Thinking of you

Erik’s POV

Argh! Damn it!

Why did she have to be there when I was trying to get rid of the dirty thoughts in my mind, with her? That was the first time, after meeting her, that I was letting myself touch another female. She was in the office with me and I wanted to have her, right there. Now, I got one damn Omega just to release my tension. I was thinking about those beautiful lilac eyes, and thought I was imagining even her scent. But then I looked to the side and there she was, near the restroom door.

The terror and shame in her eyes and… pain? She passed by the bed, where the Omega was sitting on top of me, her torso all naked and I was… DAMN IT!

“Ouch!” The Omega did when I pushed her to the side and got to my feet, adjusting my pants and going after Rae.

She was almost at the stairs, so I had to be quick. There was a door on my left and I didn’t even know what was behind it, I just got hold of her wrist and pulled her inside the room.

It was so dark in there, but all I could sense was her. Her scent was driving me insane! Her back was to me and I approached her, the scent hitting me hard. I was fucking hard for her.

She spoke and her voice, even when she was just saying she was sorry, made my head spin.

“What are you doing?” I asked her. No, I was not asking what she was doing in that fucking restroom. It was pretty clear what she was doing there. I was referring to now. To me. What was she doing to me? I had never in my life thought about a female like I was thinking about her.

First, it was anger. She was there with the others to kill me, but also, curiosity, because of her eye’s color; Then, I saw her all cleaned, so beautiful. It just added to my picture of her. Before, I dreamed about having her but it was all dark, I just had her eyes looking at me. Then, I had her whole body.

I had to smell her. More of her. When I approached more, I could smell something more than her natural exquisite escent: she was aroused! She was scared, but also, she was excited. That was too much, I had to taste her! I normally kept my wolf in the back of my mind, so he could not sense our mate, but I heard him, deep inside, craving for her, asking me to take her, right there.

I turned her around and kissed her. It was heaven! SO sweet! Her scent was making me want to rip her clothes and just feel how tight was her grip, down there, when she released herself with me inside.

The last bit of conscience in me made me back away. I couldn’t do that to her. No. And not in a room, against the door. Not our first time, at least. I am sure she has never done it. SHe is too innocent for that.

After I stopped and had her go, I had to take care of my friend by myself. I couldn't think about having another female touching me. The thought made my skin crawl.

When I was back to my office, I could think clearly and realized that the girl was a rogue. She was a slave. She was someone I decided to keep around just to investigate and use, if she had powers. Not to have fun; Not to… care for her. But I didn’t care for her. I didn’t care for no she-wolf. And not one without a wolf.

It made me remember that the council and the Elders were pestering me about a wife and a baby, the heir of our pack. They had called the day before and seriously, I couldn’t take their bablering about it any longer! Shit! I didn’t want any commitment. And having to make a baby in this female… Immediately, I thought if I had a child with Rae, would that child have her eyes?

Ah, there I was, again! Thinking about her!

I sighed and looked at the clock on the wall. I know I told Rae we would start our classes the next day, but… Why not today? I was in the mood to teach and if she was not that tired…

‘Aaron?’I called my Beta through the mind-link.

‘Yeah?’, he asked.

‘I need you to go talk to Rae…lynn.’ I didn’t want him to listen to me talking about her like that. No. Not yet. It had to sound professional.

‘I’m just about to do it.’, he said it, all cheerfully and for some reason, I didn’t like it any bit.

‘I need to talk to her.’

‘Ok!’ he answered and finished our call.

I had a bad feeling. It was better if I found Aaron and followed him. I was going to tell Rae about the classes myself. I sniffed them both and when I saw Aaron with his index finger touching her forehead and how close they were to each other, I felt my wolf wanting to rip Aaron’s head off. That was why he was there To flirt with her? I noticed how they were touching each other, before. How she talked just to protect him. And the fucker was teasing me about them being mates. They were NOT!

After I got her by the arm and we entered the office, I was about to answer what Aaron said last. ‘Be nice’. I was going to ask Rae if she wanted me to be nice to her, or rough. But when I looked at her face, she didn’t understand my feelings. Of course not. I didn't, how could she?


“Sit!” She trembled and did what I told her to do. I didn’t mean to be so harsh on her. “I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to be rude.”

She looked at me with those beautiful lilac eyes, confusion and embarrassment written all over. Then, she nodded and gave me a weak smile. She.. smiled at me.

“Rae, please, say something. I told you I want you to talk.” I told her and she bit her lips. What an awful idea, offer this creature to teach her how to write and read. I hoped I would get used to her, within time, and wouldn’t be so affected by her.