♥ Chapter 45♥

Yara Voss. 

When we finally get back to the hotel, it's already night. The day was full of activities. Kael and I spent hours wandering around Paris, visiting shops, eating in charming restaurants, and he made a point of showing me some tourist attractions that I hadn't seen yet. But despite all these distractions, my mind can't forget what happened between us in the dressing room. That experience changed something in me. I had never felt anything like it before.

Sex was something I rarely thought about. Not that I wasn't curious, but it was never a priority. However, after what happened with Kael, a new desire awakens within me. The desire to give myself to them, for real. Just imagining it makes my body feel warm again. But along with this desire comes fear. I don't know if I'm ready. What if it hurts? How do I talk about this with them? Just thinking about how to approach this subject makes me embarrassed.

I find myself distracted by these thoughts, looking out the car window as we pass through the bright streets of Paris. The city seems like a dream, but my mind is racing. Suddenly, the car door opens, and Kael is there, smiling, with his hand outstretched to me.

''Are you okay, my love? '' he asks, his eyes fixed on me, seeming to notice how embarrassed I am.

''Yes... just tired. '' I quickly agree, trying not to look at him for too long. ''Today was quite... intense. '' I look away, feeling my cheeks burn.

He lets out a low laugh, the one that always messes with me, making me even more embarrassed.

''Yes, it was quite intense. It is very good. '' He says, with a mischievous smile on his lips.

My heart races. I know exactly what he's referring to. My face gets even redder.

''K-Kael, stop...'' I murmur, unable to face him, my voice coming out almost as a whisper.

He laughs again, but this time his tone is softer.

''Alright, I will stop. '' he says, although I'm sure he loves leaving me like this, all embarrassed.

Suddenly, I hear the elevator doors open, seeing Damien and Magnus coming towards us.

''Welcome back. ''Magnus greets us, with his warm smile.

I give a shy smile back.

'' Thanks. '' I reply.

Damien, as always, is the first to embrace me in his kindness, kissing my cheek.

'' How was your day? Did you have fun? '' he asks, looking at me with that affectionate expression that makes my heart warm.

''Yes, it was fun. '' I respond, trying to sound natural. ''Kael showed me several places, and we ate a lot.

Magnus comes over and kisses my forehead, his touch always calming me.

''We're glad you had fun, my love. '' he says, his affectionate tone melting me inside.

I smile, but I can barely pay attention to what he's saying because my mind starts to wander again. I look at Magnus and Damien's lips, and suddenly the image of them doing... that... flashes through my head. My God! I feel my face instantly turn red. The mere idea makes me want to dig a hole and hide.

Damien seems to realize how disconcerted I am and frowns, worried.

'' Everything is fine, love? Did something happen? Your face is red. '' he asks, clearly confused by my reaction.

Before I can respond, I hear Kael's low chuckle beside me.

''Ah, something perfect happened. '' he says, maliciously, and I almost explode with embarrassment.

''Kael! '' I exclaim, my face completely flushed. The shame is so much that I can barely stand there. ''I-I'll go ahead... I want to take a shower.

I don't even wait for them to respond. Furthermore, I simply run to the elevator and press the button for the floor we are on. As soon as the doors close, I take a deep breath and cover my face with my hands.

"Kael is an idiot! My God, what do I do now? I'm sure he's telling them everything. My God, what a shame!" I think, feeling my cheeks burn even more.

When the elevator doors open, I run towards the suite, without looking around. I need a moment alone, away from them all. I quickly enter the room and run to my suitcase, grabbing my pajamas. Likewise, I don't even want to think about the possibility of one of them coming here to talk now. I run to the bathroom, close the door and lock it, feeling a little safer.

I take off my clothes and run into the shower. The hot water from the shower pours over me, but my mind keeps spinning. I never thought that my first sexual experience would be in a dressing room... and in public! What kind of madness is this? The worst thing of all is that, despite the shame and embarrassment, I can't stop thinking about how good it felt. My mind keeps going back to that moment, to the way Kael made me feel. I never imagined something like this could be so... intense.