18 - Her Gaze

She wanted to get up and slap it, but her hand and body lacked the strength. Her body began to heat up as she stared at it, as if weakening. Is she hallucinating? Why does she feel as if she can't move a single finger?

It started undressing in front of her and staring at her. "I was in a lot of pain, Mara. I know you're angry and won't forgive me, but I'll turn heaven and hell on their heads if you just love me. I claimed you, and you will always be mine.”

He sucked on her neck, making her scream. She shuts her eyes. Is she really dreaming, or is she awake? She couldn't respond, especially since Azael was slowly removing the button on her nightgown.

Her senses were racing, but she could feel every caress and kiss she received. All Amara could do was moan as it worshiped her. She couldn't keep her body under control, especially when removing her pajamas slowly.

"You have fallen under my spell, princess. With your beauty, you drove me insane." It ripped off her undies and threw them at her head with its teeth.

He kissed her femininity quickly. She groaned aloud. Her entire being appeared to be fighting the pleasure she was experiencing, especially when her mouth and tongue began to move with her jewel. It was cautious and gentle at first, but it quickly became fast and devoted to her. She had no idea how many times something had formed and exploded in her womb. She wanted to put a stop to it just in case it was a dream. Azael remains on the other side of her mind, and they are brothers.

Amara sighed as Azael approached her. She didn't feel any pain, and she could feel and savor the tickle as it came in and out. She sighed and shut her eyes. She's high, and she's aware of it. She is not dreaming and is fully awake.

It was as if that night had happened again with something in her drink and she couldn't remember what happened the next day, but it was different now, she remembered but couldn't open her mouth. Her body has betrayed her and is demanding more. She didn't like what was happening, but her body appeared to be on fire and needed water to put it out.

As Azael walked in and out of her, tears welled up in her eyes. She was tickled and delighted, and the sensation was new to her, but in her mind, the man driving her away made her cry louder, and she sobbed. It abruptly ceased. She opened her eyes and looked Azael in the eyes.

I hate you, brother? Why me? Why are you fucking me?

She wanted to scream that word, but it didn't come out. She was just shaking, and her eyes were watery. It wiped the tears from her eyes with pain and kissed her on the forehead with caution.

"If loving you has caused you so much pain, princess… then I'll leave." He left her and sat down next to her. His voice is breaking. “Fuck! Fuck! ”

She wanted to slap and fight it, but all she could do was cry.

He approached her and hugged her tightly. "I'll stay away. I apologize... I harmed you... It is not my intention to cause you harm. I just want to love you, but... Maybe I'm insane. Mara, loving you drives me insane and fucks me. I adore you to pieces. ”

She just sobbed. She could feel the pain in every word Azael said, but it hurt her more. He dressed her and kissed her on the lips before quickly disappearing into the darkness.

Azael, I despise you. I despise you!

It never appeared, as Azael stated. She wanted to tell their parents everything, but something kept her from doing so, and she didn't want to be the cause of the rift and ruin in her wonderful family.

She'll just hide it, and one day it'll return the indecency it caused. She will try to forget that nightmare event and bury everything. That night, something changed in her.

"Our son has decided to spend the entire year in America. What else can you say? ”

She overheard their father conversing with their mother while they ate outside. Kind of a family date.

"Well, our son is an adult, and the advancement of the family business is his reason for staying."

She was irritated and lost her appetite when she looked back at the steak. She just stood there staring at it, splitting the knife she was holding.

"Sweety, are you alright? You appear depressed and frustrated," their mother observed.

She just shrugged and smiled. "I'm okay."

"But isn't it perplexing? I know our son; he is the type who can only stay abroad for a month and then return home." their Daddy drank some water and thought.

While she had no desire to take the seat. She didn't want to hear about her brother.

"There's a love problem. Our son is madly in love with someone but is too afraid to admit it. ”

Their father laughed as she stretched her back. It was still choked, but it seemed ecstatic to hear. "I recall those times. I'm the same way about you, honey; I'm such a moron. ”

She stood up and excused herself in front of them to use the restroom without saying anything. She had lost her appetite and was even less inclined to listen to the person her parents were speaking to. She's simply squirming!

AMARA looked around at the new surroundings she could see with her eyes. It's Australia! She graduated from high school and attended college in this area.

"Are you sure you're all right here? I don't have to cook your favorite foods all the time, and I don't have to— "

"Mom!" she exclaimed, and the lady just laughed at her.

"I understand. Your father and I will be disappointed because we are still in the mansion. ”

She smiled. Not any longer! They had just collided with someone, a woman her age, last month. It appears to have come from the province, and no one in the world went and simply crossed even at a red light. I'm transporting a shemp suitcase. They discovered that she had fled to Zamboanga and that her own parents were abusing her. They believed it because of the bruises and scars on its body.

"But not right now, My! Celestine is with you; she can be your baby first and foremost, and I can tell she is gentle. " she winked at her and wrapped her arm around her.

"I feel sorry for that girl," she sighed sadly. It was very thin and bruised on the first day it entered our lives. The hair is unkempt, and there are numerous wounds and scars. Thank God! Your father and I both saw her. Because of her thinness, she looks fourteen, and you won't notice that you're the same age. ”

"So, Mommy, she's your baby first and foremost. Don't worry about me; if you miss me, come see me with Celestine! And please, Mom, don't tell Kuya Azael that I'm in Australia and going to study here," she said enthusiastically.

"Honey ..."

"Make me a promise, Mom. I want to show him that I can handle myself, and I plan to surprise him when he returns from the Philippines." she bit her lower lip in response to the lie she told.

Azael was the reason she kept walking away, even though she didn't want to. She remembers everything and keeps returning to her brain the night something happened to them with her own brother when she was only in the Philippines. Hopefully, this will silence her entire system because whatever she thinks is completely wrong. It is incorrect to love him.



SHE enjoyed her time in Australia. There are many changes, but she is attempting to adjust to her new surroundings. She was terrified, but she had to face it. She lives in a condo near the university she attends, and she has a maid who comes to clean her unit every Saturday.

She made an instant friend in Trinity Williamson of Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania. They quickly reconciled because it was friendly and talkative. She also has a friend who is not as plastic as her. She taught her Tagalog because she was eager to learn, and she had previously taken a Tagalog class, but it didn't last long because her schedule was always full.

"Hello, Trinidad! Let's get started on our third topic.x she brushed up against it while biting into a burger with one hand and a taco with the other.

They obviously like food together, so they might get along. The only difference in their appearance is that Trinity was overweight and frequently bullied. The girl, on the other hand, didn't care because they were both beautiful in their own way. They battle those bully to them.

"Stop eating Trinidad."

"So what?" she laugh. They should also have a subject-focused food, perhaps the height of their two grades. Perhaps they will finish with gold medals.

It took her five minutes to agree. They will arrive later. Fortunately, their math professor turned away just as her friend entered. They are both on the verge of success at the same time.

"Did you notice that boylet, Amara? He was staring at you," Trinity said, slightly teasing the man. When she pointed something at it, it developed the habit of sniffing.

When she turned around, she saw what she had said staring back at her, but she quickly regained her gaze. She raised an eyebrow in response.