Chapter 62:Karma POV

**“They slipped briskly into an intimacy from which they never recovered.” – F. Scott Fitzgerald.**

What the hell is Mike's problem? He did all this shit to me. I was faithful, dutiful, and loving. And even though I technically, have more money than him I still treated him as my equal. Thank goodness Lance came in when he did because I was about to lose it. Mike does not get to ruin my fucking night no!

Dell and Jake look good together. Who would have known Jake liked men? Well, I am happy for Dell. He deserves to be happy. And if Jake does that for him, I am with it. We sang, danced, drank, and ate the night away. Lance seemed to make all of my anger go away. I wish things could be different. Hell, I wish Lance and L could be the same person.

“Alright guys, the club is closing where to next”, Dell said happily.
“There is nothing open. My clubs are always the last to close”, Lance said.
“Welp party in the hotel room it is”, Dell said, drunk as all hell.
“Dell, it is three in the morning. And you worked all day where does all your energy come from? And can you share with the rest of us?”, I asked.

I sat on Lance's lap while Jake sat on Dell's lap. Just looking at them, I can tell who is at the top and who is at the bottom. I am tired, but I will stay up with them. What seems like moments later, I am woken by Lance, who says we are at the hotel. We walked in. It is quiet. I thought Jake and Dell would have gone to Jake's room but, no, they came with us.

“I had someone to bring us snacks and more drinks”, Jakes said.
“Yay”, Dell said happily.

Dall connected his phone to the Bluetooth stereos in the room. And one of my favorite songs came on. I do not know where my courage came from, but I got up and swayed to the music. I noticed Lance looking at me as I swayed with a glass of bourbon in my hands.

“I could lose my heart tonight. If you don't turn and walk away. Cause the way I feel I might. Lose control and let you stay”, I sang.

I swayed my hips as I sang, looking into Lance's eyes. I want him to know that this song is for him. I am not sure if it is the liquor or just my emotions running high.

“Because I could take you in my arms. And never let go”, Dell gets up and sings.

We are standing side by side singing to our respective dates. Is that what are our dates? Lance is sitting in a plush chair with his legs closed. Jake had his legs wide open, showing off his hard dick. He wants Dell and I for sure think they will make a wonderful couple.

“I could fall in love (in love) with you. I could fall in love (in love) with you (with you baby)”, Dell officially drunk.
“I can only wonder how. Touching you would make me feel. But if I take that chance right now", I sang as I winked at Lance.

"Tomorrow, will you want me still? (baby, will you want me?)”, I sung.

For some reason, my damn finger took it upon itself to point at Lance. My body needs to learn how to cooperate. It feels like I can feel music running through my body. I could feel Lance's eyes on me. I can't cross this line with him. I have a contract with L and Lance has someone. I can’t do this even though I want to.

“And I know it's not right. And I guess I should try to do what I should do. But I could fall in love, fall in love with you. I could fall in love with you”, I sang with all my heart trying to hold in my tears.

When I finished, I took one big swig of bourbon and then ran to my room. I took off my clothes and jumped in the shower. I hate that I feel this way. That I want Lance and L. I know maybe if I call L he will be able to get my mind off of Lance. I was about to get out when hands touched my breast.

“Right now, think of anyone but me”, Lance said.
“I do not think I can do so that”, I said with a shaky breath.
“Yes, you can. Think about anyone on this planet you want to touch you like this”, he said.

It's funny because the only person I want to touch me is L right now. Lance takes two of his fingers and scissors my clit. I leaned back at him and moaned. I slowly whispered L’s name as I reached back and rubbed his dick.

“Tell me what you want baby”, he whispers in my ear.
“Whatever you want to do to me”, I said, jerking his dick.

I kept my eyes shut as he slowly entered his fingers in my ass while still scissoring my clit. Shit, he is talented. There is no steam in the bathroom because I never take a bath or shower with the door closed. He pulls us back so that he is sitting on the edge of the tub. Making me sit on his fingers as he continues to rub on my clit. I caught myself riding his fingers in my ass.

“Karma, I want to try something if you are okay with it”, he said as I was about to cum.
“Whatever you want”, I moaned, chasing my orgasm.
“Past me the soap”, he said.

I passed him the soap. His fingers left my ass, leaving me empty. I groaned with need. He must have put some soap on his fingers before he put them in my ass again because it is easier for his fingers to go in and out of my ass.

“I want you face down ass up”, he said.
“In....in the shower?”, I asked hesitantly.
“Yes, are you ready?’, he asked.

Without hesitation, I got on all fours. The hot water is hitting my back, making me relax. I felt the head of his dick at my asshole entrance.
“Rub that pussy while I go in”, he said, holding my hips tight.

I did as I was told and rubbed hard and fast. I made myself cum so hard that I did not feel it when he was finally in balls deep. Fuck this feels good. No wonder L wanted to try this with me. Well, I can not wait until I see him again. Once he is in and we get into our rhythm, I start throwing my ass back with each thrust he gives me. Each time I throw my ass back, he slaps one of my asscheeks.

His grip on my neck gets tighter and our bodies start to sweat. I cum again when he starts rubbing on my clit and inserting his fingers in my pussy. I know he wants more, much more, and I am willing to give it to him. As we got into it, I cum again. I can’t take it anymore; I might overdose on the pleasure. My pussy is throbbing and sensitive, my stomach is contracting. I am about to cum hard on both holes.

“Thats right baby cum for me”, he said, then slapped my ass.
“Lance I...I”, I tried to get out.
“No, remember I am not Lance; I am whoever you want me to be, but Lance. And you are whoever I want you to be”, he said, breathing hard on my neck.
“Make me cum again please”, I moan, feeling another orgasm brewing.
“As you wish”, he said.

He started thrusting harder. I felt my asshole and pussy get tight. My eyes started to roll behind my eyes. My stomach contracted and I was pushed over the edge.

“Shit, ahhh!”, I yelled. Then everything went black.