Chapter twenty eight 2

understanding?


"Yeah..."
"So you will leave Cardi and be with me right?"She cupped my face.I was in a dilemma.All I saw in her eyes was desperations and an expectation of a Yes.

"We will make love, eat pizza,go to dates and live happily ever after..."She continued.I wish it was easier Jemima.My life is not in my hands anymore.My fans control it, my surname control it, my status control it
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"Jemima, is not that easy."I blew a heavy breath.

"So you don't like me?" She bit her lips, her eyes everywhere but not on me.

"I didn't say that..."

"Then what?"

What is these women today? Is there love yourself more than a man deficiency or is it force a man to do your binding syndrome?

"One step at a time.I just can't change my life with a snap..." I explained louder than intended.

"Point taken.Kindly put me down"

"Jemima..."

"No Drake, your point was clear..."She slowly unwrapped her legs from waist and I stepped back so she could stand on her feet.

"Jemima, I am sorry I lied to you.I am sorry I didn't tell you about Cardi.My life as a celebrity and a footballer is so hectic..." I tried sounding as convincing as possible.

"Prove it then that you are sorry?"She said Icily.

"I..."

"Drake baby...Why are you keeping me waiting?"My heart fell on the stomach.I swallowed the lump in my throat scared of what is to come.Jeez.I almost forgot she was still here.

The atmosphere suddenly became arctic. Jemima's eyes are watering when she turns to looks at me.They are filled with the hurtful question why.I turned around to finally look at the devil herself and she has a bedsheet wrapped around her..I am sure my eyes fell of their sockets, like what the fuck?

"Are you not going to introduce me to our guest?"

"Chacha, what are you doing?" I raged.

"Oooops!I am sorry people..." She uttered a fake apology.

"I think I should go..." Jemima stammered in a hoarse voice.

"Jemima?" I turned to her but she looked down, her cheeks so wet.

"Don't Drake...I will never be good enough..."

"Did I interrupt something?"

"No, I am the one at the wrong place..."

"Jemima, she is lying.There is nothing between us.She is a manipulative bitch..." I exploded.

"It's never your fault.You are that perfect Drake who is always wronged.People wrong you, people hurt you but you never hurt them..." There was this coldness in Jemima's eyes that I have never seen before.The screeching pain in her voice shattered me.It's not what she was seeing but as usual Chacha trapped me and made me hurt the person who means the world to me.

"I know I am the worst person in the whole universe but this time I didn't hurt you.I wouldn't do that to you after the LA incidence..." I could feel tears at the corner of my eyes.

"And what are you doing now?A girl is in your apartment naked wrapped in your bedsheet.What am I supposed to believe?What the fuck do you mean by you are not hurting me Drake?" Her palms flattened against my chest and pushed me but I only staggered

"Jemima..?"

"No, I am done with this madness and this time Drake I mean it.I don't know how but I mean it... " She wiped her tears with the back of her hands and sighed.

"Don't be done..." I begged almost going down on my knees.She reached for the door knob and I placed my hand on hers,"Believe me Jemima..."

"I do Drake, you will never change..."

I immediately drop my hand from hers and pulled back. I didn't chase her as she walked away because I didn't have an idea on how to fix this.Instead I stood there broken, running a hand through my hair in confusion."She seems like a good girl..."

I turned around and charged towards her like an enraged panther."You have crossed all the limits.How dare you do that to my Jemima?" I shook her by her arms vigorously that I am sure she felt pain.

"It's because I love you..."

"Stop saying that!" I raise my hand ready to slap her when my mother's words echo in my head.Only a coward hits a woman.

"I want you out of my house now!" I began pushing her towards the door.

"It sees she is also your victim.You have hurt her like you did me..."

"Don't ever compare yourself to Jemima.You are not even a molecule of what she is..."

"You like her, don't you?"

"Just leave before I kick you out..."

"Why do you hurt us like this"

"Us, Chacha calling you a woman is a disgrace.You are so cheap that just looking at you disgust me.Nothing can turn me on." I scanned her disgustingly, gritting my teeth."Stop!" She yelled, her dam breaking forth.

"Just leave..."

"I am going to tell Cardi you are cheating on her..."

"Damn!Do you think she will believe that whore who seduced her boyfriend once upon a time or her dear boyfriend who is perfect Infront of the camera?You are so delusional..."I grabbed her by the arm and threw her out of my apartment.

"What about my clothes?"

"Go wait for them on the other side.I will throw them over the balcony for you..." I snarled."What does thisJemima girl have that I don't?"

"Dignity and self respect..."

"But she is not your type?"

"That's the thing..My type is disgusting and rotten.I need change..." I slammed the door on her