Chapter 10

Phoenix

After our encounter earlier, I can't stop thinking about how it would feel to have sex with Selene. When I caught her and she was pressed against me, I felt the softness of her skin, the way she shuddered beneath my touch.

I take a cold shower to calm down me and my wolf before I do something stupid, and go right into her room and fuck her silly. By the way she reacted to me, I know she wouldn't mind it. She's probably in her room playing with her pretty pussy thinking about me right now.

The thoughts makes my erection unbearably painful. I grab my cock, fisting it furiously. I imagine it's her hot, wet mouth gliding up and down my length. I bet even if she's had sex before, it's never been with a man like me.

Probably some guy that comes in five seconds and rolls over to go to sleep. But I'd take my time with her. I'd train her body to crave me, all of me. She won't even be able to touch herself without thinking of me.

That's how much I will consume her. And she'll love every second of it.

"Fuck, Selene," I groan, throwing my head back. My hand moves faster as I jerk myself off to memories of my stepsister.

The smell of berries suddenly hits me, and I come instantly, long strings of hot liquid shooting out of my dick into the drain.

I plant my hand on the shower wall to steady myself, my chest rising and falling rapidly. I've never come so goddamn hard before. That was...amazing, yet I still need more.

I need her.

Selene

Running into my room, I slam the door behind me. Did I just hear my stepbrother groan my name in the shower? Was he seriously thinking about me while he was masturbating?

I don't know how to feel about it. Probably disgusted, but I find myself both happy and intrigued. Part of me even considers going in the bathroom to watch, maybe even take over for him.

What is wrong with me? This is so fucked up!

Deciding I need a break from being under the same roof as him, I text Makayla and Sam to see if they want to go grab dinner tonight.

Makayla: Hell yes! My parents are literally driving me nuts. Need to escape ASAP!!!

Sam: I'm in. No more Mexican for awhile, please. My asshole is still recovering from the other day.

I burst out laughing as I reply: Lmao. Chipotle, it is then!

Finding the bottom level of the packhouse empty, I hurry to the garage and retrieve the keys for my blue 2024 Jeep Wrangler from the wall. Usually, I'd prefer to take the town car, but not tonight. I need some time to think, to reevaluate the life choices that led to me wanting to screw my stepbrother whom I only met a few days ago.

I can't even imagine how Mom or Philip would react if they found out how we've been lusting after each other. I know our ancestors literally engaged in actual incest, and this is nowhere close to that, but still. We are the Alpha and Luna's children—there are certain boundaries we can't cross.

After ordering our burrito bowls, Makayla, Sam, and I find a quiet table away from prying ears. We're the only werewolves here; this entire building reeks of humans.

As we eat and chat, my mind keeps drifting back to my stepbrother, the throaty moan of my name as he pleasured himself thinking about me. It was so fucking hot.

"Earth to Selene," Sam's voice suddenly snaps me back to reality. "What were you just thinking about?" he teases with a smirk.

Blushing, I shake my head. "Oh nothing," I mutter.

Makayla leans in, wiggling her eyebrows. "Come on, Selene. Your face is practically on fire. Spill it. Is it a guy?"

I cover my face with my hands. "Y-You guys promise not to judge me?" I ask, my voice barely above a whisper.

"We're friends, Selene. We would never do that," Sam assures me.

Makayla nods eagerly. "Seriously, we wouldn't. You can tell us."

Taking a deep breath, I reveal my darkest secret. "I-I want to sleep with my stepbrother."

The words hang in the air, heavy with embarrassment and shame. Saying it aloud sounded so much worse, like I was confessing to some unforgivable sin. Now, they're going to judge me, and think there's seriously something wrong with me.

Which there is.

I slowly lift my head to see the shocked expressions on their faces.

"Sorry, what?" Makayla asks, blinking rapidly.

Sam's mouth hangs open. "Y-You're stepbrother? The one we were talking about killed someone?"

I nod slowly.

Studying my friends' faces, I notice they don't seem like they're judging me, but I'm not entirely sure either. I'm not used to having friends, especially after what happened in my previous pack, so social cues aren't my strong suit.

"I don't understand it," I admit, my voice trembling. "I can't stop thinking about him, and he literally sleeps in the room next to mine now. And it's not one sided either. He flirts with me constantly and looks at me like...like he wants to eat me alive."

Makayla leans back, processing this new information. "Wow...that's intense."

Sam ran a finger through his dark hair. "So, what are you going to do about it?"

"I have no idea," I answer, feeling utterly lost. "I've never felt this way before."

Makayla's expression softens. "Oooh, what does he look like?"

"You know the guy that was standing outside the restaurant?"

Sam gasps softly. "The one I said I wanted to look like?"

I nod, nervously biting my lip.

"Holy shit!" Makayla exclaims, her eyes widening. "The hot guy on the motorcycle? I saw him when I was walking out. No wonder you don't have any self-control. I seriously would've fucked him the first day I met him."

"So you guys don't think I'm disgusting?" I whisper anxiously.

Sam shrugs. "It's not like you grew up with him."

Makayla nods in agreement. "I agree. Since you just met him, he's fair game."

"But what are the pack?" I interject, damn near gnawing off my lip at this point. "What if they find out? What if my mom and Philip-"

"If they do, they can fuck off," Makayla interrupts firmly. "Besides, you're not even breaking any human laws. Step-sibling relationships are more common than you think."

I take a moment to let their words sink in. Maybe they are right. Maybe it isn't as black and white as I feared.

"So, what are you going to do now?" Sam asks, breaking the silence.

I glance between my friends, a surge of determination replacing my earlier uncertainty. "I guess I'll have to figure out a way to sleep with my stepbrother without anyone else finding out."