CHAPTER 33

JAMES POV
I was bored and felt annoyed because she wanted me to go.
'Why is she sending me away? Doesn't she want me to be with him? Doesn't she want me here? Doesn't she want to be with me in taking care of our child?'
Earlier I was still annoyed because of what she said to her friends I had heard.
"It's just a one night stand that paid off. That's it! No feelings involved. That's it." She says, that makes me annoyed and felt bad, and I don't know why.
Yeah That was true, but I don't know why I felt that way. To my annoyance instead of giving in to her, I lay down on the vacant sofa.
She was next to our son, instead of on the vacant bed. She was asleep based on the depth of her breathing. But I was still awake.
I got up and looked at them. I couldn't help myself but smiled at what I saw. They looked beautiful in the picture, her one hand hugging my son while she slept.
Slightly gaping, I couldn't help and I took my phone, I took pictures of them from different angles.
I also got some shots of myself with my sleeping son and his mom. This is not me, I was just shakin my head at what I did. I can't blame myself, they look so lovely.
Not boring to look at. I also watched them for a few minutes, before I lay down on the empty bed.
I just lay down when the nurse came in to check on my child.
"Good evening Sir, I just checked the patient." She says when she enters. But this is not Shakeera's Sister.
I just nodded at her.
"You are very lucky with your wife Sir. She's so sweet, she obviously loves your child very much." Smiling, she said to me before exiting.
'You are very lucky with your wife Sir.'
I just smiled at what the nurse said. And it was like a broken CD that I kept hearing over and over in my mind. Until I fell asleep to it.
The next day before the mother and child woke up, I went home to my unit for a while. To take a bath and get some things, then back to the hospital.
But first I went to a restaurant to buy our breakfast. And they are still sleeping peacefully when I get back.
I did not go to the office for the meantime, but I'm still monitoring the company. And do some work here, while my son is asleep like today. And when he wakes up, I stop what I am doing and chat with him.
"Good morning Sir." I did not notice that she was already awake.
"Good morning, I already bought our breakfast. You can eat if you want to eat now." I said I was not even looking at her. My eyes are still on the laptop monitor.
"It's already embarrassing, sir. You also bought food, you don't have to do this." She said softly. I couldn't help but frown as I looked at her.
"I'm doing this for my son." Weakly but firmly I told her. Suddenly she became silent and did not speak again.
She just sat next to our son, caressing his forehead.
After a while she stood up.
"Amm Sir, I'll just go out for a while and I'll just buy something." She said to me,
"Why don't you like what I bought?" I immediately asked her.
"No, I'll just buy coffee and milk for Shawn." She's shaking her head while she says it.
"Ok" I just said. She came out immediately.
When she returned, she had already brought the coffee she had bought.
"Coffee Sir." She told me while handing the paper cup in front of me.
"Thank you." I told her.
"Mama Papa." We turned to our son. I immediately stood up to approach my son. Shakeera immediately approached him too.
"Good morning." She said softly to our child. And I saw her put a smack kiss on his lips.
"How's your feeling now?" She added.
"I'm ok Mama, Papa good morning." He said to his mom, and he looked at me happily.
"Good morning too buddy, I'm glad you're ok. Come on, eat breakfast." I adjusted his bed so my son could sit and I fed him again. My son had just finished eating, when a smiling doctor came in followed by a nurse.
"Good morning Shawn, how's your feeling now?" He said to my son.
"I'm a fine doctor." My son answered here.
"Hmmm, good everything is fine." He said while checking my son.
"He can be released now, Miss Alcantara, since everything is ok with him. You can call me if you need anything for him."
He said to her while still smiling, obviously he likes my son's mother. Suddenly my head heats up.
"Thank you again doc." She says so, she even smiled at him.
"No need Doctor Merano, my son need only me." I could no longer bear looking at him flirting with Shakeera. He even looked surprised at what I said.
"Oh, I'm offering medical help Mr. Smith." He still laughs.
"Anyways I have to go, I have another patient to check." He said before leaving.
"Bastard." I can't control myself by cursing. Did I really say that? Shakeera looked at me in shocked.
"Sir please don't curse in front of my son." She says softly. I looked at my son. He also looks shocking.
"Sorry" I said looking at my son.
Shakeera's POV
Now we are here inside Sir James' car, he doesn't want us to go home by taxi. My son was very happy that his dad came home with us.
"Papa, are you staying with us now?" I was even surprised by my son's sudden question to him.
"You want me to stay with you?" He asked my son.
"Yes, Papa. I want you to stay with us." He said happily.
"Ok." He said briefly, still smiling at my son.
"Ahmm Shawn, your Papa has his own life and his own house, but he can visit you anytime he wants. You can also sleep over there. But staying with us, or living with us. Your want is impossible son, you know the situation right? " I said softly to him, he sadly nodded at me.
I was hurt by my son's reaction, but I have to tell him this. Because I don't want my son to expect too much from his Dad.
"Yes Mama I understand."
I don't want him to get hurt later. I just hugged him tightly. "I love you so much."
"I love you too Mama. And I love you so much also Papa."
"I love you too, son I'll do anything you want. And I'll give you everything, even if you didn't ask for it." He said seriously to my son then stared intently at me. I looked away from it.
"Thank you Papa." My son is very happy. He just smiled at him.
He got out of the car as soon as we got home. He even turned around to open us up. And carried my son in one of his hands.
While carrying the bag of our belongings in the other hand. His elegance to look at, he looks so strong. I would have taken the bag from him but he avoided it. "I think that might be heavy." As I said to him.
"Just open the gate." He just says so. I hurriedly opened it wide. So that it is not difficult for him to enter.
I immediately followed the door of our house. He just put the bag on the single seat. Then he sat on the sofa while my son was on his lap.
I went into the kitchen and prepared our lunch. Stewed pork, and chop suey. I also cooked chicken joy. My son likes what I cooked.
I was even surprised when I turned around because the father and my son were already sitting at the table. My son's big smile while looking at me when he saw I was surprised. While his father was staring intently.