Chapter 99 No More I am Done
Avery P.O.V.
I can t believe what I am seeing. I took my hand over my mouth to stop the crying I am trying to hold in. But I can t. It s coming out gasp of air and a loud cry.
Why, would you do this to me.
Why, would you spend one night with a one-night stand. I hope it was worth it, you assholes. Because I am not going to put up with their shit anymore.
When Emilia sends me that pictures of my mates kissing and making out with them fucking bimbo s. I felt my heart breaking and I felt pain in my chest.
Ouch! I yelled out. I am holding on to my chest where the pain is. I am trying to calm my breathing down from the pain. Its feel like my heart is on fire.
"Why?" I cried out.
"Why did I have to fall in love with my bullies and the guys that hated me since I was six years old."
The guys would torture and teases me.
The guys would laugh at me with their friends and not look my way in a friendly jester.
The guys would kiss and make out with girls that hurt and pick on me.
I should of have known they never wanted me. I was just a joke too them.
Well, this the last time someone ever make Avery Maire Williams cry. I am done.
I am. Just. Done." But what if it was all mistakes." I heard Angelica in my mind.
"Yeah, Avery" What if it all a mistake and you know pictures do tell a whole different story."
You know I am right." Angelstar tells me. I want to believe maybe they were just sitting there, and all have sudden the girls show up and jump on their laps.
Yeah, that s what happen. Just maybe that s what happen. I was hopeful thinking. But I knew that s not what happen. I need to stop lying to myself.
I sighed and wiped my eyes from the tears falling down my face. I can t stop crying. I need to stop crying over them. I don t know how many times I cried over them over the years.
I thought they change since they found out I was their mate.
But I was wrong.
I was so wrong.
I need to tell them to stop and leave me alone. I can t have them hurting me anymore.
But it was too late.
They already broke my heart.
There nothing left of my broken heart.
I took a deep breath and I let out the air I had trap inside my chest. I told myself no more!
I am done with their childish games.
I am tired of all the bullshit the put me threw.
I am tired of them want to be my friend and turn around and hurt me.
I am tired of hurting all the time.
Finally, last but not least. I am tired of them making me fall in love with them.
I broke down and bawled my eyes out all night in my room.
I buried my head inside my pillow and cried and cried. I can t help it. I am always crying because of Elijah Woods, Jake Stone, Andrew Bradford, Matthew Steele.
I can t believe they hate me that much. I am their mate too. I can t believe they are doing this to their mate. I pointed at myself.
I can feel the pain worsen in my chest.
Oh, God, this fucking hurts!!!
I just want to die.
It s feels like I am dying with all the pain by seeing my mates all of them girls at the party. Emilia could have got some pictures and a video of the other guys.
No! Avery, you seen their faces. You know it was them.
Your mates.
Making out with Emilia s friends well old friends her words not mine. I don t know if I should trust her or not? I always knew she wasn t the one to trust. But we been best friends back in the day. I know she would never hurt me like this and make it all up. That the guys were cheating on me. I was sniffing trying to stop my crying. But I was holding back with the whimper and whines. I started sobbing again.
No! Avery! Stop it.
No more crying over them assholes. I told myself over and over again. I sighed and closed my eyes because I am exhausted from crying all of them stupid football jocks/mates.
I am so tired of this.
I am so tired of the bullying and not fitting in.
I am so tired of the girls screaming and beating me up because I am getting the guy s attention.
I am so tired of the name calling.
I am so tired of the empty and numbness I feel because they don t want me to fit in with their crowd.
I am so tired of the drama with going back in forth trying to protect myself from my classmates want to hurt me.
Oh, God, I can t believe I let this all happen.
I should have known they were up to something. I wasn t going to be their mate and their girlfriend.
Avery? You alright now?" I heard someone outside my bedroom door.
I stop crying on my bed and I lift my head and stared at the door.
I cleared my throat and try not to let them hear me I am upset.
I took a deep breath and let it out again.
"Yes, I am fine I tell them with a smile in my voice.
"Well, I thought I heard you crying sweetie?" I heard my mother asked in me threw the bedroom door.
"I am fine mom." I am just little tired." I told her.
"Oh, okay, well I just wondering and worried about you." I hear my mother tells me.
Well, okay." Are you sure you, okay?" I heard her voice sound concern and worried.
"Yeah I am sure." I told her with a smile in my voice.
Okay, well good night sweetie I heard my mother sweet caring and loving voice.
'Okay good night I love you too." I tell her back and I start getting ready for bed.
Five minutes later...
I jump in bed and thinking about the guys.
Stop it!
Stop thinking about them monsters.
I should go for a sweet and caring guy. Someone like Duke.
Huh, I thought in my head. I knew I shouldn t be thinking about Duke. I know should be thinking about my mates. But then I should think about something else then them too.
Why did Duke Conaway pop in my mind?
