Chapter 15: Our First Night

Chapter 15: Our First Night
Sydney
"Damn." This is the only word I can get out as Silas walks out of the bathroom with a towel slung dangerously low on his hips. This was the first time really seeing my mate 'fully' in the light. It was dark before in the forest, and I was looking away. He was more than attractive. He was perfect. His hair was still wet, and tiny droplets fell and rolled down his perfectly sculpted chest. I was mesmerized by these small droplets and watched with envy as they seemed to touch the same places I wanted to before being soaked up by the towel. I caught myself ogling him and tried to check if I was drooling discreetly. I have never wanted to be with anyone. I never really experienced sexual desire until right now. Oh, goddess, what have you given me?
Si stood there, a satisfied smirk on his face. His hands are resting on each hip, proudly placing himself on display for me. "Did you want something?" He raises his eyebrow and gives me a half-smirk.
His question had a double meaning even I could pick that up. I was staring for too long, and he invited me to continue. I know my face is as red as my hair, and I look down, trying to hide my face. I need to tell him why I came, and it wasn't for the view, although it's a bonus. "I wanted to apologize and ask…Ummm…" Silas startles me by walking over to the bed I'm sitting on.
He's standing right in front of me and tilts my chin up to meet his eyes. "I accept your apology. Are you going to let me help you as your mate and trust I'm on our side?" I can see the flash of blue in his dark eyes. It's not just from him but also his wolf Bram. It eases me. I know the goddess wouldn't mate me with someone who would betray me, but it was just hard for me.
"Please be patient with me. For so long, it was only my mother and me against the world, then I was alone. I've never…." He sits next to me on the bed, and I'm hyper-aware he's only in a towel. His intoxicating scent of sandalwood and lavender invades my nose, and I get lost in it.
"You've never what." He takes my hand in his and raises it to his lips. I'm in a trance as I become jealous of my own hand being kissed by those enticing lips. I feel relaxed as I did earlier today when we were together.
I need to be my true self, even if only a little bit. "I've never had any friends, and most of the males are scared of me or see me as a guy, so...Ummm…This is all new for me." I try and blink away the pain that's trying to surface in my eyes. "I don't know how to trust or let someone in. It's not that I don't want to I just don't know how." The blinking didn't work, and a single tear dampens my cheek.
Silas wipes it away with his thumb and caresses my cheek. "Please know that I would never hurt you. This might be hard for you to believe, but I have been betrayed a few times, and I've been looked down on by my own brothers more than I would like to admit. I will try my best not to be clingy and overbearing." He gives me a sweet smile and a chuckle.
I throw my head back and laugh. I feel a smile invade my face; it's the second one today. "Well, aren't we the pair! A couple of broken souls."
"Maybe we are not broken, just didn't have the right pieces to complete us." My voice catches in my throat. There he goes again with his honey words. "You should smile more. You're beautiful when you smile." I look down and bit my lip, trying to distract myself and not blush for the hundredth time today. Si tilts my head back up so gently to look at him and, with his thumb, pulls out my bottom lip. I get just a tiny taste of him. "What did you want to ask me just a second ago?"
I get lost in Si's dark eyes and feel almost hypnotized. "I wanted to ask you to stay in my room." I came out so breathy and needy. I look down, and I'm looking straight at Silas' towel-clad crotch. I know I'm red. I can feel the heat in my face, and I quickly turn away again. It's my only defense, and it doesn't work well, but it's all I got.
"Don't hide from me. I'll always be where you need me." He pulls my face up with both hands this time, and our faces are so close again. Is he going to kiss me again? I want him too so badly. I lick my bottom lip, and his eyes watch my mouth. He smirks and dives in.
I can feel my heart beating out of my chest. For the third time today, this gorgeous man has kissed me unabashed and with such need. I wrap my arms around his neck and tangle my hands in his short hair. I feel the heat not only in my cheeks but coursing through my whole body. I've never wanted anyone before, but I want him. I want him to be mine, and I wanted to be his.
Silas
I feel Sydney pull herself closer to me. I can smell her arousal taunting my nose. I pull her into my lap but fight the urge to throw her down on the bed and take her. I just slowly pull her to me, letting her legs dangle to one side. She's wearing shorts again, and I am so thankful. I don't want to go too fast or too far, but I want her. It's a want and a need I've never felt before. I want to mark her and claim her as my one and only for everyone to see. I want her to wear my mark and I hers.
I feel Sydney's hands slowly and hesitantly move down to my chest. I feel her breath catch as she's touching more than my hair for the first time. Her hands are warm and gentle. I tease her a little by flexing my peek, and she quickly moves her hands back to my hair.
I pull back a little and take Syd's hands out of my hair. I place her hand on my chest and whisper in her ear. "You can touch me. I am yours, and you are mine." I start to kiss and nibble her ear and neck. Her sweet, breathy moans will me on. Her hands roam my body, and I love how her hands feel on my skin.
Hearing her moan makes me want to hear her scream my name. I didn't know I could get harder than I already was, but each moan makes my dick throb. I can barely take it; I pick her up by her waist and move her, so she's straddling me. Her long legs folded on either side of me, and her tone butt, easily accessible in her shorts. I can't hold back. I slowly let my hands wander to her lower back and ever so carefully complete my mission. I have both my hands on her butt. I give it a little squeeze. It's so firm in my hands.
Sydney responds with a moan and rolls her hips forward, rubbing her pussy against my towel-covered dick. I want more. I move my hands down her thighs then up the bottom of her shorts to grope her bare ass. It's the most amazing ass I've ever felt. It's smooth, firm, warm, and fits in my hands perfectly. I squeeze harder, pushing her forward into my dick again. Sydney gasps at the contact but doesn't stop me. She sits up on her knees and pushes me down on the bed. Breaking our kiss but the flush on her face and the lust in her eyes tell me everything.
"If you keep provoking me, I won't be able to hold myself back." I push my hips up toward her. My towel slowly slipping off my lap. I am latterly pitching a tent right now.
Sydney has this lust-filled devilish look on her face. She giggles and pulls her shirt over her head. Oh, thank you, goddess.
I reach up and run my hands over her toned stomach and up to her bra. She's not what you would call busty, but she was perfectly proportional. She was athletic, and her toned body was a testament to that. "I don't think you need this." I take one hand around her back and pinche the clasp, freeing her breast.
Syd holds her bra in place nervously. "I want to see all of you." I tug on her arm, trying to pull it away.
"I'm not that attractive. I don't want you to be disappointed." How could she say that about herself? She was beautiful.
"With what I see, I couldn't be disappointed, plus look at what you are doing to me." I buck my hips slightly, trusting my dick to rub on Syd's short, covered pussy. She gasps and moans when my dick rubs against her, and she drops her bra. I trail my hands slowly up and down. I start at the waist of her shorts to her stomach to her small full breast. Her nipples were the softest shade of pink. "Perfect." I pull her back down to kiss her deeply and press her bare chest against mine. "I want you." Her pale milky skin looked even paler compared to my tan hands roaming her body.
Syd sits up quickly, panic in her eyes. "I'm not ready yet." She tries to squirm off me, but I pull her close.
I bring my hand to her cheek. "It's OK. I'll give you time. It's late. Let's go to your room and go to sleep, OK?"
Syd gives me a shy smile, "our room."
I feel the corners of my lips curl up. "Our room then." It's a start.
I let Syd go, and she wiggles off me. I'm already missing her on top of me. It was a great show. Syd pulls on her shirt, leaving her bra off. I can see her perky nipples through the white fabric and know I am done for. I pull a pair of gym shorts on, and there is no hiding my giant erection, and I'm not going to; I want her to know what her body does to mine. I gather my things quickly, and we head to the Alpha wing hand in hand for once.
Once in our new bedroom, I'm overwhelmed with Sydney's scent. My need for her grows, my dick gets hard again, and the urge to take her and mark her is right on the surface. She steps over to her dresser and looks over her shoulder at me.
"Turn around. I'm going to put on pajamas." I'm confused. I just saw her half-naked; why is she being shy now.
"No way. I need to see as much of you as I can." I've only seen her ass in shorts. To see it in panties would be a satisfying end to my day.
"Silas, please." My name out of her mouth, acting sweet and coy. This girl was going to kill me. I didn't know she had this side.
"Fine, but only this once." I turn around but can't help taking a peek over my shoulder. I see Sydney in just her panties. Her Alpha mark and connecting pattern are on full display. Her defined back was a perfect canvas for her marks, and I couldn't wait till she carried mine as well.
I quickly turned my head so I didn't get caught. "You can turn around now." Sydney was just wearing an oversized t-shirt. It barely covered her butt. Thank you, goddess. "let's get some rest." Sydney climes into bed. I catch a peek and her pantie-covered bottom peeking out from under her t-shirt. I am right behind her. Once under the covers, I pull her to me, letting her back rest against my chest.
I kiss Syd's shoulder. "Good night."
"Good night." She wiggles even closer to me. I might not get much sleep tonight, but it would not be for the usual reasons.