Chapter 31

Ceberus p.o.v

Warmth.
That was the only way to explain how I felt the more my mouth stayed on hers. Well that was until her palm roughly connected to my face.
“W..what are you doing!!!!” she said, looking flushed as she tried to keep her breath at bay.
“Kiss. I heard some condemned souls talk about it” I said truthfully, moving in to kiss her again.
She blocked my advances this time with her hands. “S..stop!!!” She said, her voice going higher this time.
“Is this... is this” she looked like... cute...
I thought as I looked at her. I wanted to do more than just place my lips on hers but I did not know what to do. “do you kiss just everyone you meet!!!”
I could not explain the feeling at the mention of that. “of course not!” I said in a calm tone even though I felt pissed. “Do you kiss everyone you meet?”
I could not explain it, but my chest pounded as I looked at her, waiting for her to say something to defend herself.
“I have to meet Valerie” she said instead causing me to almost lose my cool for a moment.
“Fine” I said as I stood up to lead the way.
Burning.
That was the only sensation I felt as I led her through the corridors that led to where Valerie stayed.
‘did she kiss everyone she met?
Why did that bother me?
Why did someone I just make me feel this way?’ I thought as I took in deep breaths to calm myself. From the first time I saw her she had been nothing but confusing. She made me feel things that were not normal.
‘I need to stay away.’ I concluded as I brought her to the door.
“My Lord’s guest stays here. I am afraid I am forbidden from going close to her.” I bowed, getting ready to depart.
“Ceberus” she called, instinctively causing me to close my eyes and take a moment to breath.
Her voice sounded like the last breath of a human before I sniffed their life from them,
Pleasing.
“I don’t kiss people on their cheeks, but yours, it was friendly kiss, hope you were not offended” I looked at her from my side vision, shaking my head to tell her it was alright.
“of course,” I gave her a smile. That was what Hades did when he was not happy with something but did not want to make it awkward.
“great” she said, coming into my personal space a bit. “and thank you” she smiled, kissing me on my cheeks again and went into the room..
This time around, I could feel the heat of where her lips touch travel through my body.
I stood, frozen as I could not move.
Her lips... they are soft.
‘What if... what if I put my tongue in her warm mouth....’ the thought sent me panting. Trying to catch my breath.
I forced myself out of the front of the door as it was getting harder and harder to get myself not to do those things my mind were conjuring.
I made my way to the only place i knew I could be helped.
One step faster
Two step faster
I broke into a full blown run as my body could not stop acting out.
I could smell him, he was getting closer.
A moment more.’ I told myself over and over as I bit my lips. To keep myself sane.
“Lord Hades!!!” I yelled slamming open his work area.
He sighed, probably feeling a little annoyed that I distracted him from work.
“Cerb, you better have a good reason why-“
“My Lord, i think I am ill!!!” I finally let out the panic I was trying to keep at bay.
“you cannot be ill, Cerb, you are immortal” he said, looking at me like I was dumb for saying that.
“But. I am!! Feelings! Pressure...” I moved across the table, gripping his shirt. “what if I die, what if this is it for me...”
For the second time today, I was slapped across the face. “get. Your. Self. Together. Now” he looked like he had run out of patience for me.
I sighed, letting go of his shirt. “Now, what’s got you worked up?”
“My southern region, I... its tingling, it feels like it might burst soon” I fell on my knees “please, help me”
He had a look of confusion on his face, one that slowly turned to horror.
“WHAT THE FUCK!!!” He said, leaping away from me like I had burned him.
“P..please lord Hades. Help me take care of it.” He had this look on his face that screamed that he would rather be anywhere than near me.
Embarrassment?
Shyness?
I could not pin point the emotion he was feeling but his face was flushed .
“Cerb, you might be my best friend, but this is one of the things I most definitely can not help you with.”
“Please, i tried touching it, but i ... it gets bigger, at least tell me what is going on” he looked at me with pity, I honestly did not understand why.
“you are experiencing sexual desires to mate.” I blinked once trying to make sense of what he said.
“But... but that does not make any sense. You know this.. the only desire and feeling i can have is to be loyal to you.” I pleaded with my eyes. So that he could help me get out of this torture.
“Who ... were you thinking about? Before...” he cleared his throat, looking at no other place but at me.
“mis..ss Mene” I groaned out her name.
“whatever you do, be careful. You cannot afford to mistakenly summon her by calling her or thinking about her personally!” He warned.
“Fuck this is awkward” he muttered. “touch it.”
I shook my head no. “I.. I can’t. It hurts.” A single tear fell out my eyes as did it.
“it’s the only way, quickly, we do not have much time either!”
I took in a deep breath, holding my member. “now think of her” he said softly, I barely heard it. But that was all it took and I really did burst......