Chapter 44 *** Argument ***

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Lego House By Ed Shareen ]

[ VERONICA'S POV ]

His muscles tightened under my watchful eye. Without stroking me anymore to reach his own climax, he came out of me before pulling his zippers up. Eyes scornfully watched those pills, he questioned me coldly,
" You are taking this pills all the while? Why didn't you tell me that you didn't want any child from me? So was it a lie when you told me that I mean the world for you?"

His voice cracked hinting the hurt, betrayal he felt from me. I sat up abruptly, offered a gentle explanation,
" Blake.. You are misunderstanding.. I didn't.."

He yelled stomping down from the bed with a creak,
" What are you faking now, Veronica? You could have asked from me once. It seems like you never took me seriously in your heart. If you really loved me, you would have excited to carry my child in your womb but you just screwed up everything. Perhaps you take me so casually because I had a wife and a child nearly."

My eyes watered when he misunderstood the entire situation. In reality, I wanted nothing else but a complete familiy from him. But with our unsettled relationship, it wasn't proper to bring a child in this world.

I climbed down from the bed, scooted closer in a hope of providing him a warm explaination,
" Blake..You are thinking wrong..You know my heart. I can't never think of not carrying your child.."

He didn't respond to me. His chest heavied up and down in anger as he turned his back on me. Spinning around, he stared deep through my eyes coldly. His glare made me wanting to go back and hid myself in corner.

His voice came out roaring again as his index finger pointed at the pills straight,
" What are you trying to say, Veronica? I can see those pills with my own eyes. Are you trying to say that those pills don't belong to you? Or what else, Veronica? Wait! Or did you plan to carry Asher's child all the time?"

My mouth fell open in awe when he made dirty comment of my character. Loosing control on my temper, I slapped across his face invoulantarily.

Eyes shedded tears as I yelled furiously pointing at the door,
" Get out of my room! NOW! I don't want to see you anymore."

His face was still arched one side after my slap. Eyes murderously watched me one more time, he picked up his coat before going out not before slamming the door on my face.

I yelled from the top of my lungs!

Asshole!

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It was late at night yet there was no sign of Blake inside the house. Ever since I slapped him, he didn't return to our house again. I waited for him downstairs but he didn't come for once.

One hour ago, Asher called me to notify that they had received legal order from court to arrest Luther. After trying on Blake's phone several times, he couldn't get connected with him. Thus he called me to know about Blake's whereabouts. I cracked a lie and didn't want outsiders to poke in our personal matters. So I lied that Blake had gone for his friend's house.

My eyelids were getting heavier but I insisted to stay awake. The man had a pretty bad temper and needed a lot of coaxing to erase his anger.

Another hour passed leisurely waiting for him. But he didn't show up. To kill my free time, I switched on the TV and jumped between those channels absentmindedly.

I started blaming myself eternally. I knew that he had sensitive spot towards child since he was expecting one from Victoria. Perhaps he hoped the same from me and I was sad that I slapped him without understanding his pain and fear.

My eyes stopped on the news channel when I saw the reporter telling that a bridge from the main town had been broken down unexpectedly few hours ago with running vehicles.

My gaze furrowed omniously when they started showing the broken vehicles down there and my expression froze when I noticed a familiar BMW amidst all the broken vehicles.

Remote slipped out from my hand weakly as I stood up before muttering out breathlessly,
" Blake! "

I didn't even wait for a second as I ran out of the house without telling again. My tears were falling down like an endless stream when I parked out the car with my sobbing tone.

I was sure that It was Blake's car. I even recognized the first digit of numbers which was very similar to Blake's plate number. Few of the guards asked me that where I was heading for.
My throat dried since I had a lot of cries forcing down inside my heart. My subconscious mind had already started picturing Blake's figure covered in blood as the policemen pulled out his body from the mess.

In this thought, I cried harder than before but managed to drive properly because I had to reach the spot as fast as possible to find him.

I couldn't afford to lose him at any cost! I still had to apologise to him.

I dwelled in my mind and speeded up the car in full speed. In less than few minutes, I reached at the spot and jumped down from my car.

A lot of people, polices surrounded the place which blocked my vision from watching the main accident spot. I tried to converse with police but they refused to talk to me until they found all the dead bodies.

I cried going here to there insanely amidst the crowd and asked about Blake showing his picture. No one claimed to see him and my heart almost stopped beating when the policemen further informed that all the people who met the accident were dead.

My knees gave up finally. Without crying about my public image, I dropped on my knees and started crying and sobbing harder painfully,
" Why did you leave me..Blake..Why...I am sorry.. But I loved you..You can't leave me alone... Please don't do this to me..I will die without you.. What will I answer to Victoria?"

I muttered before starting to slap my own cheeks constantly. Screaming like a maniac, I blamed myself while continuously hitting myself,
" This is all my fault..all my fault.. you did this to him, Veronica...You are the one who killed Blake..You don't deserve anyone.. You don't deserve his love.."

I spoke to myself like a mad woman, earned pitiful glances from crowd and cried until my throat started drying and my aesthma attack was acting up slowly.