part of me. I was worried you would freak out and run. I never want people I care about to see that side of me. And I care about you very much.” Ailee says. My heart begins to race when Ailee says she cares about me. It isn’t a declaration of love but I’ll take it. I lay my chin on her shoulder. Ailee leans back into me and I wash her front. Just grazing over her pussy. “ I told you before Ailee. I’m not going anywhere. Even after seeing the ice queen I’m still not going anywhere.”

After I have her all washed I help her out of the shower and wrap a large towel around both of us. I lead her out of the bathroom and have her sit on the edge of the bed. I grab her juice and pills and hand them to her. While she is doing that I grab her clothes and put them outside her door for Finn. I don’t want us to be disturbed. When I get back to the bed she has finished with her pills. I pull back the covers and get in. “ Come here honey.” I say and hold out my arm to her. I figured I would just hold her and let her talk it out. I thought that is what she might need right now. Boy was I wrong. Ailee stands, tosses her towel, gets in bed and straddles my waist. Her hot pussy is right on top of my hardening cock. Ailee leans over pressing her tits to my chest. I can feel her hard nipples rubbing across me. She presses her lips to mine and licks my bottom lip. I open for her tongue to slide in my mouth and twist with mine tongue. I can taste the sweet citrus of her juice that lingers. I can’t look at orange juice without thinking of Ailee.