Chapter 28: Karma POV

**Sex is experienced as pleasurable and this is because the reward pathways in our brains are activated during and leading up to orgasm. These are the very same networks that are activated in response to drug use, alcohol consumption, gambling, listening to your favorite song or enjoying a delicious meal,"-Sher.**


Fucking Mike will not let up. L looks at me as my phone goes off. I looked at Mike's Messages, took a deep breath, then turned off the volume. Why can't he just leave me alone? He made it clear years ago that he was done with my fat ass. So he should stay done with my fat ass. Like where the hell is his wife?

“You seem popular today”, L said, rolling his eyes. He can not be jealous. But then again, I allowed Mike to cut in on his time.

“I try not to trust me”, I said with a sigh.

“So I guess it is your turn to share”, L said, wrapping his arms around my waist.

I told him some but not all. I told him how Mike popped out of whatever rock he was under. And after four years, he can't take the hint that I closed the part of my life he was in. L asked me if Mike would pop up here. I told him no because he did not know where this place was. And that he just pops up at my house. L looked concerned about that part.

“You know, I know some people that can handle him for you”, l said with a smile.

“Thanks, but that is not necessary. He will remember why we broke up once he sees me”, I said, trying not to think about it.

“Why did you break up? If you do not mind me asking”, he said, holding me tighter. Damn, he makes me feel so comfortable.

“He cheated on me because I am not skinny enough for him”, I said, looking at the floor. I don't know how, after all these years, Mike still makes me feel this way.

“Kay, look at me”, he said, and I did.

”There is nothing wrong with you. There is nothing wrong with your body. And I am going to prove it to you”, he said as he gently pushed me up against the wall.

L lifted my right leg up and placed it on his shoulder. He kissed my pussy lips and he separated them with his tongue. Oh my, this man knows how to eat some pussy. He took my other leg and put it on his other shoulder. What he did next is unbelievable. This dude lifted me up while still against the wall.

He is standing tall with his face in my pussy. Turning the fuck on is an understatement. He must bench press over two fifty because I am almost two hundred pounds because he lifts me like I am light as a feather. I cum hard and I smile knowing my juices are all over his face. L carried me to bed and dropped me, making me bounce and wiggle.

“Kay, you are sexy, very sexy, and you bring out something primal out of me that caves you. Never think you are anything but fucking gorgeous. That ex of yours is very, very, stupid”, he said, then sucked on my nipple.

L used some of my juices to penetrate my anus. I flinched a little and he stopped. He looked at me and I nodded to him that it was okay to keep going. He slowly inserted his finger into my ass. It had been a while since any part of a man had been there.

“L, it has been a while”, I moaned.

“I can tell by how tight you are. No worries, this weekend is not the weekend we take that step”, he said, smiling.
Great, now I need to buy an anal trainer to loosen myself up for him. I can find one on the internet and wear it all week until I see him again.

“I am going to order you some anal trainers”, she said, pinching my nipple.

“Some anal trainers?”, I asked.

“Yes, your pussy is tight, and judging by how tight your ass is, putting my dick in there without tainting your ass will hurt you. Order a beginner kit. Then you work up to pro status”, he said as he put a condom on. In my mind, pro status means him being able to fit in without lube.

“Okay”, I said, a little worried.

“Anyway, I wanted to ask you something, Kay”, he said, and I looked at him.

“Do you think Mistress Jackie would ever sell this place?”, I did not even have to think about the answer. It is kind of openly needed.

“I am not sure. From what I hear, she has no one to take over when she retires. At some point, she might be forced to sell it. Why”, I said.

“Just wondering. What about her niece?”, he asked.

“She does not want to take over. The word is they argued a lot about it”, I said, remembering the arguments Aunt Jackie and I got into about me not wanting to take over.

Hell, if L wanted to buy this place I would encourage Aunt Jackie to sell it to him. L seems like he will take good care of this place. He doesn't have that pimp mentality most men that want to buy this place have. Thinking the girls are for their pleasure. How do I know L is not like that? Because he pays to be with me. Men with a pimp mentality don't think they should pay to be with a woman. However, if Aunt Jackie does sell this place to L or anyone else, I will no longer have a contract with L.