64 - Soldering

Blessy sighed when she heard a loud crash outside. His body was weakening but miraculously he did not feel hungry. The only thing he did so that he would not be completely overwhelmed with fear, he relived all the happy memories he and Fender had abroad. He went back all the way until there were no tears in his eyes.

He wanted to escape and leave but didn’t

he knew how. His hand trembled as he reached for the lock and gently turned it. As before, it is still closed. Next thing he did, he knocked on the door from the inside.

"Blessy!"

He was suddenly relieved when he heard Fender's voice outside. The strength of his heartbeat that he felt, his hearing just deceived him in those moments.

“Blessy, it’s me Fender. Are you there? ”

"F-fender ..." but no voice came out of his throat. He was weak but he had to fight the soldering he felt.

"Fuck!" he heard its loud murmur.

Next he heard a loud bang outside. Even though he couldn't see anything, he knew that the young man had fought outside. Several times he drew deep into the air. He crawled away from the door. When he made sure that he was far from the door that he could not see, he gathered all his strength and then said the young man's name aloud.

Suddenly the door slammed in front of him. Immediately the light spread throughout the room and he was blinded by the light coming from outside. Blessy felt, the time she was confined inside that with the corpse starting to stink.

He felt a tight hug next and even though he didn’t open his eyes, he knew it was Fender. She knew, with the caress and warm hug that came from her body. She sobbed and tears slowly welled up in her eyes. He thought, he had no more tears but he was wrong in that part.

"F-fender ..." he cried loudly in his chest. He thought, it has left him forever.

"I'm sorry love ... I'm sorry." The tightness of its embrace with him.

She could feel the remorse in Fender's voice and love for him. He caressed her hair and tried to calm her down but she cried even more. He accumulated all the pain and fear.

"This is my fault. I’m sorry love if I get caught ... I’m sorry. ”

He did not answer. She just cried on the young man's chest until he was okay and calmed down. The truth is, he feels no anger here but fear. Fear that they may never meet again.

Fender supports him to stand. Her knees were shaking but she was still able to stand.

"We're going home," he said.

He just nodded. Next he did so, he lay down and weakly leaned his head on the young man's chest. He listened to Fender's strong heartbeat. He knew it was anger because of the aura on its face now but he was okay. He is happy to be here.

"You finally appeared, too."

They were both stunned by Fender when three men appeared in front of them. He felt Fender's fist clench and his mouth growl.

"Get out of my way and maybe I won't miss what you did to the woman you know I'm protecting everyone."

She sighed when she heard what it said. He was weak but in the way he said it, he could feel the ‘unforgivable anger’ that enveloped his present personality. In its aura today, it’s not kidding. It is ready to kill.

"We will not let you leave the organization like that, Zerus. You know the policy. You know that woman’s life will be the price when you leave. ”

Tears streamed down her face again and she quickly wiped them away. Fender was still carrying him and he could see no fear in its eyes now staring at the three men blocking their path.

“I did all the orders of this organization. Three years is the talk. I have the right to leave. ”

He was suddenly overcome with fear when a man carrying a cigarette pipe laughed and slowly inhaled there. “Zerus, you make me laugh so much. No one can leave this organization, you know that. ”

"F-fender ..." it almost drew on his lips when he said its name.

"Two days with a corpse in a room, how do you feel Blessy?"

“Fender,‘ don’t! ” he quickly uttered the matter. She could clearly see the irritability of the man from whom she was now. The veins in its neck almost burst and it holds back.

“Your woman is kind. It doesn't suit someone like us who has a dark job in the organization. ” They laughed at the same time.

He wanted to know what organization the pina was they will say but he has no strength. He was confined for two days in a room with an empty stomach, even water. He’s weak ‘cause that’s the truth.

“Fuck it! Blessy? Blessy! ”

He is deaf. He heard nothing. Slowly he closed his eyes even though he didn't want to do that. Something grabbed his sight and Fender's handsome face became blurred in him. He lost consciousness and darkness enveloped him.



HE WAS in a room when he woke up. He immediately got up and called the young man's name. Tears welled up in his eyes when he saw that it was just beside him and staring at him intently. He quickly hugged her tightly and he could hear the soft rattle of her voice.

"I'm sorry."

"Shhh ... What are you, I'm still alive but you're making me cry."

"But you almost lost me the second time!"

He sighed at the look of anger in Fender's eyes as it moved away from him and held his face. He sees mixed emotions in its eyes but anger dominates there.

“Forgive me Blessy if I don't find you right away. When I woke up, I was on an island and alone. You don't. The only thing I remember, we were at home and suddenly someone threw a chemical into the air to make us lose consciousness. I didn’t mean to endanger your life. I didn't mean to put you in this situation. ”

He smiled affectionately and gently stroked her cheek. She was traumatized but she knew that this, that every love she makes, has a reward.

"I'm happy to see we're both okay."

“You’re mad at‘ me, Blessy. Please, be angry. ” His head rested on his shoulder and he could feel the pain he was carrying now.

He shook quickly. Why would he be angry with the man who saved his life over and over again?

"Zerus."

He was startled when suddenly a woman entered. She was almost amazed at how beautiful it was that everyone was wearing red. It looked at them without emotion, especially at him. It was as if he were embracing his whole being just by looking at it.

"Fender, w-who is he?" She looked at Fender for a moment away from him to observe his face but nothing changed in his reaction. The presence of the beautiful woman in front of them and looking up at them seemed to matter.

"Zerus Craige, we're leaving."

"F-fender ..." he whispered softly in the young man's name. She just stared at him and still didn't lose the anger she could see in the young man's eyes.

“Ramona is the first. I'll follow." It holds his hand and makes him feel ‘don’t be afraid.

"Okay."

When he heard the noise of the woman's heels. It's gone.

“She has left. Don't you want to follow him? ”

“I can’t leave you. We will be watched here. I don’t care if the organization I come from dies with me because from the very beginning, you have been the reason why I live. ”

It was as if something went down his throat when he said those words. He averted his gaze so that it would not notice the watering in his eye. Fender is also one of the reasons he lives. She was very indebted to the young man so even though she was alive, she was willing to give it to the man.

“W-who are they really? What organization do you have, huh? What happened to you during the few years you were gone? ” he asked emphatically here. Only now did he have the courage to ask things that, even to him, were difficult to pronounce.

"Blessy." His grip tightened on his hand. It stared at him intently. Her soul was swallowed up and she could not read the contents of the mind of the man in front. It was too deep and for a moment he groped with the emotion it showed him now. This is not Fender.

"S-tell me," he whispered softly.

He caressed her cheek and kissed her hand. As his gaze remained fixed on what it would do next. He was even more confused. She trusted the man she loved but in those moments, she was confused by what he had done. Didn’t Fender trust him? Why doesn't it tell him everything?

"Fender ..."

"I'm a hired killer."

Four letters. Four letters that shocked Blessy but instead of getting angry and hating the man she loved. His love for it prevailed. His cheeks warmed and tears slowly welled up in his eyes as he silently stared at Fender, he waited for what it would say next. He had no right to judge the young man because of the corner of his heart, he knew he was one of the reasons why it was like this today. He repeatedly reminded himself that even gaano it included, Fender would still be the one he would love and choose. They made a promise together and he would keep that promise to each other.

"I didn't tell you, I didn't let you know that this is the job I have. I went to an organization I shouldn't have joined in the first place ... ”he shook his head and covered half of his face with his hand.

"Fender ..." He just drew that word on his lip. He just let it speak. He had a big heart and a wide understanding. He will understand no matter how bad it says to him. He could understand even if it killed a few people. He will try to understand its situation.

“I killed many people in three years. During those years, I learned a lot and met people. I have been robbed of many living by innocent people. In the eyes of God, I am a sinful creature Blessy. Not one, two or three I killed. I can’t count that being true. I can't count because there is only one thing in my mind and heart when I kill my targets, you and your dreams. ”

She bit her lip so hard that she couldn't stop the granular tears that flowed freely into her eyes. It was painful, very painful especially and that came right out of Fender's mouth. This is the first time it has told a story. Even he knew. Even though he knew that this was the line of the job he entered, he pretended not to know and at that point he wanted someone to cry.

He rested his head on its chest and there sobbed. Her heart ached as if it would tear in many parts. Why is this with destiny on them?

“I am sorry Blessy. I’m sorry if I didn’t tell you, I’m sorry because this is the job I entered. This is the work I brought to life for you. ”