Chapter 106 “The Coward”
Elijah P.O.V.
I didn t care if I heard the teacher yelling at me. I didn t care if the guys follow me or not. All I want to do is take Avery my sweet little mate, where I can be alone with her. So, I can do the things I dream about doing to her. I need to feel her not about sex but be near her and hold and kiss her beautiful lips. I don t want to let her go.
I would never, let her go. She is mine and I don t care if someone gets angry or try to stop us. I will tell you this. I will never ever, let her go.
"Elijah, can you please put me down." I heard her say. Right by side my ear.
I still had her over my shoulder, and I can feel her heart beating through
her shirt on my shoulder. I wanted to laugh of how silly I am. I am acting like a freaking caveman. I shook the thought and I stopped once I got out the door.
Elijah, come on man, put her down." I heard my best friend, Jake. I am don t listen to anyone. I am the fucking Alpha. Yes, I know Jake, Andrew, Matthew there too. But I am not going to listen to them or anyone. I am the Alpha of my pack. I am the leader.
"Please, Elijah, put me down. "I am sorry being little tease." I shouldn t of did that to you and Jake, Andrew, Matthew. "I promise to be a good girl. I am sorry. I heard her ask again. Then I felt her tiny hand run up my chest and around my face. I felt her rub my face. I felt her turn my head.
"What s wrong, Elijah." I heard her asked. I was staring into her beautiful blue eyes. I wanted to live in there and never leave. Because the way she was looking at me.
I looked away and I just set her down and walked away towards my truck.
I left her there with the guys and I took off the other way. I need to be alone and think about what I am going to say to her about that bet I made in the beginning of the year with my friends. Can I really call them my friends? Well except Jake, Jayson, Eli, Andrew, and Matthew. They are not just my best friends but my brothers. Were not blood brothers but I am cousin with two of them. Jake and Jayson. Then I thought about Avery how she been so happy and finally forgive us and wants to be with us. But I feel guilty because of the bet I made, and I know Andrew and Matthew too. Jake had nothing to do with it.
I sigh I got in my truck and start the engine. I need to go to the one place I like to think and be alone. I am going to my childhood cabin up by the waterfall where I first kissed and touch and taste Avery.
"FUCK!" I cried out when I was sitting in the driver side. I hit the steel wheel. Why did I leave her? The look on her face, killed me. I can t face what I did to her over the years. How a beautiful girl like her good, kind, innocent want and forgive me. I could never forgive myself. If I every hurt, her again. I know I hurt her over the years. She would just let it happen. But now, there something different about her. She stronger and she not a fucking coward like me. What is wrong with me? Why do I do that. Why do I have to be a rude and cruel monster.
"Because you re a fucking asshole Elijah! I heard my wolf say.
I sigh and I agree with him. Because his right. I am a piece of shit, asshole, dick face what she called me before and mostly, I am coward. I didn t tell anyone she is my mate and my better half. I had to keep it to myself. Because I didn t want anyone know I the strongest and bad boy captain on the football player mated with the loser, wallflower, goodie two shoe Avery Williams.
I shouldn t care what another think who I am mated with or not. My father would be disappointing with me how I treated my mate. He would disown me. I don t blame him.
That it was love. I saw it in her concern eyes. She was telling me she was worried about me. I sometimes can t help it; I get so possessive over Avery. She always been in my heart and mind. Even when I was teasing her when we were younger and up until she finds out we were mates and the bet.
Ugh, that stupid fucking bet! I wished I never made it with my friends. Andrew and Matthew, they feel awful enough. They part of the it. Because they re the ones that made the fucking bet. I had to get Avery to fall in love with one of us.
I wanted to laugh. You know why. Well, I tell you why?
Its wasn t her that fell in love first. It was me and I don t know how but it did. I love her. I think I always loved her since when we were little. By the look of it, Jake and Andrew and Matthew did too. I can see it their eyes. I didn t think she could have four mates, but she does. It s very rare for a wolf have more than one mate.
I remember my father telling me something like this. When the mates are mated to a special female wolf/witch/veela.
It was very hard to walk away from her. I knew she probably blames herself. But she never did anything. It was all me. I wanted to tell her the truth. But every time I try. Well, I don t want to see her smile fall. She deserves happiness and love. I grabbed back of my neck. I sigh and I wished I never made that stupid bet. I took a deep breath. Well, I guess I put the truck in drive. That what I did. I started driving to the cabin where I can sit and run away like a fucking coward.
