Confused

Soraya walked behind Kimberly with all the strange thoughts going through her head. Robert William Stanley, mysterious websites, strange rumors and porcelain dolls. Soraya kept thinking about that.

"You seem confused, what happened?" Kimberly asked. His sharp eyes glanced at Soraya who was walking one step behind him.

"No, nothing. Can I ask something?"

"Oh yeah? What is that?"

"Uhm... what do you think if there is an adult man who likes porcelain dolls and collects them. Do you think that is normal or-"

"I don't know!"

"Hum?"

"I don't know about other people, but if that's the case, I think someone like that is definitely very ridiculous. Especially if he's an adult man who isn't married and has children."

"I-is that so?"

"Yes, I don't think you need to cover it up because you're not someone who is difficult to predict, Soraya!"

"W-what do you mean?"

"I mean the person you're talking about is Robert William Stanley. Isn't that right?"

"Huh? T-that-" Soraya stammered. He didn't know he was so predictable like this. For him it was very surprising.

"No matter where you look, it's clear that you really have a crush on him. Even your sketchbook is starting to be filled with pictures of his face." Kimberly continued to give frontal and very frank arguments to Soraya who couldn't even lift her face because she was too embarrassed by what Kimberly thought of her.

Seeing Soraya who stopped walking, Kimberly thought about doing the same thing considering that her words just now seemed to make Soraya feel a little confused and confused.

"Just forget it!"

"W-what?"

"Everything I said earlier, forget it! Alright, we'd better go back to the dormitory now!" He said as he walked away again.

Soraya still didn't move, her heart was beating very fast. Many questions suddenly appeared in his head after hearing what Kimberly said about herself and her feelings.

"Did I really fall in love with him?"

"Kimberly, wait a minute!" he shouted spontaneously. Soraya didn't know why she suddenly called Kimberly, who was already 7 meters in front of her.

Hearing Soraya's scream, Kimberly immediately stopped in her tracks and looked back. Kimberly seemed to realize that she had just influenced an innocent girl who was already trapped in the real world. Even though he didn't mean to confuse Soraya, he really hated seeing someone who had a weak heart.

"What's wrong? Why are you still there?"

"I think you're wrong! I don't have any special feelings for Mr. Robert, just like the others, I just feel a lot of admiration for him. Yes, just admiration for a very talented person like him. That's all!"

"Is it true?" Kimberly asked with a frown. He couldn't just believe it.

"O-of course!" Soraya answered with incomplete confidence. Even though he showed a look full of confidence, there was doubt in his eyes.

"Listen Soraya, I think you've misunderstood! I don't care who the person you like is, even if it's Robert William Stanley. I don't think I really care, I just want to warn you to be careful of him!"

"Why do you dislike him so much? Have you ever had a bad experience with him?"

"Not directly! But if you want to know why, I have been a person who has had very high sensitivity since childhood. A strong feeling that makes me feel that something bad will happen, including someone who I believe is not a good person."

"So you're saying Mr. Levi isn't a good person, is that it?"

"Good or not, I just don't know who he really is. But I'm sure there's something he's hiding from that sickeningly flat expression."

"Kim, I think you're exaggerating a little. Just because someone rarely smiles doesn't mean they're a bad person."

"Hahahaha... what are you talking about? Geez, I don't believe you, much more naive than that idiot Diana. If I told her this, she would definitely scold me, but in her mind there must be one loophole that makes her doubt. As for you, you are too naive as a child. I don't know how your parents raised you, but I'm very sure that they didn't tell you how terrible this world is. I think they made the wrong decision by leaving you here alone!" After uttering a scathing sentence, Kimberly immediately left, leaving Soraya frozen in place.

No longer red, this time Soraya's face was pale. His heart, which was previously beating fast, slowly weakened. Kimberly was really gone and she didn't even say anything to defend herself. Soraya felt very ashamed of herself.

***

Soraya walked pensively through the dormitory corridor. Kimberly's words still remained in his mind, making him helpless. Soraya held the doorknob to her room and opened it without knocking.

Soraya forgot the real problem. In the room, Soraya saw Kerry and her lover having sex right on her bed.

"Huh?" Panicking, Soraya immediately closed the door.

He knew it was Kerry and believed he saw him and at a glance he could see Kerry's panicked face in the room. Soraya fell silent, she was very shocked. This was truly crazy, much crazier than his curiosity about the rumors.

Soraya felt very angry, her clenched hands were shaking. Once again he felt cheated by Kerry who promised he would never do it again. His eyes glanced at the clock on his hand which showed 5.40 in the afternoon. That meant it had been almost two hours since Soraya left the room and allowed Kerry to talk to her lover.

"Too much! He's really too much!"

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