Chapter 41

Authors note
Good morning y’all! So life has been a bit rough these last couple of weeks. Im going to say this once and only once. If you guys want quality, you need patience. My ideas don’t just flow out of me, I take time to outline and go over them. I am also working a full time job that has been killing me recently and school is starting up soon. This chapter was also quite hard to figure out so im sorry for the time I took.
I would really appreciate it if y’all can be a little more patient. And Thank-you to those that have been.

*trigger warning! Rape and abuse are included in this chapter, viewer discretion is advised*

He is towering over me and eye stalking me like a predator hunting its prey. With this wolfsbane in my system, I can hardly move a muscle.
“Now that you most likely know your situation, are you ready to reconsider my offer?” His eyes become a bit hopeful.
“Go to hell you sick bastard.” I mutter through the pain.
He sighs and slowly approaches me. He takes my face in his hand and the look of fury is in his eyes.
“You see Athena, im not a very patient man. If you don’t become more agreeable, i may turn my rage to your dear brother. You wouldn’t like that now would you?” He says.
“If you lay a finger on my brother, I will rip you to pieces.” I say through my clenched teeth.
“How can you do that when wolfsbane is coursing through your blood? You cant even life your arm over your own head.” He chuckles darkly. Then as if I switch has been flipped, he takes my neck into his large hand and slams me down onto the mattress.His face is inches from mine and I can feel his hot breath brushing over me. My eyes widen as if they are bulging out of their sockets and I remain petrified under him.
It isn’t until I feel the cool wind from outside to know someone is in here. He takes his eyes off of me and looks towards Sybil who is standing at the door emotionless with a cloth with syringes placed on it.
“Thank you Sybil. Please make sure we are not disturbed.” He simply says. She nods and places the cloth next to him and vacates the tent.
He looks back to me and his gaze sends chills through out my body.
“After today you no longer belong to my brother. If you don’t become more agreeable you will face many rounds of humiliation and suffering. Then when you are but a shell of what you once were you will receive my mark and become my mate. You will kill my brother and give me what was meant to be mine. You will help me achieve my goals and free the supernatural species from humans. We will make the werewolf race the most powerful species in this world.” He says but then turns stone cold. “Free will or not.”
Then without warning he presses me down and forcefully covers my lips. I am over come by shock and don’t react right away. Finally I come to my senses and flail around trying to break free. I scream against his lips hoping he will release me, but he keeps a strong hand on my neck to keep me from escaping. I do the only thing I can do and kick him where the sun doesn’t shine. He breaks his lips from mine and groans. I try to take this chance to get away but turns out to be in vain. He stiffens in anger and releases my neck and quickly swings it towards my cheek. My head whips to the side and a stinging sensation spreads throughout my face.
“You little bitch.” He seethes and his eyes burn with rage. His hands travel to the hospital gown and proceeds to rip it off. I scream in protest and struggle against his grip which earns me another slap to the face that is way harder than the last one. I can feel my lip split from the force and black dots slightly swim in my vision.
My eyes clear and notice he completely took off the paper gown and now I am completely bare. His eyes travel up and down my body and filled with pure lust. My skin trembles like spiders crawling all over me and I try to once again escape. I scream, kick, hit, and scratch, but nothing seems to work. He then rolls his eyes and reaches for a wolfsbane syringe. He takes in his his hand and takes the cap off. He quickly jabs it into my arm and burning fire once again fills my body. I whimper and cry because of the burning sensation taking over. Then everything goes cold. My limbs freeze and I can’t even lift a finger. I can only move my eyes and lips.
I look up and he is twirling the syringe in his hands.
“Just enough to stop you from fighting.” His grin is sinister and slowly lowers himself towards me. My chests rises and falls frantically and try to move. It proves futile and he is now on top of me. His hands travel around my body and tears pool out of my eyes.
I have never felt so disgusting and violated in my life, and there is nothing I can do about it. I pray, I pray with all my heart for someone to save me. I plea for Artemis to rescue me.
What did I do to deserve this? I followed all the rules, waited for my mate, and never turned my back on my family, friends or Artemis herself. Im supposed to be her white wolf. Why wont she save me?
His hand travels down to his belt and I can hear him undoing it. Panic builds as he pulls down his pants and positions himself in between my legs.
No no no! Please Artemis ill do anything! Please don’t let this happen! Silas please save me! Save me from this disgusting monster!
I cry and plea but no ones coming to help me.
He lowers himself on top of me and looks at me like prey he is about to devour. Then in matter of seconds a brutal pain cripples me as he enters me.
I scream from the brutal violation and try to find the strength to fight back. He grows faster and leaves a bruise on my body with every high pitch scream that leaves my mouth.
I scream and cry for someone to help me even though it wastes whatever strength I have. Growing irritated with my cries, he reaches for a thin shirt and stuffs it into my mouth. He then forces me onto my stomach and locks my hands behind my back. He continues to have his way with me and somehow gaining some sick pleasure from this.
He begins to groan and grows faster and faster and becomes unbearable. My screams become louder but the are now muffled by the gag. His free hand travels around my body and touching everything that is meant for my mate. Defiling me. Nothing can cleanse me of this. No shower, preacher, not even Artemis herself can cleanse the defilement he is inflicting upon me.
His groans become louder meaning his climax is nearing. Please no, anything but that. I don’t want his filthy seed inside me.
Then his dick slams into me and I can feel him pouring it into me. His disgusting cum fills my womb and he stops moving.
He pulls out and finally releases me from his tight disgusting grip. I fall onto the mattress and shakily breathe. He took what I kept sacred. He took something that was meant for Silas. All those years of waiting for my mate are now in vain.
I hear the monster saying something to me but I cannot understand him. His voice becomes distant and my vision blurs. The wolfsbane finally takes its toll, and everything goes black.