Chapter 14- (Warning Spicy Content)

I feel his eyes searching my body and the room suddenly feels too hot. James slowly moved towards the bed, and sat at the edge of it. “Ember come here I want to be close to you.” My heart started to beat erratically everything inside me screamed no although his husky voice made my legs feel weak. What is wrong with me? Why do I want to please him, and follow his commands? How could I let James see, touch and make love to me when I was just in the arms of his brother the night before. My heart wasn’t ready, it might never be ready. Maybe I could make him understand, and change his mind.
Was Lucas touching Ava right now? Is he going to fuck Ava? Would he hate me if James claimed my body?
“I want to be gentle with you, but I don’t like asking twice. Come here Ember I want to see you.” Hesitantly I forced my body forward. James reached out grabbing my hands, and pulled me into his lap so that I was straddling him. My core rested on his thick length, and it made me delirious with desire. “James…” He silenced me with a kiss dragging his hands up my arms, and into my fiery hair. The slight sting of my scalp as his hand fisted my hair made me moan into his mouth. His kiss felt like lightning sending a shock straight to my core, I felt moisture pool between my legs in response to his touch. His lips were soft, but his mouth demanding taking every thought from my brain other than him. His beard soft against my face, tickling slightly. Chills ran up my spine as his mouth moved to my neck where he had bitten me earlier. Where he had in front of the entire pack staked his claim on me. When he started to suck the tender flesh, a throaty moan rang out from my mouth surprising us both, my panties melting as our eyes locked.
“Ember your so beautiful.”
Those words..., the same ones spoken to me by Lucas, took me out of whatever trance my body had been under. “James we can’t do this. My heart is still full of another. It’s not fair to you.” His eyes instantly flashed red, that was not what he wanted to hear from me. “You are my wife Ember, claimed by me alone. You heart, and body belong to me.” The tenderness he had is now gone, and I am flipped harshly onto my back landing on the soft bed. I was trying to push the dress back down that had ridden up when he flipped us when James came down on me capturing my wrists, and pinning them down at my sides. His lips were on mine again, but moving roughly his body laid heavy against mine making it hard to take a breath.
“Please James lets talk about it. I’m just not ready. Please, stop!” “Not ready?! You had my brother inside you yesterday, and I feel how wet you are. Your body is begging for me. I will erase every time he touched you. He has another, and now you are mine.” Tears poured from my eyes as he ripped the dress off of me leaving me in nothing but my wet panties. I was trembling being brought so bare before him yet again fear racing through me, but something else was awakened inside me as well, desire. How could my body betray me so thoroughly, I was hot everywhere, and my core was pounding. His hands let go of mine and they moved over my body grabbing my bare breasts and kneading them, tearing moans of pleasure from my mouth
. The moaning only intensified when he captured my nipple in his hot, wet mouth licking and sucking my sensitive flesh. My hands that had been pushing against his chest were now gripping his bulging arms as his assault on my breast continued. I shuddered and goose flesh covered me as James large hand closed in around my throat gripping, but not cutting off my oxygen. I was led by his forceful hand to lay on my back this simple act making fire race though my veins. My body wants to obey him. His face hovering over mine, his breathing uneven.
“I’m going to show you who you belong to my queen.” He was kissing me sweetly again his hands fell from my neck, and down my body until he was pushing my drenched underwear down, destroying the last barrier between us. Standing up from the bed he took his own clothes off. I couldn’t tear my eyes away from his beautiful, powerful body. In my mind I knew it was wrong to want another when I was still so in love with Lucas, when my choice in partner had been taken from me, but I was so drawn to him. I wanted him so bad. His body called out to mine in an almost primal way like an invisible tether connected us. I felt his calloused hands pushing my thighs wide open his eyes feasting on my body, my core weeping before him. The bed dipped under his considerable weight his shoulders settled between my spread thighs.
“Your already so wet for me my little queen, I’m going to taste what belongs to me.” Instantly my clit was claimed by James's greedy mouth making me scream out. “Oh God!” My hands went right into his silky blonde hair pulling him into me his pleased growl vibrating my clit making me groan out in pleasure. It was that groan that made him loose his sweet pursuit, and he begin feasting on me as if I would be his last meal. “You taste so fucking sweet my queen. You are my new favorite meal; one I plan on eating daily.” I cut off his crass speech by shoving his face back where I need him, his mouth on my cunt. The feeling of his short beard against my most intimate place was making me writhe underneath him. James pushed up onto his knees lining himself at my entrance. “I can’t wait anymore; I have to be inside you now.” I nodded, and he pushed his immense girth into me filling me up completely.
I thought Lucas was big, but his brother was the same length only thicker. James stretched me as he pushed in and out of my tight channel. I held onto him nails digging into his tanned skin as I let out small gasps. It felt like all the air was being pushed from my lungs and i struggled to breathe properly as he continued to enter me. James’s thrust became wild and my gasps turned into screaming moans.
“Say your mine Ember. I want to hear you say my name as I claim you.” Even though my body, and possibly even part of my heart wanted him I couldn’t say it, not with Lucas still filling that place inside of me. James as though he could read my thoughts thrust harder and faster.
“Say it Ember! Your mine.”
“James… I… Oh James.”
He licked the tears that leaked from my eyes and continued his brutal thrusts. His hand clasped around my throat as he called out. “Yours, I’m yours Ember.” Hearing that I crashed over the edge into bliss as I came hard, and James followed filling me with his seed. I could feel his heat inside of me as he pulsed and slowed into a few slow thrusts. James still inside of me nestled himself into my neck, kissing his mark he breathlessly let out. “Now you are mine in every way, and I will love you, and care for you all my life, I promise. The next time I take your body I will worship it. You’re my queen, and my partner, I love you Ember. I want you for myself. I’m yours only yours.” “James, I wanted you, you didn’t hurt me it felt amazing. I just don’t want to lie, and tell you that I’m free of him. I may never be, I’m sorry.” James turned off the lights and tucked us both under the covers, and held me as he fell asleep. I could see the longing in him to make me his as much as he was already mine.
I closed my eyes, and let James hold me close to his body but inside I felt broken, how could I want them both? Lucas had been so gentle with me. I love Lucas, and I know he loved me. I would surely be nothing to Lucas now, he had another and now I was shackled to this wild Alpha. Could I be happy with James, and let go of my love for Lucas? There have been times since I met James that I felt drawn to him and even wanted him, but I gave my heart and body to Lucas, I couldn’t love his brother too. Especially when he acted so brutish at times and almost cold. Was Lucas holding Ava close in his bed as James was with me? I felt James holding me, and I wasn’t sure why especially with all these wild confusing feelings running through my mind, but I felt comfortable in his strong arms like I might maybe belong there.