Chapter 19 - Completely vulnerable.

He was perfect.  Every contour and muscular mound he possessed was intricately formed to the ultimate male specimen.

Her hands moved over the front of him trying to memorize every curve.

"My turn."

He said huskily claiming her mouth again.  At the same time his fingers moved over the front of her dress.

She barely felt a thing until the brush of his tips against her flesh as he pushed the edges of her dress apart. 
His hands were calloused and rough. They were the hands of a man who wasn't afraid of hard work, and from the feel of him everywhere, it was true. 

A moment later she felt her bra loosen, then his hands on her breasts.  She moaned against his mouth at the feeling.  He may have been aggressive, but he was so gentle in touching her. 

She may have actually thought about stopping him, but again, as soon as his tongue slid past her lips, she even forgot her own name.  Every thought to stop him flew away from her mind.

Nicholas bent down and swept her up in his arms, turned, and headed to her bed. She was so sinfully perfect, the first time they were together they had been drunk.

The details were hazy and they had rushed through it, they barely had time to enjoy every moment like they were doing now.

It was more than just a quick release for Nicholas, it was an insatiable hunger and he had been presented with a feast that he fully intended to enjoy.

He wanted her in the bed where he could take his time with her and show her how bad he wanted her. 


Cara felt the soft mattress against her back when he laid her crossways on her large bed bringing his body on top of hers.  She could feel one of his large thighs move in between hers and the skin of his chest meeting hers.  All of this felt so right, so wonderful that she didn't want it to end.  Then he bent his head and took one of her breasts in his mouth and she cried out and tangled her fingers in his hair. 

Within seconds one of her thighs was over his hip and she was arching toward him.  This couldn't possibly be normal.  She was half insane when he lifted himself off of her.  She reached for him and he whispered to her to take off his pants.

She obeyed and started undoing the belt of his pants.  She didn't need encouragement this time.  In a few seconds it was on the floor at the foot of the bed, and her dress was halfway up her thighs and the straps were down her shoulders.  He separated the edges and looked down at her.

"I don't think I'll ever get tired of look at you Cara."

He said. 

She tried her best not to cover herself this time and he erected himself while reaching behind her and removing her lacy black bra with such dexterity she didn't even know he'd done it until she felt the material loosen.


He kissed her, caressed her and moved deliciously against her body until she started whispering his name breathlessly against this mouth.  Then he moved his attention lower. Much lower.  

"Oh God!"

Cara tangled her fingers in his hair and pulled while arching off the bed. 

At first she tried to get him to stop, but he was persistent, and after the first feel of his mouth and tongue, that was it! 

She was lost. 

There was no way she could stop him when she was already feeling that way.

Nicholas didn't stop what he was doing until he knew she was ready for him.  She trembled and cried out as she reached her first orgasm. 

He wasn't done yet.  It was going to be a long night and he was going to taste and touch every inch of her gorgeous body.   He sat back on his heels and moved his eyes down her naked satiated body with blazing heat before he bent and slid back up her slowly, seductively. 

Instantly she started to respond to him again. Then he lifted himself up and over her suspending himself above her on his arms.

"Tell me what you want Cara,"
he said huskily. 

"You, all of you." she breathed reaching for him. 

She wanted to touch him, feel him, she wanted him in her as deep as he could go.

 And Nicholas wanted her so bad that he'd literally kill to have her.

 He moved back over her taking her mouth under his as he settled in between her thighs.

"Wrap your legs around me," he said against her mouth.  She did. Then he moved forward carefully sinking into her. She gasped. 

“Fuck!!"she breathed. 

He felt so good. So so good.

He kissed her hard and long while moving further and further into her.  He was still trembling.

  Not just with restraint but anticipation.

He had never felt the way he was feeling before with a woman and he was determined to enjoy every damned moment of it.

That was why he slowed down, even while Cara was digging her claws into his back in anticipation for him being fully in her.

 Nothing felt even close to what he was experiencing in that moment, physically and emotionally.

"Please, please just go faster."

Cara begged as she sank her fingers into his back and Nicholas groaned a bit.

 Finally, with one last groan he pushed every single inch of himself into her and she groaned in pleasure.

  Every inch of him pulsed and shuddered with exquisite pleasure.  He arched his back and pushed deeper unable to get close enough.  Cara whimpered in pleasure and he lifted his head to look down at her.  

She could feel his whole body shiver and knew that he was trying his best to be gentle with her for some reason.

She didn't want him to be gentle with her, she wanted him to go hard on her. She wanted him pounding in her, fucking her senses out.

 
"Tell me how it feels," he said with his voice cracking huskily while moving out then back in. His thrusts were getting faster, the heat between them was growing.  

He reached down and moved his hand under her bottom to tilt her hips up to get deeper.  That did it. She tilted her head back as something inside seemed to come alive.

"It... It feels..."

He moved again, "Oh Nicholas—I can't" He grinned and covered her mouth with his thrusting his tongue deep into it to tangle with hers as he found a slow torturous rhythm that she responded to. 

He was tender and patient despite the overpowering urge to claim her roughly.  Yet, there was something about her that made him want to make love to her with all the patience in the world.

Cara didn't know why she kept calling out Nicholas's name, but it was the only thing on her lips and it was the only thing she kept calling as her toes curled in the sheets and as she neared her release.

She arched her back as her release drew closer, her eyes dilating and her body racking fully with impossible pleasure. Was it even normal to feel this way?

She had no idea.

No man had been able to pleasure her the way Nicholas was doing and she didn't think any man would measure.

"Nicholas."

She called again as a warning that she was closer to her release and Nicholas nodded.

He was also near his release. They came at the same time, their height of pleasure finally reaching a staggering release as Nicholas groaned out Cara's name and collapsed in her arms.



The light of the moon silhouetted through the blinds and cast a dim blue white glow on the bare skin of the lovers as they moved as one in a newly discovered realm of ecstasy.  

Cara could feel that pressure building again and she tightened her legs around his hips.  He must've known because he gave her exactly what she was thinking. Over and over again and for as long as she wanted it.
 
More—deeper—harder. 

She might have even whispered it in his ear. Soon she was calling out over and over again unable to keep it in. 

“Open your eyes Cara."

He said roughly while suspending himself on his forearms planted on either side of her head to reduce friction.  She did as he asked and saw his handsome face grow taught through the blur of her own desire. 

Then he bent his head and kissed her hard while emitting a deep visceral groan before bringing his full two hundred and ten pound muscular body down on her too slack to move.  Still, he kissed her, tenderly.  She finally opened her eyes to see him staring down at her.

 Then he reached up and moved her hair off her face, “Christ, I can't even begin to explain how amazing that was 

He bent his head and kissed her again.  Cara felt like weeping. 

What they had just done, what just happened, she had never felt that way before. And she knew it was very possible she wouldn't feel that way with someone else ever again.

She had given herself completely to him and it left her completely vulnerable and utterly at his mercy.