Chapter 23: More

Chapter 23: More
Sydney
As soon as the door to our room closes, Si pulls me to him. I see Bram's ice blue eyes flash in Si's then he crashes his lips to mine. I feel Thora push forward, reaching out for her mate. I don't want to keep them apart, but I don't know if I'm ready for this. He's not being gentle like he was yesterday. There is a fierceness and determination behind his kiss. All the tension and frustration exploded in our bruising of lips and tangling of tongues. I find it challenging to stay focused, and my resolve to resist dissipates.
Si takes a second to breathe. "I want to mark you. Will you let me?" His breath is hot on my ear, and the heat reaches my core.
I have to make a sound decision, think clearly, Syd. I close my eyes and take a deep breath. "We should wait until the day before the ceremony. I don't want to be in heat during your ceremony."
My back is pinned to the door, and Silas' arms have me caged in. He presses his body to mine. I can feel his excitement through our clothes. "If we mark each other tonight, you will be done with your heat right on time." He dips his neck to kiss mine.
I push back on his chest just enough to get his attention. "What if I'm not. I want to give the ceremony my full attention."
He doesn't stop kissing my neck. I feel his teeth drag across my tender flesh, and I have goosebumps. He pulls my shirt collar to the side and whispers, "are you sure you can wait." He bites down on the spot that's his to mark, with only his human teeth, but it's electrifying. I see stars dancing. I have a burning tingle growing deep within me that needs to be quenched; He doesn't know what fire he started.
Thora is screaming, "Take our mate now. We need him, and he needs us." I want to give in. Every fiber of my being is screaming to mark Silas except this tiny voice clawing from the depths of a dark corner of my heart. "What if he disappears like your parents?" I hear it as a faint but chilling whisper. It freezes me in place; the fear of falling for him and losing him cripples me.
"Hey. Look at me." Silas tilts my chin up, so I meet his eyes. I try and mask my fear. I don't think it works, or he can just see through me already. He cups my face in his hands and kisses me softly. "What's going on in that head?"
I've never felt so naked and exposed a single tear breaks free. It rolls down my cheek to Silas' hand. "What if you disappear too?" It comes out so shaky and helpless.
He kisses away the tear. "You can't be so scared of the future that you stop living in the present. No one knows when they will be called back to the goddess, but while we are here, we should enjoy life and all her blessings." I close my eyes and breath in his calming scent.
As I am easing my mind, Silas' hands go to my butt, and he's picking me up. This seems to be his favorite way to carry me. I open my eyes in shock and wrap my legs around him. He lays me gently on the bed and lays himself next to me. It baffles me how he can be so forceful and demanding and then treat me like I'm made of thin glass.
Maybe part of me is glass. Silas positions himself above me, straddling me. His button-up shirt is straining every time he moves. After the ritual, he only buttoned a few buttons, his toned abs are peeking out. I'm mesmerized and just want to feel the dips and curves of his muscles under my fingers. I reach up and unbutton the three buttons blocking my desire. Once they are undone, Silas takes off his shirt.
"Is this what you want?" I nod. I run my hands all over his torso every touch, a new adventure. "This is what I want." Si rips open my shirt and yanks it off me. I guess I'm not glass anymore. I'm sitting up, and with a quick flick, he has my bra off and across the room. He grabs my hands and holds them above my head, pushing me back down.
He runs his other hand up and down my bare torso and then dives in, taking my breast in his mouth and pawing the other. I gasp, and my back arches. Why does this feel so damn good? His hand reaches the top of my pants. He lets go of my hands and undoes my pants pulling them off with my panties in one fluid motion. A deep approving growl rumbles from his chest, and I see his eyes flash ice blue again. A devilish grin reveals Silas' extending canines. Thora pushed forward, taking control and giving her own growl. Silas takes off his pants, letting them fall to the floor. I have a full view of my mate. I don't have any experience with penises, but I've never seen one that big before. What do I even do with it?
My breathing is shallow and quick I don't know what to do, but I don't want it to stop. Silas is on top of me again, but now he's positioned himself between my legs. He leans down and retakes my lips. The familiar contact eases me, and I do what I always do wrap my legs around him, pulling our bodies closer.
Pulling him closer naked, I feel his length pressed into my folds. My back arches again, my mouth gaps open. Silas draws me closer with a firm tug to my ass. "You feel that. I've never been this hard. I feel how wet you already are." His voice is low and husky; the vibrations near my ear make my toes curl. "Let me taste you first. Unwrap your legs."
I unwrap my legs. What does he mean to taste me? He kisses, licks, and sucks his way down to my thighs. I sit up, giving him a head tilt, "What are you doing?"
He licks his lips and bites my inner thigh, "Getting a taste."
All I can do in response is moan to his bite. I feel his tongue on my lower lips, and he sucks on my clit. I'm completely undone. He adds a finger going in and out of my pussy while he sucks. All I can do is scream his name. It's the only word I know.
"Keep screaming my name." He adds a second finger and goes faster, harder. I love it. I'm about to explode when Silas grazes his teeth on my tender folds and sucks even harder. I lose it.
"Silas!" He keeps pumping his fingers in and out, all while I can't even think straight. My nails are dug so deep into his shoulders that I'm about to draw blood.
"That's just the start. I'm not done with you yet." His dick is in his hand, and I swear it looks even bigger. I'm dripping wet. Silas takes the head of his dick and rubs it up and down my folds, covering it in my juices. My breathing is shallow, and my heart is racing. This is happening.
"You are so beautiful." He leans down and captures my lips. "I promise this will feel even better." He slowly thrust in just the tip. My breath catches in my throat; the feeling is new. It's pressure, pain, and pleaser all at once, and he's only halfway in. I can't take it; I want to feel all of him.
I wrap my leg around him, forcing him into me. I scream once he's all the way in. "Hey, you OK. I was trying to go slow." Silas looks deep into my eyes, searching my face for answers.
"More, More, Silas." It's low and breathy, but I need more that felt amazing.
"I'll give you whatever you want." He starts thrusting in and out, slow and steady but deep. It's not enough; I want more.
I growl, pulling in my Alpha aura, "I need more, now!"
Si stops and raises an eyebrow. He grabs my legs, wrapping my ankles around his neck. He gives me that devious smile, "I guess the Alpha wants to be fucked."
He slams into me harder and deeper than before. I fist the sheets and scream my answer, "YES!"
Over and over, Silas slams his cock in and out. "Silas," I scream.
"That's the only name you will ever scream." I might split in two, but I don't want him to stop. "Fuck Syd, you have no idea how good you feel."
My screams are a mix of pleasure and pain. "More, Silas." He is holding back; I can feel it.
"I don't want to hurt you." If he only knew how good he made me feel.
I reach up and trace his sweet lips with my finger. "I need you." I didn't just need his dick in me; I needed all of him. I know I do. As scared as I am of loving anyone, I was just as terrified about being alone.
"I'll give you all of me always." He's going harder than before. I tighten my legs around his neck, curling my toes with each thrust. His pace makes me moan out.
"Sydney, you keep doing that, and I won't be able to hold back." His jaw is clenched, and his eyes are wild.
"Why are you holding back? I want more." I'm panting, and my eyes are hooded. My hair is wild, going in every direction.
"You keep looking at me like that, and you will find out. I'm going to make you see stars." He leans forward, folding me in half and going even deeper.
I scream out and run my nails down his back. Silas is relentless in his attack on my core. I pull his face to mine, and he swallows my screams as his tongue penetrates my mouth. He ranks his lips and teeth down my neck. Silas is licking and sucking on my marking spot. I hear him whisper. "You're mine." Slamming his cock so hard and deep at the same time, he pulls my shoulders forward and sinks his teeth into me just as hard. He was right; I see stars. I scream out in pure bliss.
My body is on fire. I feel the mate bond weave together, and Thora pushes forward, my canines protrude. Si licks the bite sealing it. He looks at me, and I give him a smile running my tongue along my teeth. "Hello, Thora."
"Hello, Bram." Si's eyes are ice blue. "My turn." I grab his shoulder, sinking my teeth deep into his flesh. He slams his cock into me one last time as he releases.
I taste his blood on my tongue; it's sweet. I lick the bite to seal it. I look into my mates' dark eyes. "You know Alpha's are very possessive."
He leans over and licks the remaining blood off my lips. "Yes, we are."