Chapter 15- (Warning Spicy Content)

As I laid in James strong arms my exhausted body cried out for sleep. I couldn’t turn my brain off still trying to work through the chaos, and new feelings today had brought. While I listened to James steady breathing, I made up my mind. I couldn’t take back the things that happened tonight with James or the feelings that still ruled my heart when it came to Lucas, but starting now I would be strong. I knew that Lucas, and I wouldn't be able to be together now that we each belonged to someone else, but that didn’t mean that I couldn’t have a full life here. I could help build this community up, help them bring back something that they had lost; something that was stolen from them by hatred and cruelty. I could still love Lucas, and maybe even be a part of his life I would just have to hide my feelings away.
Even thinking about never kissing or holding him again brought me pain, but I could be strong. I remember the way he touched me with reverence and so much love. I know I shouldn't, but I still crave his touch. Starting tomorrow I would start living up to my new title, the title that if I was honest brought me great pride and excitement, queen. Finally, my body shut down as sleep took away the pain that settled in my chest when I thought of letting Lucas go. A pain I would likely bear for the rest of my life.
I woke up and let out a little moan, James's hands were caressing my body, his touch felt so good. I began to grow hot and wet, my thighs getting slick from my arousal.
James's fat tongue drug across the mark that he had given me igniting a fire in my blood, my legs rubbed together involuntarily to ease the throbbing of my engorged clit. James worked my neck giving me gentle kisses down my throat, his large hands made their way to my chest, kneading my breast and teasing my erect nipples. My body couldn't help but react, and now it was calling out to him as if it knew he owned me. He had become it's master with his rough, dominating hands. I had never felt such a burning need before.
“Ember, let me worship you, let me show you I can be gentle. That I can take care of all of your needs. I want to make you feel good baby.” I nodded yes wanting to forget the confusing feelings that surrounded the first time he made love to me, and feeling as though I might combust if he didn’t touch me right now. “Tell me you want this.” James's hot mouth covered my nipple, and he suckled it as he began to tease the other with his fingers pulling and twisting it. His tongue swirled around and sucked gently driving me wild. My back arched begging for more of his mouth.
“I want this.” I almost screamed out, and he gave attention to my other breast with his hand descending to my wet center. His thick, calloused fingers circled my clit making me buck up against him. "Mmmm more please." I whined out. He brought me close by sucking, and licking my heavy tits the contrast between his hot tongue, and the cool air had my body writhing, his hands were rubbing me in intervals between fast and slow spreading my juices along my slit. His mouth made its way down my body settling on my short curls making sure he kissed every inch of me on his way down. When his tongue touched me, I grabbed onto the sheets feeling pressure pool in my stomach. James consumed my pussy lapping up everything I was giving him greedily, when I felt his tongue enter me, I let out a surprised cry. He continued plunging his thick tongue in and out of me while his fingers kept up their menstruations. I couldn’t stop the moans, and small screams coming out of my mouth, everything he did felt so good. It's like he could read my mind, and gave my body what my brain was asking for. When he entered me with his finger while his mouth latched onto my clit sucking hard, I sat up to see him with his broad shoulders between my thighs, in that moment with him laid out under me I felt beautiful and powerful.
To see this strong man, and alpha bringing me pleasure brought me to a whole new level of bliss. I fell back as he met my eyes, and added a second finger stretching my walls making the lewdest sounds come from my body. His long fingers curled inside me as they pumped in and out working me over, the orgasm ripped through my body as I came hard all over him. My neck arching back as I screamed out my pleasure. James licked up my cum, and kissed his way back up to my mouth enjoying that my body trembled underneath him. He took my mouth possessively, and I tasted myself on his lips I shuddered when he lined himself at my entrance. His teeth bit down on his mark as he slowly pushed inside of me making me tense underneath him, I was still so tight around him. He filled me entirely, stilling as I stretched to accommodate his size. He sucked on my nipples again while I threaded my hands into his long blonde hair loving the feeling of his mouth on my body. He began to slowly move back and forth inside me, rubbing my walls my small hands clawing up his back. “Are you OK love? I want you to feel good. Your so tight baby.” “Yes, it feels incredible. Please don’t stop James.”
James:
Hearing my name come out of her mouth made my chest feel heavy. Feeling her like this, with her under me made me realize I would burn the world down for her. I had never felt this way before even with Rebecca. I loved Rebecca truly, but this connection with Ember was indescribable.
As I pumped in and out of her faster, and faster us both grabbing onto each other, and moaning out our shared pleasure I felt whole. Ember was close again her legs starting to shake when I rolled us both over, I was on my back, and she straddled my hips. “Take your pleasure from me Ember. Ride me my queen.” She looked unsure, but I knew she wanted me back inside. Sensing her hesitation, I lined myself up under her, and placed my hands on her hips lowering until just my tip was breaching her and then I let go of her letting her set our pace. She lowered herself onto me slowly screaming out when I was fully inside, I was so deep and I could tell she struggled to move so full of me. She was moving slowly at first and then harder and faster impaling herself on me, both of our breathing was ragged until she was cuming again. As she finished, I sat up kissing her and held her body flush with mine. I loved feeling her heartbeat so strongly against mine. I found my release coating her walls with my seed after she collapsed onto my chest completely spent.
“That was amazing baby. You are so beautiful.” Ember blushed, and curled up next to me but I could feel the battle raging in her between contentment and guilt.
Ember:
I was his mate, and knew sex and intamacy came along with it, and it made the crushing pain of feeling like I was betraying Lucas become less painful, but I still felt like a fraud.
How can I ride James's cock, and take pleasure when in my heart I still loved Lucas. I sat up in bed with James’s seed seeping out of me, and heard the most sorrowful howl ring out. When I heard the howling, I don’t know why, but it suddenly became hard to breathe and my heart ached in my chest. I was in physical agony to the point where I thought I might collapse.
“James, is he okay?” I asked filled with worry over the creature who had made that devastated cry. “Yes, love don’t worry about it, you take a bath, and rest I’ll be back soon.” James got up, dressed and then he left.
I knew I couldn’t be sure, but suddenly I felt like I knew that howl deep inside my soul, I felt it then that the anguished cry belonged to the man who still owned my heart, Lucas. How can I know that it was him letting out the pain filled cry? I felt the pain in my own body the hurt, and betrayal coursing through me. I cried silently to myself as I lowered my body into the bath not knowing what to do. Every part of me screamed to run to him and comfort his breaking heart. I just want to hold him, and tell him how sorry I am. I love you Lucas, don't cry for me.