Chapter 25 *** Belong To You ***
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I Belong To You By Sabrina Claudio
FT 6LACK ||
[ VERONICA'S POV ]
My pupils shrank when the first ray of sunlight brushed past through my slightly parted eyelids. Yawning leisurely, I attempted to turn back but the pain from the place between my thighs shot through my pelvis.
My eyes went open wide, lips trembled in extreme anxiety when the cruel reality hit my sense. I sat from the bed, whinned in pain lowly and looked down at myself. I was sleeping naked without any clothes on so comfortably.
Switching my eyes on the floor, I found my clothes nothing but a complete pile of shit. I cursed under my breath as a muffled sob threatened to escape out from my throat.
Swallowing down the numbness of my heart, I averted my eyes on the person lying next to me. Bare chest, crooked eyebrows with a refreshing look, Blake was sleeping next me with his boxers only. He looked exceptionally refreshed as the people say, men look refreshing after releasing. I didn't even count how many times, he forced me to climax last night. Even though I begged him many times to let me go but he kept showing his stamina like a starved monster who would stop in nothing but claiming my body repeatedly.
Everything was real! We slept together!
Blake and I actually slept together. We had a passonate sex.
All this comments floated across my mind poisonously. Though a part of me didn't regret for loosing my virginity on this man, a source of guilt formed inside my heart. At the end of everything, he was my sister's husband.
How would I face Victoria if she comes back one day?
My heart was getting heavier in guilt and agony. Wrapping the blanket around my naked body, I climbed down from the bed and flew back to my room quickly.
I couldn't face him at all. I didn't deserve to be seen!
Entering into the washroom, I piped on the shower and let the water ran through my body. I looking down at those hickeys that left by him and recklessly rubbed on them, hoping that they would fade away and lessen my guilt.
But No!
No matter how many times, I rubbed on them,they didn't vanish away. I started to cry to vent out my frustrations on myself and murmured under the shower,
" I am sorry, Victoria..I..I..am.. such...bad.. sister of yours.."
I came downstairs after stabling my emotions and thought of fetching some breakfast. My stomach was growling in hunger and body felt too numb. Even my walk looked little uneasy as the burning sensation between my thighs didn't vanish away. I felt a little sore all over my body.
Plopping down on the chair, I subconsciously looked up at the doorway of Blake which was still closed. He was sleeping longer than me. Perhaps last night's hangover made him sleeply.
Our caretaker aunty came out from the kitchen with a half smile and served me sandwich with juice. Though she didn't look suspicious, I tugged on my collarbone uncomfortably and pretended to look easy on surface.
Aunty suggested not knowing why,
" Mam, would you like some hot milk?"
Strange! I never drunk milk so early in the morning but why did she ask all of sudden?
I decided to act normal and declined with a mouthful food,
" No, aunty! I am good with juice."
Aunty nodded without persisting anymore and suddenly dropped something under my eyes. Looking down at the table, my body froze when I read the name "Contraceptive pill."
I choked on my food and didn't know whether to swallow or throw out. Glancing up at her, I saw her smiling faintly as she spoke in a caring voice,
" Have this one after you are done with your breakfast, Mam. I think, you need this badly now."
My heart melted at the sight of her motherly care. Holding my tears back in my eyes, I called out her name emotionally,
" Au.. Aunty..."
[ BLAKE'S POV ]
I stood under the water unmoving. Images of last night started to haunt my memories. I wanted nothing but to slap myself harder until I start bleeding.
I fucked Veronica! I fucked the little sister of my wife! What an asshole I am!
Hatred on myself started to bloom like a spitfire inside my heart. Grinding my teeth together, I growled before punching my fist on the wall standing in front of me.
My fingers cracked and blood flowed out through the torned skin. I didn't care! I deserved to be punished for doing such hemnious crime.
Coming out from the shower, my eyes swift down on the floor in where the proofs of our passonate night kept laying down. Her torned clothes, my scattered suites everything was the proof of our passonate encounter from last night.
How will I face her? What will I explain to Victoria if she comes back to me one day?
I had no answers of this questions. Digging through my memories, I remembered how passonately our body immersed into each others soul. The feeling inside her was devious. I swallowed before feeling the hardness growing up down there.
Damn it!
I cursed before going back into the bathroom and switched on the shower for another round.
I spent two hours in bathing untill the heat of my third leg eased up and relaxation shot through my muscles. Stepping out of the shower, I made my way downstairs to have breakfast and then I saw her.
She woke up before me and looked utterly refreshed. One hand holding a magazine, she was sipping juice from her other hand. My focus travelled on her lips movements and my throat dried imagining how delicious those lips felt between my tongue last night.
Before my thoughts could bring out its wings, the front door opened and Asher's silhouette appeared out in my vision.
Asher noticed my presence upstairs first and simply greeted with a nod,
" Blake! "
I nodded back before making my way downstairs. I noticed the change on Veronica's expression. Her body slightly stiffened as I walked down to the hallway and took my spot in front of her.
She didn't look up at me and continued enjoying her drink. Somewhere it bothered me badly.
Asher spoke snatching out both of our attention as he took the center spot between us,
" I have investigated on the issues last night with my senior. He has agreed with my plan. We have to reach them sneakily if we want to stay safe and sound. Besides there is 90% possibility of getting killed by them if we attack them directly because they run an entire nation. If we want to find Victoria, we have to play with them wisely. But we need a girl to help us out right now."
I nodded with understanding and suggested after giving them a thought,
" Why don't you use a girl from your military? I guess, they are more reliable than any other average girls."
Asher shook his head as a sign of denial and replied explaining the reason patiently,
" That's not possible, Blake. Helping you out in this case was already out of duty but I insisted to take this mission for the sake of Veronica. Until now, we have kept this news confidential as much as possible. If we ask for any female companion, this news will be leaking out through many outsiders which I don't want. It may affect Victoria's safety on their territory."
Veronica finally spoke breaking off the cold atmosphere between us,
" I will help, Asher. Please tell me what I have to do."
" No! ", my voice cut off her comment sharply. I didn't want to put her in danger with those Mafias at all.
Even Asher looked slightly confused by my sudden interruption. I cleared out my throat and corrected my words reasonably,
" I mean that Veronica, it's too dangerous. You might get hurt."
Asher hummed in agreement with me and explained,
" Though Blake is speaking the truth, Veronica is our best choice for now. She knows how to represent herself in front of others. So it will be easier for her to impose as a bargirl."
I was still reluctant to let her join in this mission but she spoke again determined with her decision,
" No need to look for anyone, Asher. I will join in this mission. At least I will be little helpful."
Asher assured with a smile,
" Then it's settled, Veronica. I will be on your back always. No need to be afraid when you face them."
Asher left the house soon after and Veronica without speaking anything made her way upstairs back inside her room.
I chased her off closely and barged into her room forcibly. Without paying attention on my actions, I grabbed her by arms and pressed her against door. Eyes looking deep into her, I insisted angrily,
" You won't join this mission, Veronica. Take back your words."
She looked stubborn and replied scoffing back at me,
" What makes you think that you can order me,
huh? "
I gulped before nuzzling our noses together and whispered lowly,
" Because you belong to me now."