125. Fuck You Too

“God, what happened to you?” Ryan gasps looking at the cutter in my hand.

“Your bestfriend happened to me!” I yell, my voice heavy with frustration. 

“Daniel?” He mumbles, looking at me crazily.

*Well.. Fuck him and fuck you too!*

Keeping the blade pointed in his direction, I go through his stuff- Lighters, tissues, keys, what is this?

I pick up a glass bottle in the shape of a skull and spray it into the air. Sweet, fruity scent assaults my nose and I almost gag. 

*What gayish perfume is this?*

“I know you are mad at me for not telling yo-”

“Oh, I don’t give a flying fuck about it.” I interrupt his pathetic excuse and grit, “I don’t even care if you slept with guys in Europe, and came back gay as a candy.”

If he expected me to melt by his return, and fall into his arms and confess my love to him, then he has a pink dildo in his head.

“The moment you left, you were dead to me. I attended your funeral in my head, and cried for months, and accepted that you were gone. Forever.” I tell him the absolute truth.

Though I am highly emotional, even unstable at times. But once I am done.. *I am done!*

Out of the corner of my eyes, I spot Ethan cruising by on his bike, and slowing down by our home. *He is finally back from the gym.*

“Amara.. I a-”

*This son of a motherfucker!*

“Listen, you shitty Dinosaur!” I snap, turning towards the man beside me. “My brother really likes your sister, and if you dare to interfere in between those two lovebirds with your idiotic antics..”

I point the blade closer to his pants and warn him in a dead-serious tone, “I will shred you and your little pee-pee like a sharper.”

Absolute shock plasters across Ryan’s face, with his eyes popping out and his jaw crashing down to his knees in disbelief.

“You will *what?*” He breathes out, completely baffled by my threat. 

“You heard me bitch.” I retort sharply, aiming my cutter menacingly at the devil in front of me.

“I will slice and dice your balls, make a spaghetti out of it with Italian sauce and spices, then feed you back with a smile, *Mamma-Mia.* So unless you are craving to be on the Menu, you better not fuck things up with your fuck-face, got it?”

Colours evaporate from Ryan’s face as he stares at me with a paralysed shock. But I am not interested in staring back at him.

My eyes catch a small golden pouch resting in the cup-holder, which screams of luxury and money, as if made in real gold. I snatch it up and flip it open to find two shiny golden earpods, with a logo of *LV* on it.

“What are you doing?” He asks me, utterly confused as he watches me open the car door and taking his precious golden box along with me.

*This is robbery, motherfucker!*

“First time?” I smirk evilly while he stares at me with a big question mark on his face.

“One more thing, Ryan.. You kiss like a lesbian.” I tell him bluntly, before stepping out of his giant buffalo car.

“And have some balls to come sober when you talk to a girl, you *fucking* loser!” I spit out the narcotic taste of weed from my mouth and slam the door as hard as I could.

“Dickhead!” I murmur walking away.

My heart no more beats for bitches, not even out of sympathy. I am done with motherfuckers!

I hold my cutter in one hand and grip the stolen golden AirPods in the other hand, while I stride towards my home, never looking back.

I don’t even care to see if he is still sitting there with his mouth open wide, or if he died with the burns I gave him. *I give no fucks!* 

Returning home, I find my dad absorbed in the movie, and I quietly make my way upstairs. 

With each step I take, I leave behind the old Emara I used to be- Loving and emotional, who once believed in fairytales.

*Too bad, her heart dried out.*

I stop in my tracks, and head to Ethan’s room. I find him spread wide on his bed like jam on bread, while typing on his phone. 

“Yo, ugly!” I stand by his door and he jerks his head up in surprise.

“Wow! When did you come back, Shrek?” He slowly gets up, stretching his stiff shoulders with a groan.

“Half an hour ago.” I reply, observing his busted state. “I heard you joined the gym.” I pry curiously.

“Yeah.. Just trying to divert my mind from being dumped.” Ethan whispers lowly, averting his gaze like a love sick puppy. 

“Don’t worry, Rose didn’t dump you. It’s her stupid brother who is back.” I inform him, and watch his eyes flicker in surprise.

“Ryan! He is back?” *So he didn’t know!*

“Yes. That’s why she has been avoiding meeting you.” I put two and two together, or maybe I should have just slapped those fours on his arrogant dick-face.

“How did you know?” Ethan asks me, squinting his eyes.

“I know everything, Jon Snow.” I reply, silently walking away to my room, leaving a baffled Ethan alone to overthink.

After closing the door behind me, I sit in my chair and open the golden box of AirPods I stole from Ryan, right under his evil nose. 

With a flick of touch, the screen displays with LV logos, appearing lavishly expensive and of utter premium quality as if custom made.

*‘I get it you are mad at me Amara widany’*

*‘Lets meet tomorrow and I’ll explain to you everything’*

I see Ryan’s messages pooping on my screen and immediately, I block his number too. 

Seeing him after three years brought back every haunted emotion from my past, I worked so hard to delete. But I won’t sit and cry for him anymore.

I have lowered my self-esteem for so many motherfuckers who didn’t deserve me. And now, I won’t lower myself for a dick. 

I would rather let a dildo fuck me than a guy fuck my feelings again.

I am no longer that naive Princess from ThirstyLand, that can be easily fooled with an orgasm. I am now a Queen from BitchLand.

*And Queens do not cry.*

I place each golden pod into my ears, connect them to my phone and close my eyes, playing one of my favorite songs from my favorite rock band, at full volume.

*‘Mama, just killed a man..’*
*‘Put a gun against his head, pulled my trigger, now he is dead..’*
*‘Mama, life had just begun..’*
*’But now I have gone and thrown it all away..’*
*‘Mama, oooohhhoooo..’*

**AUTHOR HERE:-**

**This is NOT the end of their story.. But just the end of 7 Nights.**

**Many readers ask me.. What goes inside Dakota's mind and does he feel anything for Emara?**
**Honestly.. Mr. Black is a very dark and complex character that can't be fully explained in just one chapter.**
**That's why I have written the Male version of this book in the point of view of Dakota Black with unseen mature scenes and plot twists that are not present in this book.**

**Book name-> 7 Nights with Ms. Stone, Where Dakota spends his own 7 Nights in Emara's bedroom after she falls asleep. He comes to her room every night, and lies beside her, never leaving her alone.**
**The book also depicts about his struggle with his psycho personality, his anger, his lust, his twisted emotions.. all in his own words.**

**For the readers who want to skip to the next book in the series.. They can read the book-> R for Romance.. where the saga of irresistable men Ryan and Dakota are back to fight and win over our Queen, Emara.**
**Expect Romance, Comedy and Shocking Secrets revealing in this book, with a satisfying happy Ending ♥️**

**And if you want to go back where it all began to their college. You can read the book-> His Evil Ways.**
**A comedy book filled with steamy smut and plot twists to keep you up all night long ;)**

**All my books are Stand Alone, but if you need an order->**
**1\. The Wicked Alpha -> 2. His Evil Ways -> 3. 7 Nights with Mr. Black -> 4. 7 Nights with Ms. Stone -> 5. R for Romance**

**See you in next book. XOXO, Love you 😘**