Married
Martina
I've become Madam Kurt since a month now. I wanted our wedding to be done in the most discreet way. We just invited our relatives. Tania and the boys made the trip, as well as Larry's parents. His mother seems very nice to me. Before the wedding, she tells me
"I'm happy that my son can finally stabilize his feelings. I prayed a lot that he would finally meet this woman who will lead him to commit. It can be seen that he loves you very much." She said with a hint of sincerity in her voice.
"Thank you Madame! Coming from you, that touches me deeply!" I answered all moved.
"Please call me Margo! And then, be a little smiling my daughter. It's still your wedding!" She said to lighten the mood.
Margo is a remarkable woman, very beautiful. I think Larry got his beauty from her. Unlike his mother, his father is not very talkative and our exchanges were limited to courtesy. He is very discreet and it is this character that Larry inherited from him. So much the better, because I like sober and discreet men. Our first meeting with Larry at Lorenzo's party in Yaoundé gave me the wrong opinion of him, yet he was quite the opposite. As for the reunion with Tania and the boys, they were very moving. We all hugged together for a long time. The others were crying, and I was also moved, even though my tears refused to come out, as usual. But I had a twinge in my heart to see them all there. Lam and Nathan were already men, let's say no more about Tania. The boys told me about their life in the United States. How they did in their studies. At the same time, they study and do a small job each.
"I'm so proud of you guys! You've become great men now." I say amazed by their maturity and bravery.
"We are the ones who continually give thanks to God for giving us a big sister like you. You have become our mum. Thank you mum Martina!" Lam told me in a voice full of emotion.
"Yes, Lam is right. I wonder what we would have become if you hadn't been so strong when mom died. Thank you for your sacrifices for us!" Nathan adds.
"Oh! Come here." I say hugging them again.
"Know that our mother is very proud of you wherever she is. And I am even more so."
We chatted for a long time, remembering the past. I was very happy and knew Mom should be proud of me where she is. I took care of my brothers as she asked me to. It was this mission and my thirst for revenge that kept me alive for a long time. When the boys have taken their leave, Tania and I are left alone.
"You can be proud of yourself big sister! You are more than a warrior." She begins, approaching me.
"It's funny, but I don't remember being when we were kids." I said trying to remember the past while making faces.
"Yeah! It was more like me 'Warrior Xena'." She said giggling.
"Yes. You liked problems and fights. And we always came to complain to dad about your behavior." I say pensive and nostalgic.
"Do you remember that?!" she exclaims, laughing.
"Of course! As if it were yesterday. And daddy telling you why you can't take an example from your big sister who is sweet and composed?" I added all melancholy.
"And I answered that I don't want to be pout like her. Oh the good old days! When dad was still our father?!" She said wistfully.
"And you, you had a very good heart, you were the most smiling, the sweetest and kindest girl I have ever known... How I would give anything to see you laughing and smiling again like in those days!" Use the wish while looking at me with teary eyes.
"You said the time well. We are in the present now and a lot of things have changed. Now I am no longer the sweet Martina that I was. It is part of the past. Life has forged me to "Being a warrior. That's the constraints of life. Either you're prey and you get eaten, or you're a predator and you eat to survive. That's how it is, you can't help it." " I say with a look full of harshness.
"Oh Martina! When will you let this hate and revenge pass?" She replies with a pleading look.
"Never Tania, do you hear me? Never! Even if I have to give up my life!" I exclaimed furiously.
"It will destroy you my sister. Look at you, you are young, rich, beautiful, soon you will marry a handsome rich man and you will have the most beautiful children I know..."
"It's not enough, as long as I haven't made those who made me suffer pay and deprive my mother of participating in this happiness." I replied angrily.
Tania says nothing more. She retires to her room while letting me come back from this jump in the past. She and I have always been accomplices. But this question of revenge has always separated us. I am certainly sad that it takes us a little further each day, but my thirst for revenge is still very great for me to abandon this quest now. I'm getting married tomorrow and I have to rest my head off so I don't have dark circles the next day. I really don't need to dwell on my painful past right now. So I take sleeping pills to find sleep and I don't take long to sleep. The next day was the wedding. I was simply dressed in a long white lace dress and lightly made up. But I was by far the most beautiful bride I've seen. The compliments of my mother-in-law, as well as Tania and the others confirm my idea. Lam takes me to the hotel where my handsome knight is waiting for me. He wears an elegant gray tuxedo. Larry is a handsome man, he looks like an athlete. He is tall, and his body is worked by sport. He would melt any woman. He takes me from my brother's hands and he is very moved. He crushes a tear that escapes from his cheeks. The pastor says mass and everything is done quickly. A reception is held in the afternoon at Larry's. This is where we have decided that I will live. I didn't want to leave my house, but my husband insisted that I had no choice but to surrender. It's also a big castle-like house he has. I'm going to decorate it to my liking after our honeymoon. My children get along wonderfully with Larry. He is a good father to them and adopted them right away. He admitted to me that he wanted a lot of children and I have no objection to that.
Once alone at the hotel, he tells me when we're on the bed
"You are a very sweet woman Mrs. Kurt." It wouldn't seem like it seeing you.
"Ah yes Mr. Kurt? What would we say then?" I asked between two kisses
"You have an imposing appearance and you impress from the first sight. I still wonder what courage I was animated to dare to speak to you about my feelings and the marriage." He said softly in his voice.
"I wonder that too. You broke my shell, my fortress and the wall that I had forged to prevent men from reaching me." I replied gently in my turn.
"I don't regret it sweetheart. He says placing a wet kiss on my neck that makes me shiver. "You are the most amazing woman I know. I love you my tigress." He said tenderly, while covering my body with kisses.
"I love you too my love !" I replied with sensuality.
Larry abruptly stops kissing me. He looks me straight in the eye and asks stammering
"Do you love me darling?!"
His gaze on me is as if his life depended on my answer to this question. I respond with a nod and tell her
"I thought I would never feel this again, but you were able to pierce my heart and take it. It's yours now. I love you Larry Kurt!"
I whisper the last sentence looking at him sensually. Larry is so moved that tears flow from his eyes. He captures my lips tenderly and we kiss with passion and passion. That night, Larry makes love to me passionately. I had the sweetest and most wonderful night of my life. Larry made me feel so good by making love to me. He is gentle and knows how to handle it.