Chapter 70 "Guilty"
Elijah P.O.V.
I have Avery between my legs and her ass on the desk and I am grabbing onto her waist and pushing her body between my thighs and I can feel her hot center on my cock, and she kept rubbing her pussy on my crotch and I can feel how wet she is.
Damn, she feels so good in my arms. But having Avery in my arms feels fucking amazing if you must know and having her lips on mine and I am kissing her like feeling how soft her lips are and her body so slighter and tiny in my arms.
I am kissing her lips like my life is dependent on it. I don t want to let her go but I know we have to come up with air sometime and we can t be kissing the whole time, or she will pass out and I don t want that to happen, so I let her go and took my lips off hers.
"Oh, wow, what was that for?" she asked me in her confused and breathless voice. After I am standing in front of her with my arms still wrapped in her waist staring into her eyes, I can see the want and the fire she has for me and Jake. I need her, I need her fucking now. Damn, I need to stop before I throw her down on the desk and strip her naked and fuck her good. But I know I must be gentle with her because she is the most important person in my life and I don t want to lose her. I could never live with myself if I lose her. I still don t know what I was thinking about doing that stupid bet about me getting the beautiful Avery Williams. I should of listen to my heart and not my head. Who am I kidding, I should have told them dumbasses to fuck off and told them she is my mate and no one else is allowed to talk about her except for me! But no, I didn t want the guys to know about her that she is my mate. I am such a nimrod sometimes. Jake is right, I should never listen to fucking dumbasses. Now there is a chance I could lose her for my stupidities.
"Look sweetheart, I need to know something and please let me finish before she starts talking, okay?" I tell her when I stared into her eyes when I licked my lips because I am so, nervous right now. I wonder if I can tell the truth. I hope I can.
She is staring at me with curious eyes and worried eyes at the same time. Then she nodded her head at me to keep going. I start rubbing up and down her back and trying to keep her calm and relaxed because right now she is in heat, and I can feel her pain. Because I can feel what she feels and right now I am feeling is fire inside my chest, and stomach. I didn t want her to be in any pain anymore.
So, I did something to help her stop hurting is that I and Jake started being close to her and touch I touched her back and rubbing her and Jake was rubbing her shoulders and we trying to keep her relaxed and I started staring into her beautiful face. But when I saw something that broke my heart, I saw tears running down Avery's face.
"Hey sweetheart, please don t cry," I tell her pulling her chin up with my fingers and having her stare into my eyes.
" I am sorry." I hear her say in her broken voice. I wanted to punch myself in the head for being so stupid thinking about hurting this beautiful angel in front of me.
Hey, now don't say that." I heard Jake say behind her I looked up I saw his finger going through her hair and she calmed down. I saw her eyes and they were red and swollen and she started to rub her eyes so she won't have blurry eyes.
I looked over and I saw Avery give Jake a shy smile and she had no tears running down her face anymore but a relaxed expression on her face.
"That's it, baby, keep breathing in and out. Jake had his finger going through her head and rubbing her face. He is trying to keep her calm and not running over the place. I saw her close her eyes and saw her chest was moving up and down. I heard her wimped and sniffle trying not to cry anymore.
" Shh, it's okay princess, we got you." We won't let anyone hurt our mate." I told her with so much want and love in my voice. I kept on rubbing her back in circles and going up and down on her softback.
" Thank you both", I heard her say with her eyes wide open staring into mine and I saw sadness and hurt in her eyes.
I heard her sighed and she was trying to bend her head down but I would not yet you because she need to know I am not going to let her feel bad about herself. After all, there was nothing wrong with her. She is perfect just the way she is.
When I heard her sighed and left up to her head and I saw the love and support she has for me and Jake.
" Why are you helping me?" I heard asked in a confused voice and she was giving me a weird expression on her face.
"Why did you ask sweetheart?" I tell her. Guilty was the thought I had in my head. If I told her the real reason why we are helping her she would know what is going on and I am not ready, to tell the truth yet. So, when I am ready to tell her the truth I just hope she still has a love for me in her heart and does not reject me once my secret is out about the bet and everything that I lied about to her.
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