Chapter 122 I feel funny!

Avery P.O.V.
I was walking out the door after I heard Ashely and Jayson you know doing it. But I didn't know I was being followed? I don't know who it was behind me but my wolf Angelstar and my veela Angelica were on their toes. But I didn't pay attention to their emotions. So, I kept walking out by the lake and I started sitting down on the deck. That was when I heard someone say something to me.
"Hey, sweetheart." I gasp and I felt hot tingles all over my body. I didn't realize they were following me.
I closed my eyes because I didn't want this to be a dream but real. So, when I heard them walking closer towards me. That was when I knew they were here.
I felt a hand on my shoulder, and I felt being lifted off the ground and turned around. Then I was in a tight grip in someone's arms.
I try to get out of his hold. I didn't want to be around them right now. I am still embarrassed for telling them how I feel about them. So, I made a fool of myself basically you can say. I wanted to roll my eyes. But right now, I am trying to get away from whoever has me in their arms.
"Hey, now stop, shh, sweetheart I got you," I heard Elijah's voice in my ear. That when I looked around and I saw Matthew, Jake, Andrew surrounded me and him on the deck.
I wanted to flee from here because I can feel my face is turning bright red now. Because I can't stop thinking about what I said to them earlier before I came to this stupid party. I wish I never went to the cabin and went and spoke my heart out to them so-called mates of mine. I should have known they weren't going to tell me how they feel about me. I told them I love them for Christ's sake. Now here they are to throw it in my face they never liked me or had feelings for me, I was just a joke for their entertainment for the school year.
I don't know but I got a feeling something is coming and it not going to be good. So, then I do not listen to them around me. I can feel my body shaking and I can feel the nervousness bubbling up in my stomach. Oh God, I hope I don't throw up. That will be so embarrassing right in front of them and the whole school.
Why do I feel weird and why do I feel sick to my stomach?
Oh, God, here it comes.
I let it out. I puked all over my shoes and the deck and it spread around my feet. Oh God, I want to die. I can't believe I puked all over the place and myself right in front of my so-called mates and bullies. I didn't want to look at them. Because if I do. I know I am going to die. I don't think I drink anything but soda pop and water tonight.
Why I am feeling dizzy and sick to my stomach. I don't like this feeling. I usually don't drink alcohol tonight. But I could have been spiked. Someone spiked my drink.
I was running away with my mind going ten miles an hour. I was paying attention around me. I didn't feel my hand loose around my waist. Until I look up and Elijah and Jake, Matthew, Andrew standing in front of me staring at me with a concerned expression on their face.
"Avery, you okay sweetheart." I heard Jake ask me with worry in his voice.
"Uhm, I don't know," I told him back. I don't know if I am okay. I can't lie to him. Because I don't know if I am, or I am not. So, I just try to not show I am not sick or dizzy in front of the guys. I don't want them to laugh at me. If they know I am hurt or sick.
"Shh, sweetheart don't worry we are here," I heard Andrew say walking up towards me. How I know is I am staring into his tense and deep eyes, but I see worry and concern in them too.
But don't let it fool you, Avery! I told myself. He doesn't care if you live or die. Your nothing to him. He just wants to hurt you.
Shut up! I told my voice inside my head it was telling me I am nothing and worthless. That he and the others won't love. I shook my head.
But when I saw was staring at him. I didn't see him. I saw heated and he was pissed off about something. When I look around me. I saw the other facial expression on their face. They didn't seem happy. Matter of fact they looked down pissed off about something. At first, I thought they were pissed off at me. But now I see something more I don't know what is going on. All I know is I feel like crap, and I can't stop the spilling in my head. What is wrong with me. I shake my head once again. But somehow, I am still feeling dizzy, and I feel like I am going to pass out.
I should not feel this way. Unless I was drugged, or someone put something in my drink when I seat it down. But where did I seat my drink down at? I know Ashely and Natalie grabbed drinks in from someone that give us. I thought it was water or soda pop.
Oh, God, how could I be so stupid? We should have known better not to take the drinks from someone we didn't know at the party. I wasn't paying attention to what was going on around us. I should have reminded Ashely and Natalie are plans when we go out somewhere like a party. We always have one of us get the drinks. Now, I am trying not to throw up again.
"Oh, ouch! My head. That was the last thing I thought before I saw black.