Chapter 19 Letter

MARINA
After we finished our breakfast Adam already left for work.
I am now sitting at our balcony when I suddenly remembered the letter that Mirana wrote. I quickly got up and headed into the living room and got the letter. I went back to the balcony and silently closed my eyes before reading the paper I was holding.
I slowly tore up the envelope and took out the paper in it.
It was folded neatly and my name was written on it, her beautiful handwritten and a single tear fell down on the paper.
I opened the letter and read it slowly
Dear sister,
I hated myself for leading us here. I am your sister and we are twins and we should lean on each other as the other twins do. And as the eldest and you consider yourself an even second person, you still don't differ. I should take care of you, I should be the one holding your hands and hushing you when you are bullied. I should be the one who's making you laugh when you have problems. I should be the one comforting you when you are afraid of the lightning and thunder, I should be the one who's helping you with your crushes and playing you with our dolls that mom bought us, instead what did I do? I do the worst for you. Hope you can forgive me, Rina, again, I know how much I ask you to forgive me but I'm willing to do everything you can just forgive me for. I'm sorry I can't tell you this face to face. I have no strength to face you. I wish that someday we will meet or bump with each other and on that day I'll say again what's written in this letter. I love you Marina my twin.
Your sister loving,
Mirana
My tears run fluently in my cheeks and I sob cause the letter stained because of my tears. She's still my sister and no matter what, I'll still forgive her.
"I love you too Mir," I muttered in the thin air wishing that the air would deliver it to my sister.
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MARCO
How I missed this man in front of me Rosso, it's been many years I haven't seen nor speak to him even on phone calls. After that day after Mirana dumped me in front of the whole campus, I decided to leave and study at the other school, and that's why Rosso and I got parted and did what we are tasked for. The last thing that I got news from him is he became a successful bachelor man in Asia and I have no doubt that he can't do it and I'm proud of him.
"You can tell me, Marco," he said and a smile slipped on my lips, cause when the time he'll say my name his serious.
I told everything that happened to me and Mirana on why we got back together and my plans. He didn't even say any words nor reactions instead he just stared at me like he was thinking something.
"Hey" I snapped at him and he just gave me a blank look.
"So did your plan work?" he asked and I held my arms up and placed it in my head.
"Sort of I'm not done yet," I answered and I yawned. I have a lack of sleep these days and I want to rest.
"Wait, did I hear it right that she's pregnant?" he asked and I nodded.
"So it's yours," he pointed his index finger at me and I completely nodded, giving him a bored look.
"Man! You're giving me a headache so where is she now? And what happened to her sister? Marina?" his firing me questions and he's the one who gave me a headache.
"Turtle," I blurted out and he punched me on my shoulder.
"Okay okay! She's going back to Paris to find me and Marina? She's fine now," I answered dryly.
"And you're not showing up on her? How cruel you are she's carrying your child dude," he spat and I glared at him.
"She deserved it," that's all I can say and he gives up and I'm thankful for that. She couldn't find the answer to my need and she knew it.
"What do you want to eat?" he asked and I grinned.
"As usual," I answered and he chuckled.
"Yeah chicken and beer," I'll order it out.
"You can watch TV while I go out to buy us food. I'm perishing," he said and got his coat and ran to the door.
"Nero! Don't even touch my things while I'm gone," he shouted before closing the door and I laughed at his stupidity.
I was choosing a movie to play when my hand landed on the disc of Game of Thrones and suddenly I remember him. I took out my phone and immediately called him and in just a third ring he answered.
"Hello"
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MIRANA'S POV
I was struggling at my baggage when a man accidentally bumps me cause my purse to fall and my things are thrown on the floor and I hissed. The guy who hits me helps to get my things and give them to me.
"I'm so sorry Miss, I was just rushing by," he apologetically said and gave me my things.
"It is okay it's my fault either I'm not in the right place to walk by," I said and he smiled.
"Sorry again, if you may excuse me I'm running late at my meeting. Sorry again and I hope will see each other again."
And before I can speak, a voice speaks at my back.
"Sir we're running late," a late '30s said to the man in front of me.
"Okay," he answered and gave me a nod before walking passed by me.
I looked at them walking out when my flight was announced. I fix myself and my things and hurriedly walk to my flight.
I wish that Marco would be still in there and be able to forgive me. I placed my hand on my belly and a single tear escaped into my eyes and I wiped it away.
"It's okay baby Mommy's here."
"This way Madam," the lady said, leading me into my seat, for I said I was not feeling well to search for I am pregnant. And she kindly smiled and led me to my seat.
"Thank you," I smiled and she returned the gesture.
"Your welcome Madam, do you need anything?" she politely asked.
"I need a glass of water, is that okay?" I answered and she nodded in agreement.
I placed my hand into my belly and silently prayed that everything will be alright and will be solved smoothly. I know it's impossible to think that way I made this, I made my life miserable and hope is all I got. Will Marco still forgive me? Of course, the answer is no.
I was brought out my thoughts when the lady brought what I had ordered.
"Here Madam"
"Thank you," I smiled.
"Just call me or anyone here if you need anything, necessary Madam," she said and I nodded, she smiled before turning her heels and walking away.
I hold the necklace that Marco gave me when we were in Brazil and silently hoped that he was still there waiting for me.
"Sorry Marco", this time I can't help myself to cry and place my hand in my mouth to prevent any noises that can get any attention till my eyelids closed and I found myself asleep.