66 - Sobbing

A long silence after he told everything to the man in that dark and cold cave. The cold was watching his muscles but he didn't bear the thing but the pain he was feeling. She doesn't want to cry anymore but splits her heart in pain. Her heart was divided at the memory that the person she loved was not the wrong person. She did not betray the man she first loved but destiny itself betrayed the two of them and played with them too much.

Her silent crying and Fender's quiet reaction hurt her heart even more. There is no sin in the man who has done nothing but love and protect her. It's not a sin…

"Blessy…" he felt his hand on his cheek and wiped his tears without saying goodbye. It was as if it could see him even though it was dark all around.

He no longer waited for anything to say. Impit burst into tears as she hugged him and finally cried on the man's chest. He just let her cry and cry while his hand was on her back and gently caressed her.

"I'm sorry… I never thought I would bring such a big mess into your life."

She sobbed and bit her lip hard. Her tears were just falling and she had no intention of stopping them. He just cried and cried as if only Fender could settle him.

“Don't apologize. Because if anyone should apologize here, it's me. That's Fender. ” Sobbing he promises.

It hurts to think that even in his mind, he is being toyed with to think that Fender is the cause of all his suffering when in fact, he is the real reason why the life of the man in front of him today has become like this. He has the reason but it is he who is brave enough to push it away. He is the reason why it is like this today. He is the real culprit why. He was the one who betrayed and turned away from the promise of the two of them. She turned away and studied to become a full-fledged nun while she had Fender Hearts promised in Iceland that she would marry and be loved for life. She became a traitor to the love that the two of them had promised the man. His brain forgot but his heart remembered but he still turned away from the promise of the two of them.

“Shh…‘ Don’t even cry. You are really ugly! ”

He laughed at what it said. Only now did he remember everything. He thought, all his memories came back forever, no. Part of his memory has forgotten the past. He doesn't know why but there is only one thing he can say now that everything is back, the man is innocent. It is not a sin.

She felt his tight embrace on her. It was so tight and even though he couldn't see anything because of the extreme darkness, he felt Fender's shoulder shake at his side. It's crying.

"F-fender." He was ready to let go of her embrace but he had no intention of separating their bodies.

“Don't move. Just let me hug you. ”

She nodded and let the man hug her tightly and cry on her shoulder. He was hurt by the situation of the two of them. It hurts him why they have become destiny’s favorite toy. Because the truth is, now that all his memories are back, his love for it deepens even more in his heart. He felt even more the love they had also been deprived of time for several years.

"Blessy," he said weakly.

"W-why?"

“I don't remember anything in the past between the two of us but I've heard enough now how important you are in my life. What are you in my life. My heart feels that and the God you serve is angry, I will take you with me. I will not let you disappear from my life again. I will not let time drive us away. I can play massacre especially now that I know you are the one missing in the past. Nothing can separate us. ”

"P-but…"

“We were the first to promise. I am your first promise. ”

He could not answer. There was a point to this and no matter how hard he tried to deny it, his heart was whispering that he was still the one he loved. It still is and nothing has changed.

“She will be a full -fledged nun—”

He didn’t finish what he wanted to say when Fender cut it off with a kiss. The kiss it gave was warm and at that moment, no resistance escaped his throat. She let the young man feel her lips.

And from the dark and cold corner of that cave, the man embraced her full of love and care. The cave witnessed all the love they tried by chance but now it burns even more in their hearts.



A LARGE house is buzzing ad in Blessy's eyes as she got off the yacht. They were with a man he knew by the name of Uno. Like Fender, it also has a lot of tattoos on the body. One that caught his attention was the face of the woman tattooed on the side of its neck.

“Yow Zerus my man, I own this resort. Let me just remind you that this whole place is secured and Hayes will not be able to see it anywhere he looks. I protect the whole place and all you have to do is take care of my belongings, especially my house. ”

“How about Ramona?”

"Hmm, she doesn't know this place." It grinned.

As he just firmly held Fender's hand. It’s like that’s where he draws strength. Just yesterday, she was still pushing the man away and now, she is completely with him without saying goodbye to Mother Jean.

“And Blessy”

He looked at Uno as he called his name. He was frightened by its steady stares as if eating people.

"Thank you."

"Huh?"

"Nothing." It shrugged and turned back to Fender. “Here’s the key. You know where to contact me, man, ”he said and smiled.

"Yeah, thanks."

His gaze followed it as he boarded the yacht. It waved at them and it turned around and headed inside the yacht. He turned to the man next to him who was now staring at him. It loaded him quickly and he couldn't help but scream in panic.

“I never dreamed. I'm really with you. I'm really with the woman who drove me crazy then and now. "

Suddenly his face warmed at its loosest words. He looked down, especially as he kept coming back to his mind that they were alone inside the cold cave. She repeatedly claimed that she had almost no intention of stopping if she had not complained that her womanhood was already sore and her hip was already sore.

“Nothing can separate‘ tin here, love. I will never let the past happen again. ”

He did not utter a word. He just smiled in sudden response and Fender started to step forward ‘not letting go of him. He was just on his arm and pangko. They were like newlyweds who went on their honeymoon.

"Maybe Father Felipe and Mother Je are worried about me—"

"My friend Uno will handle them."

“But—”

“It's stingy to be stingy, Blessy, but I have no intention of giving you back to them. Because first of all, you are mine. ”

He blushed and blushed even more. He had nothing to say. He just let it go because he knew everything it said against them was true.

The empty house opened before his eyes. The house is big but there is nothing to see even a sofa or table. He wanted to ask Fender why Uno's house looked like a skeleton.

"This house of Uno is high tech."

He was surprised when all the furniture in the house suddenly appeared when Fender hit the black wall that his eyes could not see.

"Love," Fender called softly to him.

“Why—” His words were cut short when his eyes hit her naked body. His cheeks quickly warmed up as he stared at her body.

It was only then that he realized that he had more tattoos now than before they were together. But instead of looking dirty on a man's body, it fits better. It's a manly look.

"Stop staring at me like that, love."

He looked at it and their eyes met. He had changed his clothes and finished taking a bath. Impossible to imagine, there were clothes ready and all of the women’s clothes that were there, fit her. He almost sank to the ground as well as internally, someone was also ready and he didn't want to ask Uno about that. How it found out his size.

He slowly stepped to replace it and quickly hugged the young man. She will not cry. He will not cry because this is what he chose. He has already made a decision, even if God punishes him for this decision. Now that he had all the memories back, there was no reason to keep pushing it away from him. A few years is enough. It is enough to stare at each other in the dark.

"Do you remember me?" it was almost a whisper that came out of his mouth but he knew the young man could hear it.

“Whether I remember it or not, I don't care about that anymore. What matters to ‘me, right now, is with you.”

A long silence followed. He just felt her heart pounding as he caressed her hair.

Later, he stroked it and stroked its tattoo on the body. He missed nothing even the tiniest thing engraved. He was just stunned when he managed to look at its side.

"Blessy…?" he sighed when he read his name.

He looked up and stared at it in amazement. Still new just that gothic tattoo and a span long.

"I think of Uno."

"Why?"

"My heart dictates."

He bit his lip and ‘couldn’t help but smile at his lips. It smiled affectionately despite its frightening aura. He kissed her hand and pinched his nose.

“Stay here,” he said, “I'm going to make our dinner tonight. I know you’re hungry. ”

At Fender's words, his stomach suddenly rumbled. He refused to cover his stomach but it got worse. Laughing, he shook her and kissed her forehead and then turned around naked.

He just stared at its wide back and decided to lie down on the bed. His shoulder still hurts. His wound has not healed yet but he knows that he will also be okay here at the resort that he does not know where in the Philippines.

He thought earlier, they would be late. He was about to be attacked when his friend Uno appeared in front of the waterfall; carrying a gun and wearing a cap. He thought before, it was an opponent but when Fender said the man was his friend and he faced it, he calmed down.

Moments later he closed his eyes and unconsciously fell asleep.