42- Pictures of you

I always feel I am protected for my angels

For now, you have two tasks: the first one is to stop writing to Paola. And to gradually distance yourself from her in your daily life. The second one is to start redirecting your libido from you towards Melisa.
What if I feel the need to write to her?
Do something you enjoy - She smiled at me. There was no hidden meaning in her smile, I smiled back.
I'm serious - I said sternly - I can't focus on anything else when I want to write - I pleaded - What could I do?
Every time you want to write to Paola and you're with Mel, try making love to her.
That's absurd - I said impatiently - I won't be able to do it.
Give it a try.
My mind will be somewhere else.
Your body will get used to her, pushing your energy towards her. Live in the present.
I don't write about Paola for her to read it, or for her to fall in love with me, I write about her to make sure that later, when I'm 30, 40 or 50 years old, I can remember how I felt when I loved her.
I understand, but by writing to her, you keep her present, and that doesn't help you. You're forbidden from writing to her, understood? - She looked at me with joy and confidence - That's your task - she said - We'll talk directly about your relationship with Melisa next week, okay?
Thank you very much, doctor. - I said politely, standing up from my chair and walking to the door.
Goodbye. - I looked at her languidly and embraced her with my gaze.
Goodbye, Anastasia, and change that look of sad eyes. Girl with pretty eyes.

For now, you have two tasks: the first one is to stop writing to Paola. And to gradually distance yourself from her in your daily life. The second one is to start redirecting your libido from you towards Melisa.
What if I feel the need to write to her?
Do something you enjoy - She smiled at me. There was no hidden meaning in her smile, I smiled back.
I'm serious - I said sternly - I can't focus on anything else when I want to write - I pleaded - What could I do?
Every time you want to write to Paola and you're with Mel, try making love to her.
That's absurd - I said impatiently - I won't be able to do it.
Give it a try.
My mind will be somewhere else.
Your body will get used to her, pushing your energy towards her. Live in the present.
I don't write about Paola for her to read it, or for her to fall in love with me, I write about her to make sure that later, when I'm 30, 40 or 50 years old, I can remember how I felt when I loved her.
I understand, but by writing to her, you keep her present, and that doesn't help you. You're forbidden from writing to her, understood? - She looked at me with joy and confidence - That's your task - she said - We'll talk directly about your relationship with Melisa next week, okay?
Thank you very much, doctor. - I said politely, standing up from my chair and walking to the door.
Goodbye. - I looked at her languidly and embraced her with my gaze.
Goodbye, Anastasia, and change that look of sad eyes. Girl with pretty eyes.

For now, you have two tasks: the first one is to stop writing to Paola. And to gradually distance yourself from her in your daily life. The second one is to start redirecting your libido from you towards Melisa.
What if I feel the need to write to her?
Do something you enjoy - She smiled at me. There was no hidden meaning in her smile, I smiled back.
I'm serious - I said sternly - I can't focus on anything else when I want to write - I pleaded - What could I do?
Every time you want to write to Paola and you're with Mel, try making love to her.
That's absurd - I said impatiently - I won't be able to do it.
Give it a try.
My mind will be somewhere else.
Your body will get used to her, pushing your energy towards her. Live in the present.
I don't write about Paola for her to read it, or for her to fall in love with me, I write about her to make sure that later, when I'm 30, 40 or 50 years old, I can remember how I felt when I loved her.
I understand, but by writing to her, you keep her present, and that doesn't help you. You're forbidden from writing to her, understood? - She looked at me with joy and confidence - That's your task - she said - We'll talk directly about your relationship with Melisa next week, okay?
Thank you very much, doctor. - I said politely, standing up from my chair and walking to the door.
Goodbye. - I looked at her languidly and embraced her with my gaze.
Goodbye, Anastasia, and change that look of sad eyes. Girl with pretty eyes.For now, you have two tasks: the first one is to stop writing to Paola. And to gradually distance yourself from her in your daily life. The second one is to start redirecting your libido from you towards Melisa.
What if I feel the need to write to her?
Do something you enjoy - She smiled at me. There was no hidden meaning in her smile, I smiled back.
I'm serious - I said sternly - I can't focus on anything else when I want to write - I pleaded - What could I do?
Every time you want to write to Paola and you're with Mel, try making love to her.
That's absurd - I said impatiently - I won't be able to do it.
Give it a try.
My mind will be somewhere else.
Your body will get used to her, pushing your energy towards her. Live in the present.
I don't write about Paola for her to read it, or for her to fall in love with me, I write about her to make sure that later, when I'm 30, 40 or 50 years old, I can remember how I felt when I loved her.
I understand, but by writing to her, you keep her present, and that doesn't help you. You're forbidden from writing to her, understood? - She looked at me with joy and confidence - That's your task - she said - We'll talk directly about your relationship with Melisa next week, okay?
Thank you very much, doctor. - I said politely, standing up from my chair and walking to the door.
Goodbye. - I looked at her languidly and embraced her with my gaze.
Goodbye, Anastasia, and change that look of sad eyes. Girl with pretty eyes.I understand, but by writing to her, you keep her present, and that doesn't help you. You're forbidden from writing to her, understood? - She looked at me with joy and confidence - That's your task - she said - We'll talk directly about your relationship with Melisa next week, okay?
Thank you very much, doctor. - I said politely, standing up from my chair and walking to the door.
Goodbye. - I looked at her languidly and embraced her with my gaze.