12. Virgin no more

I looked at him, took his hand, and laid back beside him.

"I'm sorry, I think I'm a bit nervous."

"I know, that's why I'm taking it slow. I thought you need it. But,"

Maybe it was the virgin thing, maybe he's one of those guys who's turned off by it.

Or maybe he actually likes you, Ella?

"...you like me?"

"I do, and honestly, I have issues too, nervous also about us," Brice put his hand on my face and looked at me intensely, he lowered himself down and put his other hand on my waist.

Issues? nervous about us?
Did he know about me?
That I'm his stalker fan?
That one user name is not enough for me to quenched my thirst for him?

"Issues?"

Step back Ella
Careful...

He didn't reply when he gave me the sweetest kiss, his hand didn't move from my waist and I could feel his possessive hold on me. We were kissing for the longest until I felt his hard length to my side.

I was wet when his fingers were back to pleasuring me, I didn't say anything, I was feeling different things from him.

"Ella, tell me when you want me to stop, okay?"

"Okay,"

He was gone for a couple of seconds and took something from his bedside drawer. I know it was a condom when I hear the tear and he was back on top of me.

"Ella, baby, do you still want me?"

Of course my honey bun bun...

"Yes,"

"They say..."

"Brice,"

"Yeah?

"...you're killing me with the anticipation here."

He smiled and aligned himself on top of me, I can feel his hardness between my legs when he whispered in my ear, telling me to wrap my legs to his waist. My mind was remembering the porn scene I watched earlier and I quickly imitate and did just as he asked me.

But I didn't expect him to groaned and kiss me deeper when I was feeling his tip to my entrance.

"Don't move," he trailed his kisses to my neck after saying it, his hands were grasping my hands, entwining his fingers with mine, putting them above my head. His woodsy scent of cologne invades my senses and I was aroused by the simple fact that his weight was slightly crushing me.

His body heat was making my body burn with desire, his kisses devour my lips as I surrender to his hunger. And when he pushes deeper, my fingers grasp his tighter, I was whimpering when I felt him thrust his way into me. He groaned and breathed heavily in my ear.

"Ella, you're doing so good baby, it'll feel better, I promised you." He said breathlessly while he kept his slow and steady pace.

And he was right, moments later, I was welcoming his thrusts. I was moaning louder as his girth fill and stretches me, my legs were wrapping his ass, tighter.

Oh, fuck! my legs are wrapping his ass!

Focus, Ella!

My mind was back to our sexy time when he was moaning my name louder. He let go of my fingers and rest his weight on his forearms, while my hands slithered to his chest. He was smiling while he kept on thrusting in and out, taking both of us closer.

I was insanely horny and told him to go faster. I arched my back from the neediness, and I was sinking my nails onto his back when I was reaching for my climax.

"So beautiful baby, I can't get enough of you..."

His words were taking me even higher and I climaxed from the sheer intensity of his thrusts. He was back to kissing me, then slow down. I can feel that he was still rock hard inside me, and we were back to kissing when he slowly pulled out and rest beside me.

"You haven't..."

"No, I haven't," his deep sexy voice made me giddy on the inside.

I was positioned to his front, my back was to his chest and he was planting small kisses on my back. He let out a breathless moan when he entered me from behind. I was still slick from my climax and hold his hands tighter as he thrusts from behind.

It took a while for him to let himself go, and it was amazing to see how he actually wait for me and we climaxed seconds apart.

He got up and helped me with my mess, I was mortified when I saw the bloodstain on his damp towel but he told me not to worry about it.

I rest my head to his chest and he took my hand as we cuddled naked under the comforter.

"So, how are you still single?"

He chuckled and asked about how I was feeling.

"I'm good Brice, I lost my virginity, I didn't just fall off a tree." I was back to inhaling his woodsy scent, and liking how he was kissing the top of my head and inhaling my freshly shampooed hair.

"I dated, casually, and with my schedule, I never get past the second date. Until you, so...it's been a while for me. How about you? how are you still a virgin?"

"Well, I'm saving myself for you." I laughed nervously, and tell him it was a joke.

I wish, hey, maybe it wasn't a joke.
After all this time.
Huh... imagine that?

"No, I guess I haven't find the right guy."

"So, I'm the right guy?"

"Yeah, didn't see the left one, so I guess..."

He laughed and we continue talking about his plans for the next couple of months.

"We can still video chat, this is why I might be coming on too strong. I can't leave, not before I claim you as mine." He paused as if he was taken back from his words, but he was quick to mask it by asking me about my plans.

"I guess I will be busy painting, and pestering my roommate and also our neighbors." I looked at my watch and realized it was midnight already.

"I should really go back,"

"You know, you can always stay? ...I'm sorry, too fast?" he asked and I nodded, giving him my smile.

"Too soon, I still need my blankie."

"I'm going to miss you, talking to you, seeing you, hearing you moan my name..." he whispered and pulled me closer to his side, Brice teased me with his kisses and I was flattered by his act of not wanting to let me go home.

I was getting myself comfortable in his arms when his phone buzzed.

"Sorry,"

"No worries, you should get that. I'll go get dress."

I leave him to his phone, while half part of me was curious about who was contacting him in the middle of the night.

His bathroom was again grey, but at least he has a white sink and other white bathroom stuff. I just finished putting my underwear back on and grin when I saw the reddening skin on my tummy, my neck, and just above my right nipple.

"Ella, do you want a cup of coffee before I take you back?"

He startled me when he came into the bathroom without knocking. I was still in my underwear when he looked at my body from the bathroom mirror.

"I have sensitive skin, your short beard, they grazed my skin,"

"Even more beautiful, I should leave love bites next time." He whispered and kissed my temple.

"So, coffee?"

"Yeah, sure."

He leaves me to finish dressing up and I joined him in his kitchen for coffee before we go back to my place.

The midnight caller was never discussed, and we had our goodbye kiss at my apartment door. I didn't invite him in because I didn't want to wake up Gemma and told her about our night. I just want to go back to my room and smile myself to sleep.

And that night, that was exactly what happened. Gemma must've falls asleep already and I was thankful for that.